【圖不對文】我覺得我是那種「一朝被蛇咬，十年怕草繩」的人😐 不要以為愛旅遊等於愛冒險，生命安全跟自身財產我可是顧得很緊😆
事情發生在前年的舊家... York 某個晚上下班忘了關鐵門跟車庫門🏠 雖然住在好區，但雙門開開等於就是跟大家說歡迎光臨😑
於是晚上就有人經過，進來把我們車上的現金跟遙控器拿走，可能是希望等我們上班後再回來好好偷東西🙄 所幸小偷沒有把連結車庫跟房子的門打開（也沒鎖） 不然他把我們在睡夢中殺掉，我們也會不知道🤣
事發過後我對於鎖門這件事情超敏感😐 因為自小家人對鎖門就有強迫症，不管是爸爸、表妹或是阿嬤，睡前一定會在巡邏一次。我實在沒有想到我需要在 York 下班後檢查門有沒有關🤦 雖然只有那一次，但已經在我心中留下陰影...
今年搬新家的前兩個禮拜，我爸媽有從黃金海岸過來幫我們打掃🧹 有幾晚我爸發現 York 都忘了鎖門，所以會提醒他一下🔐
結果我爸媽離開後，雖然都有鎖門，但是我居然開始睡得不安穩😖 每天早上醒來都很擔心出了房門會不會看到外面一片狼藉😨 甚至可以想像那個畫面，反正就到有點病態的感覺😣
York 提議要克服我的恐懼就是要讓我知道事情其實不會發生，所以叫我幾晚不鎖門，如果沒遭小偷的話，那麼我的恐懼搞不好就消失了？！！🤔 反正這個提議我回絕了，最後決定兩個人晚上睡前一起巡邏確定每扇門都有鎖 🔐
好不容易一個多月過後，我睡覺醒來終於不在恐懼中😌 結果昨天晚上 York 倒垃圾回來後就忘了關鐵門以及兩扇大門！！重點是我叫他過來的時候他還跟我說明明就有關，真奇怪怎麼會發生這樣的問題🙄 當初花幾萬塊台幣把這房子的鐵門修好，就是因為我會感到比較安心！結果居然又忘了關😠
由於我們都在客廳看電視，搞不好有人真的跑進來也說不定。於是就一起到每個房間查詢。主臥室有個衣櫃沒關，剛好有陣風吹過來讓那門晃動🌬️ York 就突然跳到牆角做出要打拳擊的樣子，重點是我人還在離衣櫃比較近的地方欸！！！
「你為什麼不罵我？」他問。
上次發生那件事情的時候，我覺得是不小心就不罵了，知錯能改就好😒 結果這次又發生。尤其知道我上個月才因恐懼而睡不好還這樣，所以震驚到沒辦法生氣，只是頭痛得要命🤦🤦🤦 連我自己都不知道如何處理情緒。
還好幾個小時後我還是怒火上來（感覺自己變得正常一點）雖然沒發作，但至少是自己可以認知的情緒，不然感覺超亂的😖
這讓我想到當時在南美的差點被大狗咬，後來有大約兩年的時候連看到我朋友的小貴賓都會全身緊繃害怕🐶 其實這篇也沒有要表達什麼，只是紀錄一下。一個人的恐懼是真實的存在的，不管看起來多麼莫名其妙。
大家也有什麼恐懼想要分享嗎？歡迎歡迎😆 🙏
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So... Last night York completely forgot to close our gate and left our front door open after he went to dispose to rubbish bin🤦
I actually have a true phobia with regards to ppl coming in and rob our house😖 It was so severe that every morning I woke up feeling stressed that someone may have broken in😣
It all happened when York forgot to close our gate & garage door back in Adelaide🔓 This opportunist saw it and came in and stole some cash from the car as well as the remote control😬 Probably hoping to come back while we both at work...
The door connecting the garage and the house wasn't locked either, so technically he could come in and kill us in our sleep😨 Ever since then I've been a bit paranoid about it..
So this year, after we moved Melbourne, my parents came over to help during the first two weeks of our move. Dad occasionally found York forgetting to lock the doors🔓
This started making me EXTREMELY paranoid, to the point I would wake up in middle of the night or in the morning feeling stressed and wonder what's outside our bedroom door😨
York suggested maybe keep the doors unlocked for a few days, so if no one breaks in, that means my phobia is not real😑 Of course I rejected this outrageous idea! We ended up agreeing on going through every door before bed so I can feel secure. After a month of this, I truly can sleep with ease..😶
However, last night York forgot to close the gate and the doors AGAIN!! I was so shocked that I couldn't even feel anger, my head was bursting with pain😖
As we were in the lounge eating, potentially someone would've come in, so we decided to go around the house to make sure no one is hiding anywhere😠
One of our wardrobe door was open, York thought there was someone in there so he jumped back 5 feet 😑 I was like in front of him...🙄🙄
Anyways.. this post is just to document the incidence and that I am a paranoid person😑 Love to travel does not equate to me being a risk taker...😒😒
