Not gonna lie, going through this past month wasn't easy.. I lost 2 of my dearest things in life within such a short span of time. Feels like a sick joke 😕 September has been the busiest month thus far for me, work wise. (Sorry for the spam of ads 😅 but I bopian have to earn money for my BTO hor, so pls support. Luv ya'll) Looking at my calendar it was just overwhelming 🤯 because there was almost no free day (swipe left to see) All I wanted to do was to heal and take time to grieve but obviously not everything goes your way in life. Not sure how I pulled through but I told myself to just take things day by day 💪
It stings especially when someone asks you, "how are you?" and you want to reply confidently saying that you're okay but in actual fact a ton of memories come gushing back in that split second because you just got a reality check/trigger from that phrase. Am I really okay? Or pretending to be? The last thing I want to be is pretending. I find myself being more introverted and concentrating on what my mind & body needs the most, filtering out the noise. I enjoy being able to hear my own thoughts amongst this chaotic universe. I still think about @milkychangg countless times a day and I wake up in the middle of the night sometimes missing him but that's okay because it's all part of the process. I would be worried if I stopped thinking about him one day because he was such a big part of my life. Happy 1 month in doggo heaven, my babyyy 😇
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