Elevate myself, Elevate my spirit: 我前女友好像很恨我. 分手之後我們說我們還是可以當朋友, 逼近我們在一起滿久, 然後有很多歷史and默契. 我也不希望兩個人會變成像陌生人一樣, 然後尷尬. 但是雖然我很努力的try, 到現在她一直都不理我. 我只有跟她聯絡過一次, 然後那次需要很刻意才聯絡得到. 以前的我可能會很生氣然後寫一首歌來罵人家! 哈哈 但是我現在才不想這樣. those days are over. 而且滿諷刺的是新專輯有一首剛認識她的時候寫給她的歌. =) 我覺得很可惜後來變成這樣, 連朋友也不是. 而且我們兩個是基督徒所以這樣讓我更不舒服, 感覺好像她還是對我有很多恩怨. man, 女生真不容易懂. 好像我只能繼續為她禱告, 繼續希望她好, 繼續祝福她. God bless you, blue. 感謝大家讓我分享. 晚安.
so my ex seems to really hate me. when we broke up, thought it'd be a shame not to even be friends, since we were together for a good amount of time and had a lot of history together. plus, i don't like it when people who were so close at one point, end up becoming like strangers. so i been trying really hard to stay in touch, but i keep getting the heisman. all this time, i've only gotten in touch with her once, and even that one time took a HUGE effort. the old me would have written some lyrics putting her on blast, and then laced them on a track. haha but those days are over. ironically, the new album has that i wrote for her when we first started getting to know each other. it's a shame that it's come to this, where we aren't even on speaking terms, especially since we both Christians. i guess she still got a lotta resentment towards me. man, girls sure can be hard to understand. i guess all i can do is continue to pray for her, hope the best for her, and wish blessings on her. God bless you, blue. anyways, thanks for letting me share, guys. Goodnight.
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