「地獄空」攝影集即將在八月中元節前出版,由知名設計師與攝影家黃子欽設計,內附在下二位高徒精美繪製符咒、心經版畫書籤、愣嚴咒牌、尊勝咒語...等,感恩十方大德助印,希望疫情退散,平安喜樂,後記如下:
野放台灣五十餘年,貪狼獨坐,三方四正殺破狼格局,少年多舛,白手起家,隨展覽雲遊四海,如閒雲野鶴常持各類底片機流連廢墟、山川、宮廟忘返,遂設幻影堂自詡堂主,一日三省「凡所有相皆是虛妄」,常宅於暗房沖片放大通宵、鍾情黑白世界之單純,彩色照片俗世繽紛花俏做作甜美甚至比現實更現實故少拍也。知天命之年有餘,了悟人生一瞬、眨眼即逝,雖非仙人,亦無道骨,初聞離垢地生清淨心,但離華嚴「不動地」尚遠,待修持也。
2017年盛暑拍畢《巨神連線》,心律不整差點心肌梗塞向閻羅王報到,意識死神隨伺在側,人生苦短,如何了生脫死、盡斷煩惱、無所罣礙、遠離顛倒……總不得解,蒙釋迦摩尼佛開示飆淚三晝夜,聞佛法數載始知自我渺如塵埃,甚感慚愧。閒暇乃參訪名寺古剎,禮敬焚香佛陀菩薩羅漢諸神天仙王爺媽娘,台灣宮廟千奇百怪、宗派錯綜複雜(佛教、道教、一貫道、天主教、基督教、齋教、回教&大同教、儒教鑾堂、天帝教&天德教、慈惠堂&勝安宮、軒轅教、道院、理教、萬國道德會、會靈山……)、神棍橫行(依人不依法、偶像崇拜、斂財、邪淫),因歷史變遷、社會動盪、政治鬥爭、意識形態等因素導致佛道混雜,但地獄造景稀少,後專注拍攝各殿閻王、判官、陰司、獄卒、七爺、八爺乃至一切罪人,各寺造景巧妙、耐人尋味,意境乖張溢於言表,造型扭曲非常人所能塑也,然匠心獨運、自成一格,專研西方藝術數十載方知真誠樸拙最美,絲毫不輸喬托(Giotto di Bondone,1267~1337)乃至米開朗基羅(Michelangelo Di lodovico Buonarroti Simoni 1475 ~ 1564)矣。
創立於1986年的石門金剛宮風景優美可眺望北濱,雖主祀四面佛,儒釋道眾神尊也不含糊,可過七星橋解厄、繞行五百黝黑羅漢敲鑼印心、跪拜亞洲最大臥佛涅槃像,安太歲自不在話下,甲子太歲爺雙眼長出手掌印象甚深,1994年經閻羅王指示廟公建造一條肚內設極樂世界及陰曹地府之神龍,行走暗黑通道觸動感應機關,只見面容猙獰受刑者呼天搶地喊冤、身邊盡是血肉糢糊殘肢敗屍腦漿塗地,十殿閻羅各司其職、威儀攝人。新北市林口區青嶺湖北文紫祥宮包公廟則以壁面彩塑地獄浮雕獨步全台,粉嫩色彩搭配卡漫風格,尤為造型簡直恐怖到可愛透頂,該廟主祀森羅殿閻羅天子包拯(包青天),陽世冤屈者可至此參拜祭解,求破懸案者眾,逢中元普渡皆以紙紮船渡亡魂至彼岸,全台唯一閻羅天子巨像籌備中,四周環繞墓地,適合修不淨觀也。台灣首尊彰化八卦山大佛旁南天宮(1971)地府則是首座電動地府,規模精小但驚嚇度破表,略顯破敗但五光十色仍蠻凶悍,出自已故台南大道長金登富之作,而電動神明起始可追溯至1960年代北港朝天宮。倒是嘉義水上鄉白人牙膏觀光工廠「戴相府」、「將軍府」設置十殿地府出乎意料之外,乾淨亮麗、ㄧ殿ㄧ間、簡單樸實。由高雄蓮潭龍虎塔龍口入內可見全臺唯一交趾陶地獄牆面,尊尊栩栩如生,續入龍身乃進聞聲救苦白衣觀音大士三十三化身浮雕隧道,造型設色甚為古錐。高雄大岡山超峰寺入口處「西方三聖蓮池海會」(阿彌陀佛、觀世音菩薩、大勢至菩薩巨像)旁設靜態十殿閻羅(1970年代初),雖略為陳舊然韻味猶存,續往上行可抵「證菩提道-釋迦如來應化事迹」雕塑園區,一攬世尊畢生精華。如來年邁時,琉璃國王為報長期被釋迦族輕蔑之傲慢心,世尊雖三次單獨伽跌坐 阻擋大軍進攻之路,但因緣果報無法逆轉,昔日婢女所生王子瞋恨無以復加,還是滅了祖國。自持神通第一目犍連不忍無辜百姓慘遭屠殺,遂以缽盛救度五百族人,最終卻化為血水,佛言神通廣大仍不敵千百劫業力,因緣果報屢試不爽。其母死後墜入餓鬼道飢餓難耐,目犍連遂展神通救渡,但所食尚未入口皆化為赤火,佛陀囑咐農曆七月十五日僧眾解安居自恣日,於盆中設甘露美食供養十方僧眾,因此超度亡母。後世「盂蘭盆法會」乃至「水懺法會」、「瑜珈焰口法會 」皆為消業障、斷塵垢之超渡儀軌,既渡亡魂也自懺悔。
台南麻豆代天府規模宏大、造型豔麗,不但可遊十八層地獄尚可逛天堂(1979年興建,1983年開放),燈光絢爛、聲響駭人,獨自漫步宛如觀落陰、地獄走一回。先過「心頭山」、入「清心池」、進「陰陽界」、抵「交簿廳」、達「鬼門關」、遊「補經所」、探「枉死城」、行「奈何橋」,至ㄧ殿泰廣王照「孽鏡台」現造惡原形,睹抱柱、火床等小地獄。二殿楚江王開「陰查簿 」判案定奪,觀糞尿泥、餓鬼、舞池、寒冰、膿血、鞭韃、舌犁、劍葉、戟腹拋接、砧截……等小地獄。三殿宋帝王刑罰為倒吊、銅鐵刮臉、挖眼、搗樁、倒烤、吸血、穿肋、抽筋、蛆蛀等小地獄……兼遊「四生(胎、卵、濕、化)回魂府」。四殿五官王掌管腰斬、拔舌、沸湯、刺嘴、剝皮、箭樹、車崩、射眼……等十六小地獄。隨五殿森羅王豋「望鄉臺」回眸親人最終眼後觀擊膝、誅心、刀山、飛刀火石……小地獄。六殿卞城王別稱「大叫喚大地獄」,轄火牛、虎啖、噬腎、鉗嘴含鍼、釘喉、磨摧、砍頭……等小地獄。七殿泰山王為「熱惱大地獄」,窺烙手指、抽腸、頂石蹲身、油釜滾烹、割舌穿腮……等十六小地獄。八殿都市王掌管「大熱惱大地獄」兼火狗、鐵汁、鐵蛇、鋸劈斷肢、釘板、灸脊、鐵丸、磅秤……等小地獄。九殿平等王直轄十八層「阿鼻大地獄」,直透地心、內中陰森、不見五指、滿溢地漿,皆為極犯,另轄紫赤毒蛇鑽孔、夾頂、鐵鴉、針雨、蜂蠍……等小地獄。至十殿輪轉王上「觀生臺」、「轉劫所八司」(查驗司 、稽善司 、考過司 、恩怨司 、壽命司 、支配司、掌劫司 、授生司)後至「孟婆亭」飲「醧忘湯」忘盡前塵往事,依前世功德過金、銀、玉、石、木、竹六種橋樑至「轉輪臺(紫河車)」入六道輪迴轉生投胎。據《十八泥犁經》記載,人過世後七七四十九天為「中陰生」,經閻羅王審判善惡業力判定去留或懲罰百千萬劫,犯五逆重罪則墮入「無間地獄(阿鼻地獄)」永劫不復。地藏王乃幽冥教主,統轄十殿閻羅,逢三曹普渡便在各殿設「講道所」超度尚存善根之鬼魂。
人類居於五趣(阿修羅、人、傍生、餓鬼、地獄)雜居地五濁惡世之堪忍世界,犯十惡業(殺生、偷盜、邪淫、妄語、兩舌、惡口、綺語、貪慾、嗔恚、愚痴)者必墮三趣惡道。如何出「三界」(欲界、色界、無色界)二十八天?凡人無此意識,別說能破「十二因緣」(無明、行、識、名色、六入、觸、受、愛、取、有、生、老死)還滅門,更別想斷除「四聖諦」(苦、集、滅、道)集地八十一品見惑與八十八使思惑(五利使-身見、邊見、邪見、見取見、戒禁取見、五鈍使-貪、瞋、癡、慢、疑),了悟「五蘊」(色、受、想、行、識)本空、「十二入」(眼、耳、鼻、舌、意、色、聲、香、味、觸、法)空、「十八界」空,破俱生我執與分別我執、法執甚至空執,生十一處「善心所」(信、精進、慚、愧、無貪、無瞋、無痴、輕安、不放逸、行捨、不害),降二十六處「惡心所」(貪、瞋、癡、慢、疑、惡見、忿、恨、覆、惱、嫉、慳、誑、諂、害、憍、無慚、無愧、掉舉、惛沉、不信、懈怠、放逸、失念、散亂、不正知),須知善根斷盡則陷永劫輪迴、無垠轉世之苦。
地獄可能空滅嗎?若地獄空乏人間多鬼怪,地獄淨空世間何嘗非淨土?若能證空性何處現地獄?
地獄曠古來便廣泛流傳各部族間,老死生滅為自然運行之基礎、宇宙意識之核心,然今文明昌盛如咱城邦並非慾望消弭之所,惡性所及實無可根除,礙於憲法國家法律社會軍隊企業公司學校家庭團體之層層束縛不亞於十八層,乃遁於壓抑、束己情懷,暗埋心底、日久貪嗔痴慢疑怨噌會疊穢。而六塵未熄,心多妄念,妖魔鬼怪魑魅魍魎孤魂閃靈出沒於荒郊乃至人間,會靈於曠野密林以增性靈乃出世高人修煉之舉,我等凡人擅闖宛如迪士尼般之人造地獄,三魂七魄尚不足以出竅,驚邪恐怖淒厲猙獰倒滿足了自以為是的慚愧,豈不謬哉?
病毒肆虐年半有餘,全球確診者逼近一億八千萬,枉死者近四百萬,堪比戰爭規模,望眾生發慈悲心、令往生者安息、善待其他物種、平等有情眾生。地獄本空,唯妄念生起一切羨慕嫉妒恨而地獄現前。盡以此書作為世界新冷戰獨裁者、超限戰者、暗網駭客、陰險狡猾冷嘲熱諷落井下石者之良知備忘錄矣。
姚瑞中寫於2021年端午節
Postscript
I have been living recklessly in Taiwan for more than fifty years. According to Zi Wei Dou Shu (Purple Star Astrology), Tan Lang is the sole star in my house of Self. This star, which represents xxx, forms an equilateral triangle with that star Qi Sha and Po Jun on the square chart and constitutes a Sha Po Lang pattern. The pattern indicates a kind of turbulence and change, a life of wandering with ups and downs and it tells a lot about my life. After my ill-fated youth, I started from scratch and traveled around the world with exhibitions that I participated. Like a flaneur, I wandered around ruins, nature, and temples with every type of film camera obliviously. Thus, I founded the Hall of Illusion and claimed to be the master of the hall. Several times a day, I pondered a quote from the Diamond Sutra, “Everything with form is unreal.” In addition, I usually stayed in the darkroom developing film and enlarging those negatives overnight. However, I treasured the simplicity of the black and white world. The earthly, gaudy, garish, phony and pleasing qualities within colored photos make the images even more realistic than the real world. It is not my cup of tea, so I seldom took colored photos. In Confucian thought, the age of fifty marks the stage knowing the mandate of Heaven. I am now at my fifties and realize how ephemeral human life is. However, I am not an immortal, nor having sagelike characteristics. I just learned that the stage of stainless (the second bhūmi) and develop a pure mind that is free from doubt and defilement. However, I’m still far from the immovable state and need to practice.
In the summer of 2017, after filming the work Incarnation, I experienced a severe heart rhythm problem which almost triggered myocardial infarction and could have killed me. Consequently, I realized that death was waiting for me and the life is too short to figure out how I can liberate myself from the cycle of Birth and Death. I couldn’t comprehend how to be free from all afflictions and worries and how to avoid delusive ideas. I wept for three days and nights after being enlightened by Shakyamuni Buddha. Up to the moment, I felt ashamed that I failed to realize that the self is as insignificant as dust after these years learning and practicing Buddhism. Since then, I have visited famous temples and monasteries in my spare time, worshiping Buddha, Bodhisattvas, arhats, and all the deities and immortals. Taiwan’s temples are myriad with a enormous number of sects, including Buddhism, Taoism, Yiguandao, Catholicism, Christianity, Chinese religions of fasting, Islam& Baháʼí Faith, Confucianism, Tiandiism& Tian-De Teachings, Xiwangmu cult, Yellow Emperor Sect, Precosmic Salvationism, Liism, World Wide Ethical Society, séance cult, etc. Some people even claim that they can mediate communication between the deities or spirits of the dead with human beings, having their believer rely on themselves instead of the orthodox dharma or dogma and pay excessive respect and admiration for the mediums or objects, accumulating wealth through such an unfair means or even harassing their believer sexually. Due to Taiwan’s historical changes, social turbulence, political struggles, and ideological issues, Buddhism and Taoism are somehow mixed. However, there are few emphases on the concept of the hell. As I took photographs of Yama of each court, judges, wardens of the underworld, jailers, General Fan and Hsieh (the ghost escorts) and all sinners, I found few temples cleverly created hellish scenes that are intriguing, exaggerating, and extraordinary. However, the creations are unparalleled unique. I have been studying Western arts for decades and then I came to realize that simplicity makes the most beautiful works of art. These hellish scenes can even compete with works of Giotto di Bondone (1267-1337) and Michelangelo Di lodovico Buonarroti Simoni (1475-1564).
Jingang Temple Shimen District, founded in 1986, overlooks the beautiful North shore. Although the temple is mainly dedicated to Phra Phrom (the Thai representation of Mahabrahma), spirits of Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism can also be founded in the temple. The worshipper can go cross the Seven Star bridge to relieve bad luck, walk along the five hundred arhat statues and knock on the gong to affirm one’s Buddha nature. Furthermore, the worshipper can also prostrate themself before Asia’s largest statue of Buddha in Nirvana (the Reclining Buddha statue) and pacify the Taoist Tai Sui deity of the year. I was impressed by the Jia-Zi Tai Sui General that a pair of palms grow out of his eyes. In 1994, the biō-kong (the person taking charge of the temporal affairs of a temple) received a divine inspiration from Yama (the King of Hell) that he had to build a sacred hall in the shape of a divine dragon, with the interior designed according to the World of Ultimate Bliss and the Underworld. When the visitor walks in the dark hallway, they will see the tortured people (dioramas, of course) scrunching their faces and crying bitterly and loudly in excessive grief as the visitor triggers the mechanism. One will even find them in the midst of flesh, body liquid and blood, mutilated limbs, and rotten corpses. While each of the ten Yamas are focusing on their own duties, showing their sacred dignity that collect visitors’ attention. The Baogong Temple in Linkou District, New Taipei City exclusively features colorful depiction of hellish scenes in relief in Taiwan. With its pastel shades and cartoon-like style, the relief is both grotesque and adorable at the same time. This temple is dedicated to Bao Zhen (also known as Justice Bao) representing the incarnation of Yama. Living people who have been treated unjustly can come worshipping Bao Gong and receive exorcism. Therefore, many people come here for seeking to solve unsolved cases. In Zhongyuan Festival (the ghost festival), the temple will burn the Zhizha (paper craft) boat to ferry the ghosts to the other shore, which is the shore of enlightenment. The only giant statue of Yama in Taiwan is still in the making. The temple is surrounded by a cemetery, suitable for meditating on the loathsomeness and impurity. Nantian Temple (1971), located next to the Eight Trigram Mountains Buddha in Changhua, features the first animatronic underworld. Despite the small size, the animatronic underworld is intensely shocking. Though it’s slightly worn, the colorful dioramas are still brutally ferocious. The creator was the late venerable Dao Zhang (Taoist priest) Jing Deng-fu while the origin of animatronic deities can be traced back to the 1960s Beigang Chaotian Temple. On the contrary, the Whiteman Toothpaste Tourism Factory in Shuishang Township, Chiayi, features ten Yamas with individual booth. The place is unexpectedly clean and polished yet keeps a simple and modest tone. Then, the Dragon Pagoda of the Dragon and Tiger Pagodas at Lotus Lake in Zuoying, Kaohsiung, holds the only relief of hellish scenes made of Kochin ceramic. All the figures are vivid and life-like. If one goes further into the pagoda, they will see a relief tunnel of the thirty-three incarnations of the white-robed form of Guanyin (Avalokiteśvara) on a white lotus, with a lovely and interesting design. Another Hall of Yama is built in the 1970s next to the entrance of Dagangshan Chaofeng Temple, located in the Alian District of Kaohsiung. Visitors will also see three statues of the Three Holy Ones of the Western Pureland (Amitābha, Avalokiteśvara, Mahāsthāmaprāpta) which assemble at a lotus pond. Although the hellish scene looks somewhat antiquated, you may still find its previous charm. If one goes further, they will reach the sculptural garden of “Attaining the Bodhi Way: the Incarnation of Sakyamuni Buddha,” where the visitor can see the essence of Bhagavato’s (meaning the Blessed one, one of the common epithets for Buddha) life. When Tathāgata (another epithet for Buddha) was old, the king of Kosala wanted to avenge the arrogance of the tribe of Shakyas who had long despised him, regarding him as a son of a maiden. Although Buddha has sat in lotus position alone three times to stop the army from attacking his tribe. However, one can never reverse the cause and following karma. The prince born of a maiden was so furious that he eventually destroyed his homeland. Maudgalyāyana (one of the Buddha’s closest disciples), who is said to have had supernatural abilities that surpassed the other disciples, could not bear to see the slaughter of innocent people. Thus, he saved five hundred people of his tribe with a pātra (an eating utensil of Buddhist monks). Unfortunately, everything he did was in vain, those who were saved eventually turned into a puddle of blood. The Buddha said that the supernatural abilities cannot surpass the power of karma. The cause and effect work all the time. When Maudgalyāyana’s mother fell into the path of hungry ghost, he used his supernatural abilities to save his mother from hunger. However, all the food turned into fire before being fed to his mother. Later, the Buddha commanded the monks to put nectar and dishes in a basin on the 15th day of the seventh month in the lunar calendar for the monks from all directions to free his mother from reincarnation. In later times, the Ullambana Dharma Service, the Compassionate Samadhi Water Repentance, and the Yoga Collection for Feeding the Searing Mouths Dharma Service are rituals to eliminate karmic hindrance and to cease to worldly delusions. Through such practices, one can free the dead as well as confess their repentance.
Madou Daitian Temple is a magnificent and colorful temple in Tainan. Not only can the worshippers visit the eighteen levels of Hell but also the Heaven (it was built in 1979 and inaugurated in 1983) here. The lighting and sound effects are stunning and frightening. When walking alone in the space, one may feel like taking a Guan Luo Yin trip (a Taoist necromancy which leads people’s spirits to hell and communicate with the dead ones) to visit the underworld prison. Before arriving the first court of the underworld, the visitor will walk through the Mountain of Heart Summit, the Pure Heart Pond, the Frontier between the Living and the Dead Realms, the Soul Registry Hall, the Portico of Demons, the Center for Complementary Teaching of Canonical Books, the Citadel of Premature Death, and the Bridge of Vanity. When one arrives at the first court, they will see King Chin-guang, who is in charge of the court, using the Mirror of Retribution to show the earthly form of evil creatures and also witness the sub-hell of Pillar-Holding and Fire Bed, etc. At the second court, King Chu-jiang collates the register of sins the souls of the dead have committed to impose the punishments. Here, you will see the sub-hell of Excrement and Urine, Hungry Ghost, Burning Dance Floor, Ice, Pus and Blood, Whipping, Tongue-Raking, Sword Blade, Stomach-Piercing, Chopping, etc. Next, the dead at the third court, ruled by King Song-di, will receive the punishments including inversion tortures, face-skinning with steel and copper knife, eye-wrenching, pounding, blood-sucking, rib-piercing, roasting, tendon-taking, being eaten by maggots. The visitor can pay a visit to the Palace of Soul-Resuscitation for the Four Forms of Creatures (birth from an egg, birth from a womb, birth from moisture, and birth by transformation). King Wu-guan is in charge of the fourth court. There are sixteen sub-hells at the fourth court including Waist Chop, Tongue Removal, Boiling Pond, Mouth-stabbing, Skin-peeling, Sword Tree, Burning Wheels and Cart, Eye-shooting, etc. Next, at the fifth court, sinful souls are allowed to ascend the Tower of Hometown-Viewing to take a final look of their family. The visitor will witness sub-hells of Knee-striking, Heart-slicing, Blade Mountain, Flying Swords and Burning Stones, etc. The King of Bian City takes charge of the sixth court, which is also known as the “Great Hell of Screaming,” with sub-hells including Fire Cattle, Tiger-Biting, Kidney-Eating, Mouth-Poking, Throat-Nailing, Iron Mill, Decapitation, etc. The King of Tai-shan is in charge of the seventh court, the “Great Hell of Heat and Fire.” The sixteen sub-hells at this court include Finger-Searing, Bowel-Hauling, Stone-Bearing, Boiling Oil, Tongue-Removal and Cheek-Piercing, etc. Next, the King Du-shi is in charge of the eighth court, the “Great Hell of Intense Fire and Heat,” and the sub-hells including Fire Dogs, Molten Iron, Iron Snakes, Dismemberment, Steel Spikes, Burning-Marrow, Iron Ball, Scale, etc. The ninth court is ruled by the King Ping-deng. It is known as the biggest court, Avici Hell (the Hell of Incessant Suffering), which if the lowest level of the hell realm and the interior is gloomily and terrifyingly dark. Those who committed the most serious evil deed will be sent to the Avici Hell. Sub-hells such as Poisonous Snake, Brain-Removal, Crow-Gnawing, Raining Needles, Wasps and Scorpions are included at this court. After arriving the tenth court, ruled by the Great King of the Reincarnation Palace, one can visit the “Observatory of Life on earth” and the “eight bureaus of the Reincarnation Palace” (including the Bureau of Judicial Control, the Bureau of Good-Actions, the Bureau of Bad-Actions, the Bureau of Debts, Gratitude, and Vengeance, the Bureau of Longevity and Destiny, the Bureau of Familial Ties, the Bureau of the Reincarnated, and the Bureau of Birth). The sinful one will be sent to the Pavilion of Mengpo and made to drink the Soup of Forgetfulness to forget all past affairs. According to the sinful one’s merits of previous life, they will go across one of the six bridges (gold, silver, jade, stone, wood, bamboo) to the “Reincarnation-Wheel (Wheel on the Crimson River).” Finally, one is able to reborn in the six realms. According to the Aṣṭadaśa nāraka sutra ( the Eighteen Hells Sutra), after one passes away, they will enter an intermediate and transitional state between death and rebirth, known as antarābhava in Sanskrit, for forty-nine days. The being will be evaluated by Yama, who will decide if one should get reborn or get punished at the hell. Those who committed the Five Grave Offenses (killing one’s father, killing one’s mother, killing an Arhat, shedding the blood of a Buddha, and creating a schism within the community of Buddhist monks and nun who practice for attaining enlightenment.) will be sent to the Avici Hell and stay there eternally. Kṣitigarbha is the Lord of the Nether World, ruling the ten court of Hell. The lord will set up the “Hall of Teaching” at each court to salvage those sinful ones who still obtain few merits at the offering rituals.
Human beings live the Sahā world (sahāloka in Sanskrit, meaning “endurance of suffering,” a concept of mundane world in Mahāyāna Buddhism) where they share with other reincarnations (including beings of the hells, of the preta, and of malevolent nature spirits) with five turbidities (the Kalpa turbidity, the view turbidity, the affliction turbidity, the living beings turbidity, and the life turbidity). Those who commit the ten evil deeds (killing, stealing, adultery, lying, using immoral language, slandering, equivocating, coveting, anger, and false views) must fall into the three evil paths (animals, preta, and hell). However, how can one escape from the three realms/ twenty-eight heavens (including the six heavens of the desire realm, the eighteen heavens of the form realm, and the four heavens of the formless realm)? Worldly people who don’t have such an awareness cannot leave the cycle of the twelve nidanas (meaning causes or motivations), let alone eliminate the eighty-one afflictions (that have been produced due to misunderstanding regarding reality) and the eighty-eight illusions (including five afflictions of advanced practitioners, also known as five views: view of self, extreme view, evil view, view of attachment to views, and view of morality; and five unintelligent temptations: desire, anger, stupidity, arrogance, and doubt) of thought within the three realms and four Arya satyas (noble truths, including suffering, arising, ending, and path). They cannot realize that the essence of the five skandhas (referring to aggregates of clinging, including the matter of form, sensation, recognition, mental formation, and consciousness) , the twelve ayatana (meaning sense base, including six internal bases: eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, and mind and six external bases: visible objects, sound, odor, taste, touch, and mental objects), and the eighteen dhātavah (meaning compositional elements of human existence, including six consciousness, six faculties, and their objects) are the emptiness and the void. Furthermore, they cannot dispel the two reasons for clinging to the idea of the self and the attachment to elemental constructs and even believe in the two (false) tenets that that karma and nirvana are not real and that the ego and phenomena are real. As a consequence, they fail to develop the eleven wholesome mental factors (faith, energy, conscience, being ashamed, non-attachment, non-aggression, non-delusion, calmness, equanimity, conscientiousness, and non-injuriousness) and cease the sixteen unwholesome mental factors (desire, greed, anger, delusion, arrogance, doubt, wrong view, wrath, enmity, hypocrisy, vexation, jealousy, parsimony, deceit, flattery, harming, ambitiousness, stupidity, lacking of faith, idleness, being unrestrained, forgetting, distraction, non-discernment, ). One must bear in mind that once all our virtuous roots are discontinued, they will be trapped in the never-ending reincarnation and the suffering of infinite continuity.
Is it possible that the hell will be empty one day? If the beings in hell will become extinct while evil spirits inhabit the mundane world, the world could be considered as a pure land. If we could witness the nature of the void, then hell will exist no more.
Since ancient times, the concept of hell has been widely spread among all tribes. Aging, death, beginning, and end are the basis of nature and the core of cosmic consciousness. However, the prosperous civilization as our island is not a place where desire can be eliminated. It’s impossible to eradicate evil nature. Since fetters brought by the constitution, the state, the law, society, the military, corporations, schools, families, and groups are not less than the eighteen levels of hell, the mortals repress themselves, bury their feelings. Day after day, greed, anger, stupidity, arrogance, doubt, and resentment are stacking. However, since the six dust (visible objects, sound, odor, taste, touch, and mental objects) has not yet been extinguished, people in the mundane world are still full of delusions. The demons, devils, evil spirits, and the wondering dead exist in the wilderness, while only advanced practitioners with transcendent would attempt to make contact with the dead in the wasteland and forest. Worldly people like us trespass in Disneyland-like man-made hell. It is absurd and ridiculous that the hellish scenes cannot stop us from perpetrating evil deeds, but the horrific and cruel scenes yet satisfy our self-righteous shame.
The pandemic has been boiling over for more than a year and a half. The number of infected patients worldwide is nearly a hundred and eighty million, and the death toll has risen to four million, which is equivalent to a war crisis. I hope that we can all be compassionate, give peace to the dead, treat all sentient beings well and equally. The hell is innately empty; however, deluded and misleading thoughts would give rise to all jealousy and hatred and then manifest the hell before us. This book merely serves as a memorandum of conscience for dictators of the world’s new cold war, supporters of unrestrained warfare, dark web hackers, and those who are cunning and contemptuous and maltreat others when knowing they have problems.
June 2021,
Yao Jui-chung
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創立於1986年的石門金剛宮風景優美可眺望北濱,雖主祀四面佛,儒釋道眾神尊也不含糊,可過七星橋解厄、繞行五百黝黑羅漢敲鑼印心、跪拜亞洲最大臥佛涅槃像,安太歲自不在話下,甲子太歲爺雙眼長出手掌印象甚深,1994年經閻羅王指示廟公建造一條肚內設極樂世界及陰曹地府之神龍,行走暗黑通道觸動感應機關,只見面容猙獰受刑者呼天搶地喊冤、身邊盡是血肉糢糊殘肢敗屍腦漿塗地,十殿閻羅各司其職、威儀攝人。新北市林口區青嶺湖北文紫祥宮包公廟則以壁面彩塑地獄浮雕獨步全台,粉嫩色彩搭配卡漫風格,尤為造型簡直恐怖到可愛透頂,該廟主祀森羅殿閻羅天子包拯(包青天),陽世冤屈者可至此參拜祭解,求破懸案者眾,逢中元普渡皆以紙紮船渡亡魂至彼岸,全台唯一閻羅天子巨像籌備中,四周環繞墓地,適合修不淨觀也。台灣首尊彰化八卦山大佛旁南天宮(1971)地府則是首座電動地府,規模精小但驚嚇度破表,略顯破敗但五光十色仍蠻凶悍,出自已故台南大道長金登富之作,而電動神明起始可追溯至1960年代北港朝天宮。倒是嘉義水上鄉白人牙膏觀光工廠「戴相府」、「將軍府」設置十殿地府出乎意料之外,乾淨亮麗、ㄧ殿ㄧ間、簡單樸實。由高雄蓮潭龍虎塔龍口入內可見全臺唯一交趾陶地獄牆面,尊尊栩栩如生,續入龍身乃進聞聲救苦白衣觀音大士三十三化身浮雕隧道,造型設色甚為古錐。高雄大岡山超峰寺入口處「西方三聖蓮池海會」(阿彌陀佛、觀世音菩薩、大勢至菩薩巨像)旁設靜態十殿閻羅(1970年代初),雖略為陳舊然韻味猶存,續往上行可抵「證菩提道-釋迦如來應化事迹」雕塑園區,一攬世尊畢生精華。如來年邁時,琉璃國王為報長期被釋迦族輕蔑之傲慢心,世尊雖三次單獨伽跌坐阻擋大軍進攻之路,但因緣果報無法逆轉,昔日婢女所生王子瞋恨無以復加,還是滅了祖國。自持神通第一目犍連不忍無辜百姓慘糟屠殺,遂以缽盛救度五百族人,最終卻化為血水,佛言神通廣大仍不敵千百劫業力,因緣果報屢試不爽。其母死後墜入餓鬼道飢餓難耐,目犍連遂展神通救渡,但所食尚未入口皆化為赤火,佛陀囑咐農曆七月十五日僧眾解安居自恣日,於盆中設甘露美食供養十方僧眾,因此超度亡母。後世「盂蘭盆法會」乃至「水懺法會」、「瑜珈焰口法會」皆為消業障、斷塵垢之超渡儀軌,既渡亡魂也自懺悔。
台南麻豆代天府規模宏大、造型豔麗,不但可遊十八層地獄尚可逛天堂(1979年興建,1983年開放),燈光絢爛、聲響駭人,獨自漫步宛如觀落陰、地獄走一回。先過「心頭山」、入「清心池」、進「陰陽界」、抵「交簿廳」、達「鬼門關」、遊「補經所」、探「枉死城」、行「奈何橋」,至ㄧ殿泰廣王照「孽鏡台」現造惡原形,睹抱柱、火床等小地獄。二殿楚江王開「陰查簿」判案定奪,觀糞尿泥、餓鬼、舞池、寒冰、膿血、鞭韃、舌犁、劍葉、戟腹拋接、砧截…等小地獄。三殿宋帝王刑罰為倒吊、銅鐵刮臉、挖眼、搗樁、倒烤、吸血、穿肋、抽筋、蛆蛀等小地獄…兼遊「四生(胎、卵、濕、化)回魂府」。四殿五官王掌管腰斬、拔舌、沸湯、刺嘴、剝皮、箭樹、車崩、射眼…等十六小地獄。隨五殿森羅王豋「望鄉臺」回眸親人最終眼後觀擊膝、誅心、刀山、飛刀火石…小地獄。六殿卞城王別稱「大叫喚大地獄」,轄火牛、虎啖、噬腎、鉗嘴含鍼、釘喉、磨摧、砍頭…等小地獄。七殿泰山王為「熱惱大地獄」,窺烙手指、抽腸、頂石蹲身、油釜滾烹、割舌穿腮…等十六小地獄。八殿都市王掌管「大熱惱大地獄」兼火狗、鐵汁、鐵蛇、鋸劈斷肢、釘板、灸脊、鐵丸、磅秤…等小地獄。九殿平等王直轄十八層「阿鼻大地獄」,直透地心、內中陰森、不見五指、滿溢地漿,皆為極犯,另轄紫赤毒蛇鑽孔、夾頂、鐵鴉、針雨、蜂蠍…等小地獄。至十殿輪轉王上「觀生臺」、「轉劫所八司」(查驗司 、稽善司 、考過司 、恩怨司 、壽命司 、支配司、掌劫司 、授生司)後至「孟婆亭」飲「醧忘湯」忘盡前塵往事,依前世功德過金、銀、玉、石、木、竹六種橋樑至「轉輪臺(紫河車)」入六道輪迴轉生投胎。據「十八泥犁經」記載,人過世後七七四十九天為「中陰生」,經閻羅王審判善惡業力判定去留或懲罰百千萬劫,犯五逆重罪則墮入「無間地獄(阿鼻地獄)」永劫不復。地藏王乃幽冥教主,統轄十殿閻羅,逢三曹普渡便在各殿設「講道所」超度尚存善根之鬼魂。
人類居於五趣(阿修羅、人、傍生、餓鬼、地獄)雜居地五濁惡世之堪忍世界,犯十惡業(殺生、偷盜、邪淫、妄語、兩舌、惡口、綺語、貪慾、嗔恚、愚痴)者必墮三趣惡道。如何出「三界」(欲界、色界、無色界)二十八天?凡人無此意識,別說能破「十二因緣」(無明、行、識、名色、六入、觸、受、愛、取、有、生、老死)還滅門,更別想斷除「四聖諦」(苦、集、滅、道)集地八十一品見惑與八十八使思惑(五利使-身見、邊見、邪見、見取見、戒禁取見、五鈍使-貪、瞋、癡、慢、疑),了悟「五蘊」(色、受、想、行、識)本空、「十二入」(眼、耳、鼻、舌、意、色、聲、香、味、觸、法)空、「十八界」空,破俱生我執與分別我執、法執甚至空執,生十一處「善心所」(信、精進、慚、愧、無貪、無瞋、無痴、輕安、不放逸、行捨、不害),降二十六處「惡心所」(貪、瞋、癡、慢、疑、惡見、忿、恨、覆、惱、嫉、慳、誑、諂、害、憍、無慚、無愧、掉舉、惛沉、不信、懈怠、放逸、失念、散亂、不正知),須知善根斷盡則陷永劫輪迴、無垠轉世之苦。
地獄可能空滅嗎?若地獄空乏人間多鬼怪,地獄淨空世間何嘗非淨土?若能證空性何處現地獄?
地獄曠古來便廣泛流傳各部族間,老死生滅為自然運行之基礎、宇宙意識之核心,然今文明昌盛如咱城邦並非慾望消弭之所,惡性所及實無可根除,礙於憲法國家法律社會軍隊企業公司學校家庭團體之層層束縛不亞於十八層,乃遁於壓抑、束己情懷,暗埋心底、日久貪嗔痴慢疑怨噌會疊穢。而六塵未熄,心多妄念,妖魔鬼怪魑魅魍魎孤魂閃靈出沒於荒郊乃至人間,會靈於曠野密林以增性靈乃出世高人修煉之舉,我等凡人擅闖宛如迪士尼般之人造地獄,三魂七魄尚不足以出竅,驚邪恐怖淒厲猙獰倒滿足了自以為是的慚愧,豈不謬哉?
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早安。吃肉。(*ノ∀`*)
這個腦洞已經有點歷史了,在今年的520終於看到車仔完滿地寫了出來,倒也了了一椿心願~
#雙龍組 #荒連
丨《黑夜色》,身份成謎荒×小貴族連
丨車車在第七節,520快樂~
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【一】
“少爺,東西清潔好了。”
“給我吧。”站在鏡前的一目連向管家伸出尚未脫去手套的手,接過了擦拭雪亮的短刀。
“少爺按時休息,明早七點準時出發去北郡。”管家退到門外,半掩房門,提醒明日的行程。
“嗯,知道了。”
一目連摘掉帽檐壓得極低的帽子,望著鏡中被額髮遮住一半的臉,瞳孔漸漸虛了焦。
一個理應平靜的夜晚,卻不知為何,心跳有些亂。
窗外!
原本夾在指間的刀柄突然被攥入掌心,刀尖指向了窗戶,一目連的眼睛在晦暗的燈下映著亮光,窗外輕微的異動立刻挑起他一直緊繃著的神經,但視線投去,除了一片星夜,什麼也沒看到。
或許是蝙蝠吧。
一目連依次檢查了一遍窗戶和門鎖,把短刀放在觸手可及的地方,一邊警惕著身後的窗戶,一邊解著領結。
繁複的絲帶,在解開時遇到蕾絲,走錯了路線,打成新的結。一目連微微皺眉,低下頭去處理這點節外生枝。
“需要幫忙嗎?連少爺。”
一目連的手比意識更快地做出反應,短刀應聲飛向窗戶,叮地一聲在窗框上留下傷口,掉落在地上。此時,一目連已經摸到了卡在後腰的槍,對方站在寬度只有二十釐米的窗臺上,行動極度受限,面對子彈,勝算為零。
窗外的黑影輕而易舉撬開了窗,翻身跳進了房間,似乎對一目連手中的槍毫無忌憚。
“荒先生?”來者身上的藥氣和血腥味立刻暴露了身份,一目連眯起眼睛,槍依然握在手中,後退半步站定。
【二】
做地下生意的荒僅憑兩件事在倫敦立名,殺人,賣藥。
養父死後剛剛繼承家業的一目連則是左腳踩在白道,右腳跨在黑道,明面上是公立醫院流感疫苗的最大供應商,背地裏依靠各路線人借賣藥之名順藤摸瓜,給員警提供毒販和假藥販子的情報,偶有空閑,也會親身參與追捕。
荒只殺兩種人,虐童的和賣假藥的。他通過黑市從東洋買來低價藥,以低於醫院的價格賣給窮人。很明顯,專心做這兩件事的荒,想殺他的人能從東區排到西區,於是他便用血腥手段恐嚇人,翻著花樣地處理手中的屍體,肢解斬首開膛,一夜暴雨也洗不淨他殺過的街。他手上的紅手套傳說是血染紅的,他的手杖被人們認為是人骨打磨拼接,他突兀又怪異的名字像極了都市傳說中的秘符。然而即便有著這般虛張聲勢的名頭,還是攔不住一些愣頭小子,去招惹這根紮在倫敦陰暗不可見人的泥沼中的刺。
多謝這幫無勇無謀的混球,荒和一目連第一次正面相遇了。
這幾個不知天高地厚的倒楣孩子,剛一入行,老大就被荒的手下擒獲送進牢房,到手的賭資眼看著飛走,荒便成了他們頭號要殺的仇人。這天夜裏無星無月,大風在背街小巷裏橫衝直撞,荒被窮兇極惡的毒梟刺傷,在轉去黑街找幫手的路上被這群小流氓們截在了半道上。
“螻蟻。”荒看都不願意看這群人,顧自向前走。
“你他媽以為自己是上帝嗎?”流氓頭子的嘴裏噴出惡臭酒氣,荒屏住呼吸,抬起手在鼻子前揮了揮,順勢背向身後,用手肘擊退了偷襲的小羅羅。
接連掀翻了三四個鼠輩,荒盡力捂住的傷口還是裂開了,大量失血讓他身形有些不穩,流氓頭子見狀,從背後趁其不備死死鎖住了他的脖子,刀尖直指心口刺了進去。
“啊…”已經閉上眼睛準備見上帝的荒突然聽到流氓頭子短促地嗚咽一聲,一股濃熱液體帶著新鮮腥味噴濺在荒臉側,在襯衫上洇開一片殷紅的刀叮噹落地,荒迅速掙脫,回身看,這一身酒氣的胖子頸動脈上插著一枚刀片,血流汩汩湧出,痙攣的四肢很快沒了動靜。
周身的風中有異動,荒透過模糊的視線,看到包圍著他的殘兵成片倒下,在他還未辨清狀況時,一個小個子黑衣人從他頭頂的牆上飛身躍下,一言不發背起他就跑。
再之後,荒恢復意識時,已經是躺在一間裝飾繁複的臥房裏了。
“我去通知少爺。”管家模樣的中年人站起身,叮囑了守在荒床邊的女僕幾句,推門離開。
荒接過女僕遞過來的水,猛灌了幾口,嗓子依然幹澀得說不出話,直到那個似曾相識的小個子走進房間。
“少爺。”女僕退後兩步,低頭行禮。
被稱呼為少爺的人點點頭,女僕和管家一同離開了房間。
披著一件淺藍色東洋羽織的精緻小貴族走到荒床邊,禮貌頗為周到地微微俯身,向荒伸出了手,極為簡短地自我介紹:“一目連。”
【三】
“你為什麼不走正門?”一目連猶豫著收起槍,眼睛死死盯著荒。
“因為我不是為了正事而來。”荒裝模作樣整理了一下衣衫,靠近了一目連。
有酒精的味道。
“你還是赴宴了?”一目連的神情漸漸放鬆下來,靠著書桌站定。
“俄國人的酒還是不能錯過的。”荒眸子明亮,看起來並不像一個剛和俄國大漢拼過酒的人,“而且,我又換了些情報。”
一目連的手終於離開了槍,轉身面向鏡子,繼續解領結:“我要休息了,有什麼情報明天再說吧,近期那夥人應該沒什麼大動作。”
“不是關於那些人,我說了,我不是來跟你談正事的。”荒腳下踩著宴會舞曲留下的無聲節奏,在一目連身後停了下來。
“說說看,你派人跟蹤我,又阻礙我去紅燈區查線索,偷走我的耳墜,戴在自己胸口,懷錶裏塞著我寫了自己名字的紙片……都是……因為什麼?”荒一點點靠近一目連身側,撩開他散落的頭髮,呼吸的溫度烘烘地拂在早已經紅得徹底的耳朵上。
【四】
荒對一目連的似曾相識,並不是從他深夜裏那次英雄救雄開始的。
單眼,粉髮。符合這兩個特徵的人,在偌大的倫敦城裏很難再找到第二個,一直不相信巧合的荒陷入了嚴重的自我懷疑。
“我不能再保護你了,你要……要變得很強大!”一目連混著血跡和污漬的臉被眼淚沖出幾道痕跡,露出原本的膚色。
哦,不,當年,他還不叫一目連,院長只用一個單字稱呼他,風,大概只是為了嘲笑他乾瘦羸弱,風一吹就倒吧。
荒看著哭花了臉的夥伴被不知名姓的貴族家僕抱走,孤兒院的門打開,外面的世界那麼大,而他那麼小,小得像只路都走不穩的小野貓,從泥潭裏被救出來,又被丟進另一個更加未知的混沌世界中。然而就是這只小野貓,用他瘦骨嶙峋的後背替荒擋下了暴躁修女的鞭子和惡劣孩童毫無理由的拳打腳踢,而那只還流著血的眼睛……
“荒先生。”一目連輕輕放下刀叉,拿起餐巾抿了抿嘴唇,看向餐桌一側與半個雞蛋深情對視的荒,“荒先生?”
管家會意,走到荒身側,略微提高了聲量道:“不知這樣的餐食是否符合荒先生的胃口,如果有什麼特殊需求,我會讓廚房再準備新的……”
“不用。”荒一口吞下了那半個雞蛋,迅速從發呆中回過神來,視線落在一目連臉上,用他慣常的不屑語氣問道,“連少爺這只眼睛,似乎很有故事,莫非也是英雄救美留下的勳章?”
管家和僕人被荒這句突兀的問話嚇了一跳,正想著怎麼解圍,一目連卻只是輕笑了一聲,如實答道:“沒有荒先生想得那麼精彩,左不過是幼年時頑皮受了傷,在我被養父收養前就已經是這樣了。”
荒胸口閃過一陣刺痛,比流氓頭子的刀尖紮進去還要痛上一千倍。
賴在一目連家裏養病期間,荒用各種旁敲側擊的方法摸清了一目連潛意識裏不會忘記的喜好,比如他嗜甜,睡眠極淺,喜歡有風的晴天,陰雨天裏會莫名焦慮,對人極為友善,卻也有自己不會妥協的事情。
在孤兒院門口看著他被抱進馬車後,荒以為自己已經永遠失去了他。長大後,荒曾經試著找過他,但每次面對關鍵線索時,他都會猶豫再三,最終選擇放棄。他不確定他的風還記不記得他,也不確定他是不是還願意見自己。或許他現在過得很好,見到自己,反而會喚醒他並不快樂的回憶。這樣糾糾結結了很多年,荒徹底放棄了這件事,而那時他也有了自己立足的資本。如風所願,他已經變得足夠強大。
【五】
即使被荒逼到如此境地,一目連依然控制著聲音裏的顫抖,冷冷道:“你有什麼證據?如果沒有,我可以告你誹謗。”
荒看著一目連怎麼也解不開的領結,忍不住勾起了嘴角:“還是需要幫忙的吧,連少爺。”
一目連知道自己再多說一個字就會亂了方寸,索性閉口不言,任憑荒從背後環住了他僵硬的身體,手指勾住他和蕾絲帶子糾纏不清的指尖。一目連沒有動,或者說,他已經在放棄的邊緣徘徊。
荒毫不費力地解開了這惱人的結,順勢讓襯衫扣子也一顆顆脫離了束縛,鎖骨中間那個明晃晃的銀環在鏡子裏映著光,一目連向來神采飛揚的臉蒙上了一層羞赧的霧氣。
“從什麼時候開始的?”荒的聲音在耳邊低低地呢喃,一目連胸膛裏卻以心臟為中心掀起地震。
“算了,趁你反問我之前,我先告訴你我的答案。”荒的掌心覆上一目連冰涼的手,斟酌了半晌,沉聲道,“你還記得沃爾曼修道院嗎?”
一目連的眼睛睜大了一瞬,而後重又陷入困惑中:“我不知道那是不是我的記憶。”
“你的養父,是不是經常讓你吃藥。”
“只在我很小的時候,因為我身體有很多問題,所以會吃許多種不同的藥。”
“但是後來你發現了。”
“嗯。”
荒輕輕歎了口氣:“你不要怪他,那不是什麼美好回憶。”
“但是我忘了你。”一目連的喉嚨哽得發疼,淚光凝在眼眶裏,“在我意識到自己記憶錯亂時,潛意識裏一直有個聲音提醒我,有一個人,我不能忘,一定不能忘。但我怎麼也想不起來,甚至那時在黑街附近的小巷子救了你,我也絲毫沒有察覺到。”
“後來為什麼,偷偷做了那些事?”荒勾起一目連掛在脖子上的耳墜,嗅他髮間的味道。
“因為我害怕。在我不得不承認原來我已經愛上你之後,是愛上,不是友情或者其他,我很明確,我開始害怕。我怕我的存在對你來說只是一段痛苦的回憶,我怕你知道我對你的真實想法後,會覺得我……很噁心……”
一目連控制不住身體的顫抖,被荒握住的手指冷得像冰。
“荒,我不想再失去你第三次了。”
【六】
一目連在養父家中接受了所有貴族少年需要學習的禮儀和知識,在他身體的所有病痛漸漸痊癒,能夠像只小鹿一樣在草地上奔跑時,養父終於同意,帶他進入社交圈。
面對這樣一個可愛又獨特的少年,人們總是習慣性地問他一些童年的事,他的回答永遠是以“我父親說”這樣的短語開頭。時間久了,敏感又直率的孩童開始反問他:“你怎麼天天把父親掛在嘴邊?你就沒有一點自己的回憶嗎?”
明明是童言無忌,在一目連聽來,卻如同晴天霹靂。他開始意識到自己的記憶幾乎連不成線,很多由養父反復跟他講述的話,仔細想來,卻像空中樓閣一般,仿佛並非自己實際經歷過的事情。漸漸地,他發現別人家的孩子並不需要每天吃藥,於是他也開始抗拒,但為了不讓養父生氣,他總是偷偷把藥片藏起來,找機會丟進噴泉裏融化掉,或者碾碎埋進土裏。藥量的減少讓他的夢境一天天清晰起來,一個面目模糊的人開始頻繁出現在他夢中。
這樣的狀態一直持續到養父去世,在他終於把持家業後,對各類藥品的瞭解讓他很快查明,養父這麼多年給他吃的藥,除去單純有益於身體的保健藥品,還有一種只存在於黑市的藥劑,經過幾種複雜配比,可以抹去和重塑人的記憶,要想恢復原本的記憶,只能通過拜訪曾經生活的地方,用圖像激發大腦對舊事的回溯,或者更直接地,通過舊識告知和講述記憶的真相。
就在一目連一邊發展事業,一邊在暗中調查自己的身世時,荒不早不晚地出現了。
這個看似兇神惡煞的大個子,在剛被一目連救起撿回家時,並沒有給一目連留下什麼特殊印象。直到那天,一目連趁著自己週末有空,遵循醫囑,把荒從房間裏拖出來,到後花園舒展身體做康復訓練時,事情才發生了轉機。
荒伸開胳膊,面向著陽光迎著風感歎了一句:“真喜歡有風的晴天啊……”
只一瞬,一目連混沌的記憶仿佛被撕開了個口子,碧空裏的陽光推著擠著照進去,那個在腦中徘徊多年的面目模糊的影子,突然和身邊這個穿著睡衣的傷患重合了。
【七】
“如果我今天不問,你還打算忍到什麼時候?”荒從牙縫裏擠出這句話,他一時分不清自己現在到底對一目連是愛還是恨。
“如果你一輩子不問,我就忍一輩子,我不想讓你的生活再出現任何裂痕。”一目連冷靜了些,“我本打算一直保護你,在你看不見的地方。”
“就像小時候那樣?讓我躲在你背後,看著你的血濺到我臉上?”荒的心口連著胳膊的神經一起跳著疼。
“嗯。”一目連短短地答。
“你這個,混蛋……”荒一把將一目連推倒在床上,從腰間抽出一個小酒壺,猛灌了一大口,欺身掐著一目連的下巴,把酒渡進他口中。
“這是什麼?”一目連嘗出這酒裏加了東西,嗆得滿臉飛紅。
“讓你別再犯傻的東西。”荒撕開了一目連剩餘的襯衫扣子,一手按著他掙扎的上半身,一手解著他的腰帶,三兩下便扯下褲子將他脫了個精光。
“你幹什麼!管家會路過巡視,會聽到……唔……”
荒才不管什麼管家,極具侵略性的唇舌掠奪著一目連唇上珍貴的觸感,粗糙的衣料很快在他不停掙扎的肢體上磨出紅印。
“我需要一個結果。”荒鬆開一目連的嘴唇,咬上他的脖子,貼在耳畔歎了口氣。一目連張開口喘息,卻不敢發出聲音,推在荒肩上的手漸漸失了力氣,滑落下來,又被荒擒住,壓在頭頂。
“這是你一直想做的事嗎?”一目連依然僵硬著身子,下腹一團熱融融的暖流開始向全身漫延。
“這是我今晚,現在,想做的事。”荒抬起頭,望向自己映在一目連瞳孔裏的倒影,他有很久,很久很久,沒有這樣靠近他。
“你考慮過後果嗎?”
“我不考慮,我願意為你承擔任何後果。”荒說這話時,聲音裏並沒有帶著什麼感情,好像這件事對他來說和決定明天早上吃培根不吃雞蛋一樣稀疏平常。又或者,這已經成為他再熟悉不過的人生信條。
一目連的理智節節敗退,連呼吸的節奏也漸漸失控,不知是因為荒壓在他身上的重量,還是自己心裏失了分寸的悸動。他從來對荒沒有任何奢求,能將他從記憶中解封,能再次遇見他,已經足夠讓一目連對上帝感恩戴德。這個突如其來的吻,像從夢境跌落到現實的羽毛,如果不是血液中為情欲推波助瀾的藥,一目連一定會用桌上的短刀紮醒自己。
暴露在荒面前的皮膚幾乎被他吻了一遍,一目連沒了反抗的力氣,過分安靜的夜色裏,荒的嘴唇和自己的皮肉親昵的聲響,像滴在鏡面上的雨滴,於靜止中激蕩漣漪,一環扣著一環,推向靈魂深處。
費力攥住的兩只手腕放棄抵抗,荒送開它們,牽起一只到唇邊,吻他細瘦的拇指、食指、中指,最後在無名指上停了下來。他想留在這根手指上的,可不止一個輕淺的吻。
似乎是察覺到荒的動作停頓了一下,一目連側過頭去看,突然想什麼,抽回了手。荒臉上閃過一瞬苦笑,毫不費力地把那只手臂抓了回來,目光落在一處已經很淺的疤痕上。
“如果沒有經歷這個地獄,我也不會遇見你。”荒知道一目連怕自己看到他身上的痕跡,又會想起些那段黑暗,“我們都不再是脆弱的小孩了,你也不必費盡心機地保護我。”
一目連皺起眉,喉結動了動,抬起手撫摸著荒的臉頰,這張清俊又淩厲的面龐上刻著很深的悲苦,旁人看到只覺得冷傲逼人,在一目連看來卻依舊是去聖壇上偷一顆糖果就能撫慰的小傷心。
“這次換我,好不好?換我偷糖給你,換我把全世界你想要的都帶到你面前。”荒難得說這些剖心的話,說完自己都紅了臉。
“你不該給我下藥的。”一目連接了一句沒頭沒尾的話,“我現在也分不清,究竟是我想要你,還是藥想要你。”
禮服前襟的金屬扣子觸碰到發燙的皮膚,冰得一目連止不住地一顫。荒毫無章法的深吻仿佛要舔盡一目連口中所有濕潤和甘甜,他好似一只渴極了的小獸,控制不住自己的渴求,生生把一目連的下唇咬出了血。吃痛的一目連低低地呻吟一聲,被荒壓住的腿不自覺蜷起,頂到了他腿間硬起的東西。荒也仿佛受了啟發,鬆開一目連的頭髮,手直向下伸去,在他赤裸的性器頭部摸到了一手濕,再往下,劃過囊球和會陰,他期待已久的小穴果然也有了反應,荒抖了下袖口,一顆小藥丸滑落在手心,被指尖頂入了生澀的穴口內。一目連皺了皺眉,卻沒再反抗,小藥丸被體溫迅速融化,柔軟的汁液滲了出來,在腸壁的褶皺間注入弱電流般的酥癢。
不得不說,黑市裏這些見不得光的東西,簡直是用黑暗為隱秘的情愛築造了天堂。
“荒,我想要你的身體,肉體……”一目連脫力的手顫抖著想要解開荒的扣子,持續升溫的欲念熏紅了他本就藏著點妖氣的眼睛,語言已經很難讓他描述清楚自己的渴望,他不想隔著冰冷的衣服感受荒的心跳,他想要肌膚相親,想要荒的體溫甚至是潮濕的汗,想要他血肉的滋味。而荒卻並不打算滿足他,只是拿開了他抓在自己衣扣上的手按在身側,極其吝嗇地解開腰帶,褪下一節褲子,把脹得發疼的硬物抵在一目連淌出潤液的小口外。
累積到沸點的藥效讓一目連順從著荒張開雙腿,股間的私密區域袒露無餘,未曾被觸碰過的穴口在吞下荒的手指時興奮地縮動,秘藥刺激下泌出的黏液滲進荒的指縫,兩指撐開,液體牽絲斷裂,滑落。深入其中的手指把腸壁殷勤的蠕動傳遞給荒,他一點點加重著揉按的力度,直到在某個瞬間,一直癱軟著的一目連腰肢一緊,呻吟流出又迅速被他自己強行捂住,連腳趾也抽搐著緊繃起來。
荒抽出濕淋淋的手指,拿起一旁的酒壺灌下兩口,帶著酒氣的吻侵入一目連口中,連同身下忍耐到極限的肉莖。
“唔……唔……嗯……”濃稠的快感像蛛網一般操控著一目連的感官和意志,荒用淩亂的深吻封著他的吟叫。不能被人聽到,至少今天不能,這是兩人的理智最後棲息的樹枝。雖然蓬勃的情欲已經壓得它搖搖欲墜,但在激烈的衝撞中,依然艱難壓制著。
滋澤水聲與肌膚相貼的聲響已經足夠放縱,在這樣的靜夜裏很是突兀,門外的人稍有留心便會捕捉到異樣。一目連只能寄希望於人類在面對過分荒唐的事情時慣有的逃避,不然他必定會被強烈的背德感與更加強烈的快感撕扯成兩半。
膨脹到極限的陰莖肆意攻佔著更深處的甬道,未經人事的小穴被折磨得紅軟靡亂,只知在持續沸騰的藥效作用下滲著水,在一波又一波快感的支配下緊縮蠕動,仿佛有意討好著入侵者。
荒一絲不苟的上半身衣衫被一目連抓得淩亂,而一次次撞在他臀間的褲子也被濡濕。荒終於向肉欲低了頭,脫盡繁複的衣飾,享受肉體的墮落貪歡。
“荒的……好大……”一目連壓低了聲音嚅喏的下流話挑逗著荒最危險的神經,而被藥力浸透的他還在持續試探,“……下面……有水……好濕……荒,荒舒服嗎?”
“連少爺。”荒長久以來用於自我保護的邪惡突然冒出了頭,讓他挑出了這個直直刺中一目連羞恥心的稱謂,“連少爺若是沒有被我下藥,是不是也會如此……淫浪?”
一目連被過分旺盛的情欲淹沒的恥心剛一抬頭,滅頂的快感便再次撲面而來,正當他身體深處那個敏感點被荒重重碾過,一聲勾人呻吟喘出一半時,門外突然傳來了腳步聲。
“少爺?”管家的問詢仿佛來自大洋彼岸,像刺進這正在狂熱交合的兩人情愛世界裏的重劍,荒依舊不肯停下抽插,一目連卻強行將自己拉扯出來,兩手抵著荒的身子用盡全力掙脫了他的頂動,趴在床上草草喘了口氣,壓抑著聲音裏的水汽答道:“怎麼了?”
“抱歉打擾到少爺休息,或許是我聽錯了。”管家禮貌的回應,在有心之人聽來卻是話中有話,“少爺沒事吧?”
“我已經睡了,這一層不必再巡視。”一目連咽了下口水,繼續道,“你早些休息,不用……唔……”
“少爺?”一目連聲音的異樣更加激起了管家的擔心。
一目連強忍著將他兩只腳踝拖回去,從身後頂入的荒的胡鬧,裝模作樣地咳嗽兩聲,儘量簡短話語道:“沒事,我只是累了……”
“是。”管家的手已經搭上門把手,聽聞少爺這樣的回答,雖然心有疑慮,卻也不敢多想,猶豫了兩秒,轉身離開了。
“你瘋了?”一目連回頭看著眉頭緊鎖的荒,然而身體的力氣已經耗盡,再想掙脫荒已經不可能,只好被他掐著腰臀,一下又一下重重地抽插頂入,自己只能趴在床上任憑他用愛欲的線操縱著自己浮沉。
荒自己喝下去的藥也迅速開始奏效,方才被濕熱的腸肉吸吮許久已然傾瀉了一次,而欲望卻還在升溫,濃白液體填滿甬道的瞬間,他只是緊抱著一目連,咬著他的肩頭沉沉吟歎了一聲,而後繼續著既深而重的抽插。
“裏面……太多……”一目連抓著床單想要逃離荒的頂動,後穴濕淋淋的聲響清晰地傳入耳中,荒幾乎要把他揉進自己身體裏,環在胸前的手揉弄起乳頭,把那兩顆被高潮的快感填滿的肉珠揉捏得敏感至極,錦上添花的酥癢逼得一目連只有張口喘氣的力氣,荒蹭著他汗濕的鬢髮,舔去唇邊來不及吞下的涎水。
硬物把穴道裏混亂的水液一點點擠出,在黏膩的水聲中絲絲縷縷地沿著大腿內側淌下,荒牽著一目連的手伸到濕滑的交合處去摸,一目連反抗不了,意味不明地低吟一聲,用指尖觸碰著荒在他體內進進出出的滾燙性器。荒瞥見一目連嘴角上勾起的一絲壞笑,舔著他的耳垂問:“壞孩子,我一直以為,你們這樣的貴族,連做愛都要優雅克制。”
“優雅克制,是因為不夠愛……”一目連幹啞的嗓子給這句話平添了濃烈的誘惑力,荒正沉迷著回味,身下的人突然掙了一下回過身,濕漉漉的眼睛和他對視了一秒,捧起他的臉吻了上來,唇舌極盡纏綿地廝磨,同時抬起腰,將性器吞進磨得熟軟的穴口裏,嘗試著上下動起身子。
“好燙……是因為藥嗎?”一目連皺起眉,回過頭似乎想要尋找這種過分刺激的來源,荒眼裏卻只有他因為扭頭而暴露出的肌膚線條,一口咬上他凸起的喉結,血管在牙尖下突突地跳動,像盛宴的鼓點。一目連本能地躲閃了一下,而後一邊顛動腰肢,一邊環著荒的脖子將自己的皮肉送到他口中,荒從脖子舔到鎖骨,掐著一目連的後頸將他向後仰去,唇舌欺壓起挺立的乳頭,撥弄得這兩顆紅果的主人不自覺地收緊身子,腸肉跟隨著蠕動戰慄。
發軟的身體難以維持大幅度的顛動,荒只好兩手托在一目連臀瓣上,揉捏著兩團柔軟的同時,控制著他繼續讓自己深插又抽離。水溢出來,沾濕手指,親密貼合的皮膚更加濕黏。一目連兩手推在荒肩頭將他壓倒在床上,騎坐著上下搖晃身子,用深入體內的器物滿足自己所有的旖旎幻想。荒看著他身上的肌肉隨著這般淫亂的動作收縮又放鬆,身前飽脹的性物吐露著汁水晃動著,被逼到絕境的理智終於全軍覆沒。
胸腹間的淺白液體被荒用指尖勾起,又化在舌尖,一目連俯身去吻,被荒重新捲入身下,翻滾一圈,側躺下來。荒拿起靠在床邊的手杖,挑開掛在床對面的一塊絨布。
“我沒猜錯,這裏有面鏡子。”荒的視線越過一目連情迷意亂的臉,落在鏡中兩人赤裸的肉體上。一目連順著他的目光回頭看去,沉睡的羞恥心仿佛受到了巨大的驚嚇,在蘇醒之前便昏了過去。
荒的手將面向鏡子側躺著的一目連從脖頸撫摸到腿間,而後抬起他一條腿,肆無忌憚地向一目連展示著被自己折磨得淫靡的後穴,在他直直的注視下一點點插了進去。沉迷於鏡中景色的一目連幾乎忘記了呻吟,只有被快感撩撥到動情的眉眼證明著他還會呼吸。
“不要,荒……不要這樣……”被頂弄到幾要又一次射精時,一目連才囁嚅著發出了聲。
“敢做卻不敢面對嗎?”荒正中那處敏感點壓過,低聲質問。
“不,不是……這樣,太……”一目連漸漸回到了情欲的伊甸園裏,視線卻始終無法從自己吞吐著荒粗硬性器的小口間移開,那裏好似藏著連他自己都未曾品嘗過的秘密一般。
是蛇,是禁果。
腿間的私密器官,在一目連以往極度自律而保守的生活中,是連他自己也很少直視的地方。今夜之前,他都未曾好奇過禁果的滋味。荒仿佛是上帝派來教他如何成為一個完整的人,欲望啊,氾濫的春情,荒漠般乏善可陳的人生,終於有了肯降下甘霖的雨雲。
這並不是一個舒服的姿勢,兩人緊貼的身體因為浸透了汗水,蹭動間有種異樣的滑膩,仿佛系在現實中的繩索,讓他們不至於迷路在幻境中。一目連被荒托著下巴交纏深吻,慢條斯理的動作蓄意折磨著他敏銳的神經,手指按在性器端頭,連高潮的瞬間也被掌控於手中。荒蒙了一層水霧的眼睛從一目連顫動的睫毛移向鏡中幻影,暗白的胴體在不甚明朗的月色下有些失真,一條腿被荒屈膝壓住,腳趾卻一下一下勾著荒的腳踝,不肯就範。
“累了嗎?”荒咬著一目連的耳尖問。
一目連搖搖頭,任荒將他抱起,面向鏡子跪坐著,籠著微茫的暗光,被荒的胳臂囚禁,像極了歌頌瀆神的雕像。荒積攢了這麼多年的邪惡,終於在這個夜晚塵埃落定。
支撐不住身子的一目連只能被荒控制著顫動,擺脫束縛的性器淌下白液,和身後流到荒腿上的液體,一同毀滅了教條。
【八】
一目連背對月光躺著,荒的頭埋在他胸口,腹間的皮膚感受得到他輕緩的呼吸,拂過未幹的薄汗,微微發涼。一目連的手指揉進荒的頭髮裏,碎裂的記憶一塊塊拼接起來,他想起那個地下室,盛夏的陽光照進來也依然冰冷,空氣裏有血腥味,有皮鞭撕裂空氣的銳響,有漸漸噤聲的哭號。瘦得只剩骨頭的荒,也是這樣蜷在一目連懷裏,一目連捂著他的眼睛,飛濺的血肉落在荒裸露的腿上,燙得他發抖,而一目連只是在皮鞭抽離身體的空隙輕聲告訴他,沒事的,不疼。
“很疼吧……”荒環在一目連背後的手,小心翼翼地觸摸著凸起的疤。
“你不疼,我就不疼。”一目連用下巴輕輕蹭著荒頭頂。
“說謊。”
一目連輕笑一下,沒有反駁,岔開了話題:“後來,養父有意接管那個修道院,但打探消息時發現那裏已經成了一片廢墟。”
說到這,一目連頓了一下,繼續淡淡地道:“是你做的吧。”
“那裏剩下的小孩我都安頓好了,其他人……只是給了他們應有的懲罰。”荒的語氣裏有點不確定,沉默了兩秒,接著道,“但是有一個人,我一直沒有找到。”
一目連身子一僵,想到了他最近暗中追查的一件事。
“我會在天亮前離開。”荒終於肯從一目連臂彎間抬起頭,“既然你還是你,我就可以放手去做我該做的了。”
“我在城東林區裏有片獵場,下次我會在那裏跟你見面。”一目連目光暗暗的,表情有些捉摸不透。
“好。”荒向來不反駁一目連說的任何事。
“睡一下吧,到時間我會叫你。”一目連拍了拍荒的頭,在他淩亂的額髮上落下一個吻。
披著薄雲的月被一環月暈包圍,好天氣結束了。
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天堂黑妖雙刀 在 【天堂W】黑妖練功PVP實測|爪VS雙刀哪個更好用? 的推薦與評價
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天堂黑妖雙刀 在 【天堂W】實測!暗黑鋼爪vs破壞雙刀,黑妖平民打架神武真猛 的推薦與評價
打架極限傷害果然還是雙刀猛但暗爪等於懶人武器R 全包/Facebook粉絲團:https://goo.gl/HBirmsTwitch實況:https://goo.gl/g66WjeLine@:@jcc5976qBS4 ... ... <看更多>
天堂黑妖雙刀 在 [問題] 天堂M黑妖武器暗黑雙刀破壞鋼爪- 看板Lineage 的推薦與評價
◎問題類別: 任務/地區/人物配點/BOSS攻略/伺服器&生態/其他
◎關鍵字搜尋: / 暗黑雙刀
◎問題描述:
昨天歐林日記轉到暗黑雙刀
可是原本是用 +7屬3破壞鋼爪
但是爬了一堆文 只說暗黑雙刀 天M版本 很爛 比惡雙爛 我知道
但是這兩把 都+7屬3 沒祝福(祝福卷太貴)
哪一把強?
看過傷害計算公式 小怪傷害來看 暗黑雙刀跟惡魔王雙刀傷害應該接近(差1力量)
當然 不計算疾病術效果
大怪肯定輸惡魔王雙刀
只是不知道跟破壞鋼爪比 誰贏?
自己實測 算刀數 不管大小怪 說真的差沒多少 暗刀刀數很飄...
感謝大家
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※ 編輯: ggsuperda (220.128.230.220), 12/17/2018 13:46:49
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