關於 pain and panic ，我們在網路上蒐集到這些相關的討論、資訊與評價

“Perfect Prayer”
Written on: 9 August 2021

When I am lost for words
And don’t know how to pray
I can speak in tongues all day
This is the rest and refreshing.

“Holy Spirit, help me,” I say
“What now, I can’t see a way
Out of this mess
A terrible state”
“Hold on”, He says
“Don’t panic, just wait.”

“I will give you My words
A perfect prayer
Here it is
Born of love and care
Speak them forth
Let My power flow
Surely it knows where to go.”

“The night has ended
The victory won
That pain you felt
Is now long gone
I turned it around
Look and see
Restoration has come nigh to thee!”

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Blessed National Day to my homeland, Singapore! This poem is dedicated to you on your 56th birthday.

In a tough time, we must stay united like our pledge says, “one united people. Regardless of race, language, or religion…”

Pray for our nation, that all who are going through difficult times will experience God’s great restoration. Even if you made foolish mistakes, God is still willing and able to restore you.

Pray in tongues if you can. The Holy Spirit will give you utterances which are perfect prayers offered at the right time. Let Him use your tongue to bring forth healing, strengthening, and comfort to all who need it.

I have an eBook about restoration if you are interested to read it. In the book, I share about God’s plan to prosper you in all things through His restoration. You can check out “All Things Made New” at this link: https://bit.ly/prosper-through-restoration

Nota seorang penulis - Emily L. Hauser:

I can see, and I can hear. I saw a child beaten, mercilessly. I saw a boy much like my own, battered like a side of beef. Though the video is silent, still I can hear Tariq’s cries of pain, and imagine the panic coursing through him, just before he blacked out from pain.

Shame on those who refuse to see and hear. Shame on them.

My deepest condolences to Tariq and his family, for the horrors visited upon them, and the hardened hearts that claim to represent me. I cannot undo any of that, but at least I will bear witness.

Xxx

𝐁𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐧 𝐤𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐤-𝐤𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐤 𝐏𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐓𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐪 𝐀𝐛𝐮 𝐊𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐫, 𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐮𝐥 𝐝𝐢 𝐦𝐚𝐡𝐤𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐡, 𝐰𝐚𝐣𝐚𝐡𝐧𝐲𝐚 𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐡 𝐝𝐠𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚-𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐤𝐬𝐚𝐚𝐧.

𝐉𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐚𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐚 𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐤 𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐡 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧-𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐕 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐡 𝐝𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐚, 𝐒𝐞𝐦𝐮𝐚 𝐍𝐆𝐎 𝐝𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐬𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐤 𝐤𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐚𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐧 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐮𝐭 𝐤𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐛𝐮𝐭..

𝐓𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐩𝐢 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐚𝐧 𝐤𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐤-𝐤𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐏𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐤𝐚𝐧 𝐤𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐬𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐭𝐮 𝐍𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐈𝐬𝐫𝐚𝐞𝐥.. 𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐚 𝐏𝐁𝐁 𝐝𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐬𝐢 𝐤𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐚𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐦 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐚..

𝐊𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭 : 𝐀𝐥 𝐉𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐫𝐚

#30weekspregnant
EDD: 22 June 2021

This is how my 🔺anxiety🔻 kicks in when my nurse shared bout labour symptoms and told me to start preparing my hospital bag as early as I can.. She said, don’t rely on your husband, later he’ll be more panic n confused 😅😅😅

💁🏻‍♀️Review from yesterday’s scan 👩🏻‍⚕️
✅Baby’s heartbeat is 131 (last check was 136)
✅Mummy’s haemoglobin reading is 13.4 (very good 😍👏🏼)
✅Weight increased by 0.8kg (very very good 💯 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙞𝙚𝙬 𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 2𝙠𝙜𝙨 𝙞𝙣 2 𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙠𝙨 🥵)
✅Uterus height is 29cm (normal even though short by 2cm frm prediction. Normal is -/+2cm)

👉🏻 𝘿𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 37 𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙠𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙢 𝙡𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙧/ 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄’𝙢 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙜𝙝 𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙠 𝙘𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙜𝙤𝙧𝙮 (𝙖𝙜𝙚, 𝙬𝙚𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩, 𝙢𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡 𝙝𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙚𝙩𝙘)

Sign to start take note for labour:
⚠️Cramps and increased back pain
⚠️Tummy/ Abdomen contraction (hardens)
⚠️Mucus discharge (with blood stains)
⚠️Water bag broke/ leak (odorless & colourless when seen on pantyliner)

Start to prepare “Hospital bag” now:
✅NB diapers
✅NB clothes x 1 set
✅Towel/ swaddle, baby body shampoo etc
✅Sarung and maternity pad for mother and new clothes for discharge

❌Do not wash baby’s clothes using adult’s detergent, sensitive for NB delicate skin (may cause rashes)
❌Do not keep baby’s clothes in exposed place, best in a storage container to prevent unnecessary infection when worn
❌Avoid the usage of “ubat gegat” (moth ball) near baby’s clothes. The presence of G6PD will break down red blood cell in baby’s body

Ok despite all the anxieties I’m getting, I’m still trying my best to stay calm n take one step at a time. Counting my baby’s kick is also giving me lots of worries bcs I’m always moving n I don’t seem to notice them until evening or when I’m ready to sleep. 😞 Working on a private space with 𝐳𝐞𝐫𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 helps with my emotional stability n state of mind too. 💯 I need to know what’s best for myself and take necessary measures and not let anyone affect me with their negative aura or emotional breakdown. 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖉𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝕵𝖊𝖓𝖓!🤰🏻💪🏼

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Ed Sheeran & Justin Bieber《I Don't Care》mix Shape of you 小提琴版本
| Violin cover by Lin Tzu An of I Don't Care mix Shape of you by Ed Sheeran and Justin Bieber

這首歌的旋律其實不是太複雜，但是歌曲表達的意義遠大於簡單的旋律。
雖然歌名講得瀟灑，歌詞也像一般芭樂情歌，因為派對很無聊，遇到了一個女孩，愛上了她，最後一切都不重要了，只要有妳就好。然而細細去看就會發現這首歌完全譜出了Ed Sheeran和Justin Bieber兩人的人生歷程和各自所面對的痛苦、恐懼和對於人群的恐慌。

即使這首歌很簡單，並且也因為兩人的鐵粉所以一躍而上成為熱門歌曲，可是在音樂之外，還包含著兩人在經歷了爆紅、憂鬱、逃避、再次站起來後的心聲，我們欣賞歌曲的同時，也應該要尊重所有藝術家們與那些不在乎世俗眼光，勇敢做自己的人。

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The song is actually not too complicated for violin cover, but the meaning behind the song is far greater than the simple melody.
The name of the song is like saying how much easy they are, and the lyrics are about the boring party, meeting a girl and falling in love with her at the party. In the end, everything is not important, as long as the girl is with me there. However, if you take a closer look, you will find that this may indicate the life stories of Ed Sheeran and Justin Bieber, and the pain, fear and panic they face after they are super stars.

Even though this song is simple, and because of the stans of Ed Sheeran and Justin Bieber, it is literally the hit. but in addition to the music, it is saying the life after they are popular and their depression, escape, and standing up again after all these. When enjoying the song, we should all respect the artists and those who don't care about the world and those be themselves.

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EnlightEN - Fabricated ocean (live music video)
作曲/編曲: 楊書豪/ EnlightEN
混音: 鉚釘
2016/12/14 @ Taipei Legacy

編曲:


導演：何帛儒
攝影：蔡宗霖 巫沅憲
後製剪輯：Wei
Fabricated Ocean 虛構的海洋
Lyrics:

I could even reminding
依稀能回憶起
The day aside of shores and haze
那天瀰漫的薄霧與海岸
The plopping ink in me
鼓動的墨黑
Tenderly words
溫柔訴說的話語
I’ve been through so much remorse
在無數錯誤的過去裡
Lost, scan and panic
看不見前進的方向 驚慌
The words you always said
你總是會這麼說
「Fall into my arms」
「倒進我的懷中吧。」

Haze killed the hope and blow
亟欲想要抓住的東西已經不可能
Take my eyes, blind it below
拿走我的眼睛吧，將它永遠蒙蔽
The mostly fear is lost, with her tear and reaching
她是如此深怕失去，充滿淚水望著我，並伸出手

Immersed in her love
她將他的愛包覆在她的大海中
So quietful, in this deepless cyan
如此靜諡而寬廣，微光而不見底的深藍
Skies cut her ocean. Glow seperated us
而天空映照下(mirroring)，我與她之中隔著一到光芒

In my dearest truth
如今也是最接近真實的夢境

The one who only for me to feed
明明只是想利用的東西阿
Now the pain thrust me and drown me
但我卻如此痛苦和不捨
All I need is his ego
我只是想吸收他的自我
Now I’m swallowed by him instead
而他的存在反而吞噬了我
Hestitating
我真的不知道
Should I seize the silk and die
是否要為了這抓住這絲線而毀了我自己

Fabricated oceans, real belongnings
虛構的海，真實的希冀
Though I know this will break me
即便我知道這會使我崩解
Blinking eyes, faked hope
真實的妳，虛無的希冀
I choose to keep coilling in this livid for you
我選擇為妳，蜷曲在這片深藍中