關於 fickle meaning ，我們在網路上蒐集到這些相關的討論、資訊與評價

Most of you may already know that I am from Borneo Island, a very special part of the world and I'm super proud of it!

Borneo Island, is the third largest island in the world (just after Greenland and Papua) and is an island that is shared between 3 countries, Malaysia (Sabah & Sarawak) and Indonesia (Kalimantan), and Brunei, tapi kita satu rumpun ya? 😊

Borneo's rainforest is also one of the oldest rainforest in the world, about 140 million years old, meaning it is rich with so many rare habitats, endangered animals and many more resources, which also means that we too go through a lot of challenges in sustaining all the things that make it beautiful.

Everytime I get to come back to my motherland, and am able to be in the forest and be reminded how small us humans really are, as I look at the gigantic work of beauty Mother Nature has created for us, I can't help but see even more so how fickle us humans are... Humans are the same people who aim to destroy and gain, but humans are also ones who try to protect and sustain our Mother Earth.

Having lived in big cities for most of my young adult and adult life, I am truly grateful to have a place like Borneo to check in to, everytime I need me a reality check and to recalibrate my bearings so I can navigate through life itself.

Have you reconnected with Nature recently?

If you haven't, please do, whether it be around a body of water, lakes, rivers or beaches, or just simply taking a stroll or a hike and look up, and keep your phones aside... Notice little things, notice what a miracle it is that we're all living on this big ball of gas that's floating in space, and this is the only home we will ever know, and all it does is give and give, and how sometimes all we do is take and take.

The Earth isn't a credit card... We all pay for it somehow.

As individuals, all we need to do is start by doing the little things we can to make ourselves feel good and better about taking care of this home of ours.

I love you all, and Mother Nature loves us all too. And she reminds us of it everyday, with just giving. And sometimes she 'leaves' little reminders... Haha. ;) Much 💚,
Zee

#kubahnationalpark #Borneo

《眼中的情報》
The Information In Your Eyes (English version below)

眼睛乃靈魂之窗，相信是眾所皆知的。但眼中所藏的情報，那就不一定眾所皆知了。妳你若有緣有幸觀讀此文章、吾給你妳「版權」，口耳相傳，讓更多人知曉，如何查閱眼中的情報，以便防止「恐怖份子」，或 「極端份子」，的「毀滅」行動，救人救己，搖身一變，成為你妳親朋戚友眼中或心中的「超級國際刑警」，羨煞旁人。

大家都知道，熱戀中的男女，大多都是渾然忘我的，或許是情人眼裡出西施，情人眼裏出潘安吧！旁人想給於他她們任何寶貴意見，對她他們而言，彷彿是「不堪入耳」，後來的後來，就演變成「情人的眼淚」了。哥姊們，若有異性來到你妳們的跟前，叫你妳們望著她他們的雙眼，然後告訴你妳們說，她他們眼裡只有妳你，千萬別輕易相信這種鬼話。不，是這種謊話。無論白天或黑夜，不要亂提這鬼字，童言無忌，童言無忌。哈哈哈！

眼睛裡若有水，代表及顯示，此人已累已需休息，或感冒菌已入體，必需快快「處理」，以免肝壞。性格方面是主，此人「醉翁之意不在酒」，為人輕浮不可靠，姊妹們要謹記啊！眼睛裡若有血絲，乃易怒易燥易煩之相，睡眠不佳是不在話下的。多喝清肝的飲料或甜品，如：菊花人參茶、天然蜂蜜泡參茶、川貝枇杷膏等等。綠豆湯、杏仁糊、芝麻糊等等。眼睛眨不停，念頭不能定，很有可能會出賣你妳，於最後一分鐘哦！祇因這種人常變卦。

眼睛的「傳情達意」，是很直接的。只要你妳多加細心的觀察，假以時日是有可能成為，玳瑚師父後的另一位超級「眼睛權威」，享譽海內外。「眼中的情報」，當然不只是這些，當中還包括夫或妻有外遇否，妳你們住的環境，你妳們的子女等等。這些就留待下一次的機緣，再授於妳你們了。恭喜妳你們，妳你們搜索「眼中的情報」的功力，更上一層樓了，但是要永遠記得，利己利她他是學此門學問的最初發心。

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I believe many of you would know that the eyes are the windows to your soul. However, not everyone knows how to decipher the information concealed in the eyes. If you have the good fortune to read this article, I hereby give you the "distribution rights" to spread this knowledge by word of mouth, on how to crack the code in the information from the eyes. This shall prevent "terrorists" and "extremists" from wrecking destruction, and save lives including your own. In a blink of the eye, you will be transformed into a "Super International Crime Detective", and command the envy of your friends and relatives!

Everybody knows that couples in deep love often lose themselves in the arms of each other. Perhaps it is true that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder! They will totally ignore any well-meaning and precious advice from the people around them. To them, such advice seem to be offensive to their ears and that often result in a future where the "tears of a lover" flow. My dear brothers and sisters, if someone of the opposite sex comes to you and ask that you look into his or her eyes before telling you that you are the only one in their eyes, do not believe these "ghost" words easily. No, I meant lies. We should not use the word "ghost" randomly, be it daytime or nighttime. Please do not take offense at a child's babble. Ha ha ha!

Watery eyes signify that the person is tired and needs rest. It can also mean that the cold virus is beginning to wreck havoc in the body, and immediate action must be taken to contain it and prevent liver damage. From a personality viewpoint, a person with watery eyes means that he bears ulterior motives, and is frivolous and unreliable. So please be careful, my sisters, when you meet such a man! Eyes with visible red blood vessels are signs of a person who is easily provoked and agitated. He or she is prone to vexations and definitely has poor sleep quality. Drink more of those beverages or desserts to cleanse the liver, for example, chrysanthemum and ginseng tea, natural honey with American ginseng, loquat syrup, green bean soup, almond paste, sesame paste, etc. If the eyes blink non-stop, it signifies that the person's thoughts are not stable. This person is very likely to betray you at the very last minute, due to his/her fickle nature.

The eyes convey emotions directly. If you are more detailed and astute in your observation, you may, one day, become a "Super Authority of Eye Reading", after Master Dai Hu, and enjoy local and international fame. Of course, information from the eyes are not just what I wrote above. It includes clues to know if your spouse is having an affair, to gauge your current living environment and the well-being of your children, etc. I shall leave these to the next opportune moment before imparting you with more knowledge. Congratulations to you for attaining a higher level in eye reading. But please do remember this forever: you should only learn this skill, with the sole intent to bring benefits to others and yourselves.

www.masterdaihu.com/the-information-in-your-eyes/

Oh wow! I just realized this guy sounds so much like me!! Long long post! But good read though! (:

The phone rang.

She was sobbing badly on the other end of the line.

“I’m going over,” I told her and hung up before she could protest.

1am. It was going to be a long night ahead..

She was still crying when she opened the door. She looked so broken, so vulnerable. I didn’t have to know what was wrong, I just held her in my arms. She cried even more.

“He broke up with me,” she finally said.

I just kept quiet as she let it all out.. questions, tears, anger, hurt.

“Why does love have to hurt so much?”

“No, love.. doesn’t hurt,” I said gently.

“So says the guy who’s been single forever? What would you know about love,” she jabbed.

“So says the guy who’s been your friend though Mr now-ex-#4,” I grinned. “Love doesn’t hurt you.. it’s the person that doesn’t know how to love or appreciate love that hurts you. But love never hurts,”.

“You won’t understand, Matt,” she sighed, “you’ve never been in love…”

“That’s not entirely true, you know..”

“Wait what- so who’s this girl I’ve never heard abou-“

“What did you love about #4 anyway?” I interjected.

“I don’t know… he is just perfect. And I love him so much,”

“But you don’t know what it is that you love about him?”

“It’s just.. the feeling when I’m with him. It always felt right with him. He made me feel loved and I loved him too,”

“That’s it? Just a feeling?”

“Well.. yea. What were you expecting me to say?”

“.. something more specific, maybe? I mean, if you thought he’s so ‘perfect’, why’d he still chea- erm, why’d he leave you?”

“Because I’m just not good enough for him? I don’t know..” she paused. “What is love to you then…”

“Hmm.. to me, being together or in love with someone should be more that just a feeling.. it should also be about mutual understanding, acceptance, respect, commitment and trust.”

“That’s what all couples would hope and want their relationship to be like, Matt. But expectations and reality don’t always go together..”

“Or maybe.. someone’s just not trying?”

“Well if you think love is so simple.. why haven’t you been with anyone all these years?”

“I never said love was simple.. but I guess the reason why I’ve never been with anyone yet is because.. I already know exactly what I want,”

“You have.. a checklist?”

“Sorta. It’s not the typical kinda ‘I’d like a girl with long hair, nice smile, etc’ superficial checklist though,”

“Oh. What kind of list is it then?”

“It’s like.. a concept of love. Of what it is about a girl that will make me fall completely in love with her. A concept that has more than three specific reasons that would answer any question as to why I love her.”

“You have a concept of love?” she laughed. “Love isn’t a theory, Matt.. you can’t just classify love by a concept or definition, you simply feel it with your heart..”

“But you see.. the reason why I think there are so many broken hearts, is because people merely jump into a relationship when their heart feels a certain something towards someone. But I don’t think that’s love, that’s merely an infatuation. Personally, I believe there are more than three reasons and aspects that actually determines whether we really are truly in love beyond the superficial ‘I don’t know why I love him/her.. I just do’ reason,”

“That makes sense. So what exactly is this.. ‘concept’ of yours about?” she asked, genuine curiosity replacing her initial skepticism.

“I call it the 4+1 theory. The aspects that will determine if it’s true love or just a fickle infatuation. It’s based on this idea that whenever we like someone, if we really go deeper into what is it that draws us to him or her, we’d be able to find that one specific reason. That’s not love though. That’s merely an attraction or infatuation. But when more than three of the aspects from this theory are present, you’ll be pretty sure that it’s more than just a feeling. For me personally, this determines if I’ll ever fall in love with a girl…”

Mind. Heart. Body. Soul.

The mind aspect, to put it simply, is her intellect. But I don’t mean the academic smarts.. it’s the way she thinks, processes and analyzes things way beyond a shallow self centeredness. It’s the way she puts across her thoughts, not for winning an argument’s sake, but to really try to understand or even sensibly debate opposing views that might leave anyone reflecting on her words or challenge me to think differently. It’s the way she carries herself off with an aura of sophistication and enigmatic charm and no matter how much I might think I already know her or have her figured out, she’ll still surprise me with something unexpected. Good surprise. I like intellect. Personally, it takes a little more to intrigue me and stimulate my senses. If I can connect with someone and talk endlessly about the concept of nothing, then, only then, will we be able to talk about everything else.. and I think that’s incredibly alluring,”

“Ooh.. so my best friend’s sapiosexual too,” she teased. “But what about her likes and dislikes or like her personality.. does that go under the mind aspect too?”

“Well, that’s where the heart aspect comes in. The heart represents who she is by what she values or cares about. The things she likes, the things she dislikes. What really matters to her, as well as her insecurities and fears..”

She bit her lower lip - thinking. “But what if him knowing about my past and all my insecurities scares him or drives him away? Or what if he ever uses all of these against me if someday things go bad between us?”

“Erm.. you do realize that it doesn’t really matter now because whether or not he ever knew, he already chose to leave you right? But.. if he still or ever tries to hurt you in any way, then he is a fucking bastard and I will punch his face,”. I really meant it.

“I don’t think he even cares about me anymore,” she sighed, “maybe he never really did.. we were so.. different. I don’t know why I never actually realize it before,”

“Maybe because then, you were too ‘blinded by love’ to see, or you chose to conveniently ignore the differences. Honestly though, I think it’s critical for two people to understand each other’s heart and learn to accommodate each other’s differences rather than simply turning a blind eye or deaf ear ‘because I love him and that’s all that matters’. Because if two people are too different in the way they think, behave or live.. I reckon it will become a huge problem when the infatuation bubble bursts.”

“I don’t really understand..” she said.

“Let me just ask you this.. does he know how passionate you are towards the arts and music?"

“Well, no.. not really. He’s more the sports kind of guy and doesn’t like theatre and stuff so I didn’t want him to get bored if I talked to him about things he isn’t interested in..”

“Then i’m guessing he probably also doesn’t care or know the little things about you. Like how you’re afraid of the dark and why you’re actually scared of darkness.. how family and relationships are really important to you.. that ice cream is your happy pill. You know, I’m even going to bet that he doesn’t know you go to bed every night, clutching your phone just hoping and waiting for him to text you goodnight..”

She started to tear again, but I continued..

“You see, it’s not a matter of whether it bores him or not.. it’s a matter of whether he bothers or not. I mean, if he doesn’t even know these things about you, then he really doesn’t know you at all. How then can he say he loves you?”

“But I really loved him,” she murmured softly to herself .

“I know you did. I know you still do and it’s hurting you like shit. But you need to know that for any kind of relationship to work.. two people need to give and take. Sadly, with him, it seems like you’re the one who was always giving. If he actually really loved you back as much, he’d make a greater effort to close the gap and bridge the differences between you two. He’d want to hear what you have to say, he would actually consider your opinions, your needs and your feelings. He’ll not just tell you or text you that he loves you.. he’ll show it by the things he will do or be willing to do no matter how inconvenient or silly it might be, just because.. he knows it’ll make you happier or better. To me, when it comes to a relationship, the heart aspect isn’t just a feeling or who you/he or she is anymore. It becomes two hearts beating as one. Two people wanting to understand each other.. sharing the good, the bad and possibly a future together; actually bothering and supporting each other’s feelings, values, dreams, thoughts, emotions,”

She stayed silent for a long while before she looked up, holding my gaze.. there was this unspoken tension building before she finally spoke again.

“But.. what if something that’s important to me, is not something the guy might feel same way about?"

“Then I’ll try-” I caught myself. “I mean, if I were him. I’d try. I’d make the effort.. because it’s important to you and you’re important to me,”

She remained silent again. She wasn’t crying anymore but this time, the prolonged silence was starting to grow even more deafening.

“Matt,” she finally spoke - softly, “do you believe in love at first sight?”

“No.” I said flatly.

“Oh..” she sighed. “You know what you said about mind and heart.. it’s actually starting to sink in and I’m beginning to realize that maybe these two aspects weren’t exactly a big part of my relationship with him,”

“So what made you fall in love with him then?”

“Well.. don’t laugh, but I’ve always thought that with him, it was love at first sight. I mean, there was just this spark between us from the very first time we met,”

“Cos he was hot?” I scoffed.

“No.. don’t be an idiot,” she tried to hide her smile but failed. I rolled my eyes. “Okay fine, yea maybe that. But it wasn’t the only reason!”

I raised an eyebrow.

“He was really nice too! And he was always sweet to me,“ she began her defense case. “He always made me feel happy, secure and loved without even having to try, you know?” I just continued staring at her waiting for her to go on. “Oh never mind, you’d never understand..”

“Actually.. I do. And I think I now understand what it was that made you fall in love with him.

The body aspect.

The body aspect is about physical attraction, intimacy and presence.

I don’t believe in love at first sight. I don’t believe you can just “instantly know” you’re in love or that someone’s THE one just by “first sight”. No offense, but I think the whole love at first sight concept is bullshit that only exists in movies and fairy tales. In reality, it isn’t love. That very first attraction.. is probably lust. Lust at first sight”.

“What nonsense! It’s not like I was lusting over him from the very first time I laid eyes on him! Maybe it’s the case for guys.. I mean, sex is always on a guy’s mind whenever he meets a girl right? But it’s different for girls, Matt..” she protested.

“Okay. You know what.. since you brought up the age-old guys and sex debate, I’ll tell you this secret to clarify something about guys for the first and last time.. probably 99% of guys are naturally sexual. If you ever meet any guy who tells you he isn’t sexual at all, it’s not that he’s gay – no, gays are even more horny .. he’s likely to be a liar and you should be more wary of him. BUT! Here’s the thing.. even though guys are sexual by nature, it isn’t always the only or most important thing to a guy,”

“Really?” now she raised her eyebrow with that annoying smirk on her face.

“Oh come on, you girls know how it is, plus you aren’t exactly saint-like innocent either.. sometimes you see a hot guy and you start fantasizing or making statements like ‘omg have my babies’..”

“That…” she started blushing.

“That.. is exactly my point. It’s the same with guys. We might talk and think about sex a lot more openly than girls but it isn’t always the only thing on our mind. When I said it’s lust at first sight.. I didn’t literally mean you want the guy naked and in bed. What I meant is the momentary attraction or desire– he might be hot, he might be charming, he might have smiled at you that made you feel a certain way.. but that’s not love. That’s really just a superficial physical attraction. Saying “I’m in love” right there and then just completely takes the special meaning out of the word ‘love’. If you ask me, I personally think the process of loving or falling in love with someone involves discovering the person and then perhaps developing feelings. It could happen quickly or over a longer period of time, but not at first sight,”

“Hmm.. that does make sense,” she paused and then her lips curled up forming that annoying smirk again. “Oh wow, this is the first time you and I are talking about sex huh..”.

“You never asked..”

“Tell me then.. what is sex to you?”

“Sex.. to me, is merely a physical act. I am not part of the whole “sex is sacred/taboo” camp but then, I don’t take sides with the whole bed hopping culture either,”

“I can’t believe you just said that sex is merely a physical act..” she began in a disappointed tone.

“But sex really is just a physical act if it’s without emotions or feelings. And that is why I distinguish between sex and making love, the same way I clearly differentiate ‘loving’ and ‘being in love’ with someone,”

“Oh.” this time, she smiled. She understood.

“Don’t get me wrong.. I think physical intimacy is very important in a relationship but for me, the one physical aspect that matters the most.. is the physical presence. That, is also what I reckon made you fall in love with him.

“Okay this, I really want to know…” she said.

“The physical presence is simply being there. You want him to be with you. You want to be there for him. Because just being there with or for each other makes your day, or you as a person, a little better. You may act or behave a little different when you’re with him, but in a good way – in a way that you actually feel completely comfortable, safe and you. Perhaps even without you knowing, you smile more and laugh harder. You feel real, genuine joy. And even on days when the smile can’t happen, you know you don’t have to pretend to be okay or be self conscious in front of him; because its perfectly okay to be the way you are and feel when you’re with him. He cares about you and you feel loved when you’re with him. Sometimes, there are no need for words or explanations.. just his presence, him being there for you, holding you.. makes you feel better or believe that it’s going to be okay again. Because you’re not just holding on to someone for attention or sympathy.. you actually feel and believe that you’re holding on to a part of or the rest of your life..”

Which leads to the fourth aspect – soul.

The soul aspect to me, is the deepest form and the final affirmation that should answer any remaining doubt or questions as to whether we’ve truly fallen in love with a person.

It’s when you start noticing but still appreciate all the other little things, even the flaws - especially the flaws. It’s when you truly know a person stripped down of all their walls, exposed to their soul and yet still accept and love him or her. It’s a level of understanding and acceptance that goes beyond the “honeymoon everything is perfect” period.

It’s when you finally realize this one person is someone you can always and want to tell everything to, and you want to ask and know everything of him or her as well. It’s when you actually want to share your life and trust your secrets with this person; and you can. This someone is the first person you think of when you’re happy, sad or when something significant happens. This same person is someone you can call at 1am in the morning and they’d drop everything to make time for you, staying by you till the sun rises or you’re better again - as you would for him or her as well. This person cares and will listen. Will really listen, giving you their undivided attention and genuine love; not necessarily every time but any time you need him or her. This one person makes your problem their problem and they go through it together with you just so you don’t have to go through the pain and tears alone,”

It was at this moment, for the very first time, she looked at me in a different way but said nothing.

“You see, the soul aspect..” I continued, “is when you start to see and want to share the rest of your life with this one other. And not in a clingy “I can’t live without you” way, but in a way that I can still live my life without you as I have before I met you, but now that you’ve come to exist in my life, I see the possibility of a life with you and now I actually want to make decisions and live a life, continuing to create more moments and memories together with you”.

“Well.. so.. have you met this one person yet? I mean, I’m sure it’s almost impossible to find that ‘perfect’ girl who fulfills all of your four aspects of love right?” she mumbled. I could barely hear her. She wasn’t even looking at me anymore.

“No, it is not impossible and I don’t think its asking for too much. You see the thing about these four aspects is, we often and will find one or two aspects in many different people. And that alone may be enough to make us attracted to them or develop a crush on them. But really, that is not love at all. If we like a person because “he’s cute” or “the way she thinks”, that’s just us liking the body and/or mind aspect of a person. The reality is, we are always going to meet many people who possess these different aspects of mind, heart, body or soul. But on a rare occasion when you do meet someone who possess all these four aspects.. you’ll almost definitely know that he or she is not one of many but may just be the one. So personally, I won’t settle for anything less unless she possess more than three qualities. You know people write the symbol of love as < 3 (less than three), I actually think love should be more than three.. I define it as 4+1. “

“So what’s plus one?” she asked, still not looking at me.

“Plus one…” I trailed off – unconsciously.

“Matt?” she placed her hand on top of mine, finally looking me in eye again.

“Plus one.. is something only the one who's meant to be will ever know and hold the answer to”.

end.

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Some time Feb, I experimented writing in a different way.

I wrote a story.. 4+1.

It's a story that took me more than a month to 'finish' writing. It's a story that's personally very close to my heart - then and will always be.

Truth be told, it was a story written as a confession and answer.

To you who've followed and related to 4+1, I thank you for reading and allowing me to share this intimate chapter with you.

If you'd like to read my future writing, you can follow my facebook if you want to.

Love,
Matthew Zachary Liu

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《daydream》
声色 / Kowairo / 聲色 / Mimicry
作詞 / Lyricist：TK
作曲 / Composer：TK
編曲 / Arranger：TK
歌 / Singer：Aimer
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意譯：CH（CH Music Channel）
English Translation: Thaerin

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英文翻譯 / English Translation :
https://www.lyrical-nonsense.com/lyrics/aimer/kowairo/

日文歌詞 / Japanese Lyrics :
幻に怯えている
誰かの声飛び散る今
置き去りの衝動がほら
寂しそうに枯れていく

私は今日誰になって　君の中で壊れていく？
届けば届くほどに

虚しさに気づかされた
幻の残酷さを

ありふれた奇跡　その儚さが
裸の私の意味を締め付ける

私は今日誰になって　君の中で溺れていく？
届けば届くほどに

広がる視界に心は狭くなって
広がる世界を不安が満たした
広がる視界に心は居なくて
怯えた私の声は今も聞こえていますか

私を見て　幻じゃなくて
私を見て　奇跡じゃなくて
曝け出しても　裸じゃなくて
生み出しても　産み出しても
私じゃなくて怖いよ

羽ばたけるかな

中文歌詞 / Chinese Lyrics :
畏怯幻影的形跡
某人的聲音，如今正飛散消逝
你瞧，種種背棄在後的衝動
那份，孤寂落寞、乾涸枯萎的慘狀

「今日我又將以何等姿態，於你心頭潰爛？」
越是接近你，越於你心中逐漸分崩離析

如今才因種種空虛憶起
空有的幻想，是多麼殘酷無情

誰都能夢見隨處可見的奇蹟，多麼華而不實
賦予身無一物的我名為「生存意義」的枷鎖

「今日我又將以何等姿態，於你的心中沉淪呢？」
越是接近你，越是陷溺其中

放遠的視野中，卻伴著狹隘閉鎖的內心
廣闊的世界中，卻堆砌滿溢著焦慮不安
開闊的眼界中，惟不見一絲情感殘留
你是否仍能聽見，我那膽怯顫抖的聲音呢？

請你看著我吧，證明我既非幻影
請你看著我吧，證明我亦非奇蹟
即使曝光所有一切，也並非一無所有
但即使降生於世、歷經無數次重生——
「卻都無法成為我自己啊，我好害怕......」

這樣的我，終能展翅翱翔嗎？

英文歌詞 / English Lyrics :
I’m fearing an illusion. At this moment, someone’s voice flies about.
My abandoned urges, you see… wither away so lonesomely.

Who will I become today… in order to break apart inside you?
The further and further I reach-

The futility of it all made me realize the cruelty of that illusion.

The fickle nature of common miracles
Constricts the meaning of my naked form.

Who will I become today… in order to drown inside you?
The further and further I reach-

Amid an expanding view, my mind grows narrow-
Amid an expanding world, my uneasiness came to fruition.
Amid an expanding view, my mind is nowhere to be found-
Can you still hear my frightened voice, even now?

Look at me, not that illusion.
Look at me, not those miracles.
Even if I’m exposed, I won’t be naked.
Even if I recreate myself… recreate myself…
I won’t be me; I’m so afraid.

I wonder if I can still flap these wings…

Source: https://www.lyrical-nonsense.com/lyrics/aimer/kowairo/