呢個係我經歷兩次懷孕,順產生完兩個BB,餵咗3年人奶,行過一段產後抑鬱,失去了一位親人嘅身體。佢陪伴我嘅日子最耐,但我卻最少同佢道謝道愛。
身體不只得肥瘦,她還盛載和呈現著情緒,創傷和人生經歷。
身體,謝謝你!多謝你在我不愛自己嘅日子仍然陪住我。多謝你同我一齊湊住兩個囡。多謝你係我訓唔著時陪我捱夜。多謝你愛我。我哋一起繼續餵人奶吧。✌🏻
願大家都能找到和身體舒服相處嘅方式。
This is my body. It’s a body that has experienced 2 pregnancies, 2 natural births, 3 years and still counting of breastfeeding, an episode of postpartum depression and a loss of family member. She is my longest companion. But, she is also the one I have expressed my gratitude and love to the least.
So here I am saying thank you to my body. Thank you for being with me when I don’t love myself. Thank you for raising my children healthily. Thank you for staying up with me when I can’t sleep. Thank you for loving me no matter what.
Body is not just about thin or fat. It’s a vessel and reflection of our emotions, trauma and life experiences. Hope we all find a way to have a comfortable relationship with our body. ❤️
同時也有39部Youtube影片,追蹤數超過31萬的網紅Aoi ch.,也在其Youtube影片中提到,富士葵 2nd Album「シンビジウム」2021/3/24(水)発売 ダウンロードはこちら:https://nex-tone.link/CymbidiumAL ご購入はこちら:https://cymbidium.fujiaoi.info/ ◆Track List 01.シンビジウム 02.Eid...
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reflection of my life 在 Deeecupps V Facebook 的最佳貼文
Green with envy.
So so happy today because Emma expressed her feelings to me. “Emma is angry” and I am so glad I am right there to parent her to way I want to be parented. I validated her feelings and asked why. Then she told me to not spill her tea, because that made her angry, and that feeling is completely fine.
We 90s kids grow up in an emotional oppressed environment. “You’re not supposed to be jealous”, “don’t cry, you look weak”, “don’t sing about your achievement, such a show off” just to name a few are what I was taught growing up. My parent were brought up this way too, because they didn’t have any choice or any information to tell them that there is another way to deal with it. But we do. And we can break the cycle. The traditional self oppressed Asian way of life.
The way you deal with your pain in a moment of trauma is not a direct reflection on your strength. Just because you are crumbling right now doesn’t mean you are weak. In fact, the strongest of us crumble, and the strongest of us know that pain is meant to be felt in full, or how else would you be able to let it go?
Because how else is one supposed to become a phoenix if they don’t allow themselves to burn first?
reflection of my life 在 Facebook 的最讚貼文
Today I felt the need to share few words… 💭
That quarantine has been a good way to have some reflection time. But the deeper i went to, the more anxiety I felt. I’m not sure if i’m asking myself the right question or if I know myself enough. I’m someone who always had goals in my life, always had a big picture of what I want to become. However after reaching some goals I had, that picture started to change and now it’s just a blurry one. I found myself under some spotlights without looking for them, got attention I never asked for and terribly grew that impostor syndrome within me.
Social media doesn’t help. Maybe i’m using it the wrong way but it started to become an obligation, a burden, rather than a pleasure, with all kind of negative psychological effects it can bring. Forcing to be exposed without feeling to be social. I feel narcissism became a strength nowadays and to be honest i’m having hard time following the trend.
If I look outside that box made up by my mind, there are plenty of things to be grateful for, plenty of reason to be happy, but somehow I have those questions marks spinning around.
I see vulnerability as a first step to change so here are my current thoughts shared with you 🖋
reflection of my life 在 Aoi ch. Youtube 的精選貼文
富士葵 2nd Album「シンビジウム」2021/3/24(水)発売
ダウンロードはこちら:https://nex-tone.link/CymbidiumAL
ご購入はこちら:https://cymbidium.fujiaoi.info/
◆Track List
01.シンビジウム
02.Eidos
03.チョコレート
04.コヨーテ
05.Anitya
06.Q.E.D.
07.ヨスガノカケラ
08.秘密を聞いてよ
09.8分19秒
10.紫陽花が泣いた
◆Credit
歌:富士葵
作詞:富士葵
作曲:大田原 侑樹
編曲:宮崎 誠
Drums:佐野 康夫
Bass:鈴木 渉
Piano:荒幡 亮平
Strings:今野 均 Strings
Guitar & Other Instruments:宮崎 誠
Music Director:大山 徹也
Mix:中村 悠二
Movie Director:森田と純平
Movie Typography:永井 英輝(LOGIC&MAGIC)
Urakata:TEAM MAKAI
Produced by 富士葵
発売元:HOLLYHOCK RECORDS
発売協力:株式会社 MaLC
「どうか、沈まないように―――」
▶Lyric
なりたいものは? 本当は分かってる
自信持てず 誤魔化してばかり
知らず知らず ヒト真似し生きた
海に浮かぶ あのツキのように
波に呑まれて 歪むたび
心 見失っていく
どうか 沈まないように
ヒトのように 輝けなくても
不安の波間でハラリ舞う
光が教えている
「キミらしく 咲けばいいよ」と
満ちる 欠ける ヒトの顔色を
窺い 生きた 嫌われぬように
心 隠し 虚光で象った
海に 漂う あのツキのように
不安の波に 囚われず
"自由"を 生きてみたい
どうか 溺れないように
色の褪せた 微かな光でも
闇夜だからこそ 輝いて
誰かが観ていてくれる
「キミらしく 瞬いて」
前向けなくてもいいの
躓いてもいいの
ボロボロになった靴履いて
ココロが赴くままの歩幅で
いきたい 今
どうか 沈まないように
ヒトのように 輝けなくても
欠けた月もいつかは満ちる
「ボクらしく咲き誇れ」
いつか 長夜も晴れる その日まで
どうか 溺れないように
色の褪せた 微かな光でも
戸惑い迷い揺れながらも
歪むほど光放つ
美しく舞う花びらのよう
********************
+Lyric+
What do I want to be? Deep down I know
With no confidence to try, I've been fooling myself
Didn't realize my life has been a copy of someone else
Just like that moon's reflection floating on the ocean
Distorted with every crushing wave
I'm losing sight of my heart, my shape
Please don't let me sink down
Even if I can't shine like the others
Dancing between the unsettling waves
is a light that tells me
"Let your flower bloom in your own way"
I lived watching the faces of others , their moods swinging like the moon
So afraid of being disliked
I hid my true colors, dressed myself in false lights
Just like that moon's reflection drifting on the sea
I wish I could live without the unsettling waves trapping me
Just once, I wish I could live inside "freedom"
Please don't let me drown
A small light with fading colors
Would still shine in the darkest night
Because there is someone watching over me
"Go shine in your own way"
It's alright if I can't look forward yet
Even if I trip and fall
I can keep walking in my ripped shoes
Following my heart, at my own pace
Let me go now
Please don't let me sink down
Even if I can't shine like the others
A waning moon will someday be full
"I will bloom in my own way"
Until the long night of being lost eventually ends
Please don't let me drown
A small light with fading colors
Confused, lost and wavering
The more distorted I am, the more I shine
Like the beautiful petals dancing in the air
Translation : June Midorikawa
+Infomation+
Aoi Fuji 2nd Album "Cymbidium" 2021/3/24(Wed)Release
DL from here : https://nex-tone.link/CymbidiumAL
CD from here : https://cymbidium.fujiaoi.info/
+Track List+
01. Cymbidium
02. Eidos
03. Chocolate
04. Coyote
05. Anitya
06. Q.E.D.
07. Yosuga No Kakera
08. Himitsu wo Kiiteyo
09. 8 minutes and 19 seconds
10. Ajisai ga Naita
+Credit+
Vocal : Aoi Fuji
Words : Aoi Fuji
Music : Yuki Otawara
Arrange : Makoto Miyazaki
Drums : Yasuo Sano
Bass : Wataru Suzuki
Piano : Ryohei Arahata
Strings : Konno Hitoshi Strings
Guitar & Other Instruments : Makoto Miyazaki
Music Director : Tetsuya Ohyama
Mix : Yuji Nakamura
Movie Director:MORITAtoJUMPEI
Movie Typography:Hideki Nagai (LOGIC&MAGIC)
Urakata : TEAM MAKAI
Produced by Aoi Fuji
Selling Agency : HOLLYHOCK RECORDS
Sales cooperation : MaLC.INC
#富士葵 #シンビジウム
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reflection of my life 在 Mich8Lee Youtube 的最佳貼文
How has lockdown changed you - if at all?
It's been a year since the first lockdown was announced in Malaysia (18th March 2020) and so much has changed since then. For better or worse, I came out a different person.
Please bear in mind that I am well aware of the lives lost and the livelihoods affected that are far worse than mine. This is merely a reflection of my own life and the lessons i've learned one year in. The pandemic has impacted each and every one of us differently and I hope that wherever you are and however it has impacted you, that you are safe. Take care.
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reflection of my life 在 Rika Adrina Youtube 的最佳解答
NOPE, NOT FOR ME. Unless..... HAHAHAAH IM JUST KIDDING but it's a wonderful thought don't you think? I made this video cos i had so many questions about being a young mum especially in this economy... obviously i don't understand how people my age can even THINK about cloning themselves like this but after talking to Mawar, i can see the reason why now. Women are such strong beings, i cant stress this enough. Love & treat your ladies yalls (yes i am directly talking to u boys).
Fun fact: i had a terrible time editing this cos i had to watch Mawar's birthing video again and thoroughly this time so that i can add in the b-rolls.... please.... no more....
Timecodes:
0:00 - very confusing intro
0:46 - yay Mawar!
0:53 - realisation of wanting to be a mother
2:05 - what giving birth is ACTUALLY like
5:05 - body changes after child birth
5:51 - what is pantang (abstinence)?
6:36 - postpartum depression
9:33 - things that trigger ppd
10:04 - holistic reflection on the major lifestyle switch
10:48 - don't you miss your bachelorette life?
12:11 - are you sure you don't want kids?
12:54 - god is a woman especially single mums
13:33 - the pressure being in a long term relationship hahahaha
13:49 - grateful goes a long way
15:00 - outro + mother to my plants
Watch my previous video, how i braced myself for 2021:
https://youtu.be/F96jh51QUJk
You can say hi to me here:
Twitter/Instagram - @rikaadrina
TikTok - notrikaplsdontlookforme
Watch Mawar's birthing video here:
https://youtu.be/mMfxXsjq3pM
Keep up with Mawar and her journey into motherhood:
Twitter/Instagram/Tiktok - @mwrmy
Youtube - Mawar Remy
Thought I'd start including FAQs now haha:
1. how old are you? turning 23 (born in 1998)
2. how tall are you? 5ft (yes i am short shhhhh)
3. what’s your ethnicity? malay & japanese
4. what equipment do you use to film?
➭ main camera: fujifilm xa3
➭ mic: my iPhone 7 hahahaha
➭ editing: premiere pro
Song credits:
1. an awkward dinner conversation at a family gathering (piano version) - lullatone
2. the extra opportunities of a leap year - lullatone
3. this book smells like rain - lullatone
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