關於 do you live by yourself ，我們在網路上蒐集到這些相關的討論、資訊與評價

HI HI TO ALL MY HAPPY ‘TAP” FAMILYYYY ❣️❣️❣️

I haven’t written to you all for such a long time and I do apologize so much for this. I don’t know how TIME FLIES the way it does!

I wanted to share some thoughts on this very momentous and memorable DAY in my life.. I am strolling into the BIG 6 ❤️ today!!! My BRAIN IS EMPTY!!

All I can think of is HOW GRATEFUL I am to the Universe, and to all of YOU, to my LOVING FAMILY, my INCREDIBLE FRIENDS… all this life has brought to me.. that our Planet is so beautiful and there is so much to be thankful and OPEN to.

After 60 years, chasing so many things, experiencing the excitement, ups and downs of almost all of life, months, weeks, days, minutes, seconds… and I realize, all I really desire and want, is a SIMPLE SMILE, WARMTH, UNDERSTANDING, A Heartwarming HUG, A phone call, or now, text to say HI… A Healthy and strong Body, LOTS & LOTS of LAUGHTER, CONNECTION, COMMUNICATION, LOVE, LOVE & LOVE. No matter what circumstances we run into, Rain, Thunder, Protests, Covid, it is absolutely possible to realize that ALL THINGS MUST PASS, and through the most difficult or most ravishing times, we can find comfort in holding the hands of those loving people around us. I know there is still so much more to learn while we are so BLESSED to be a VALUED GUEST on this Earth for such a fleeting moment. I feel I must keep on learning and evolving to be the BEST person I can be.

I realize that when we are born, we need so much love, feeding, nurturing, understanding, and a lot of HELP! When we get old, we need so much love, feeding, tolerance, patience, understanding, and a lot of HELP! There is no difference in the VALUE of each end of the stick. Just what we can do in between that will make ALL the difference and we all have a CHOICE in how we want to write our own, unique, wonderful, heartfelt STORY.

LIFE can be, and IS SO VERY BEAUTIFUL. The Beauty I used to understand doesn’t hold any meaning for me anymore.. The BEAUTY I HOLD TRUE is the LOVE & BEAUTY inside of ME and all the surroundings of the amazing Mother Nature. Each of us, is handcrafted so very intricately, to have all the same physical features, yet not a single one of us is a duplicate of another. We all have a brain to think, yet every single one of us does not think like any other. We ALL have a PATH, yet every one of our paths is different from each other. But we are ALL meticulously woven together, our lives, our actions are all intertwined. Every action we take, affects another. Every tree, every flower, mountain, sea, sky, clouds, animals, and all beloved creatures. We are the unique creatures, blessed with thinking, speaking & doing. I feel I must do everything I can to HONOR this special GIFT from Mother Nature. Beauty is DEEP & ROOTED & everywhere we look. I’m going to embrace everything PapaGOD & the Universe has given me.

I’m SO GRATEFUL for making it this far, in GOOD HEALTH, GOOD SPIRITS, GOOD MIND & BODY. Every day is a SURPRISE to me. Every moment is truly a BLESSING and ever so sacred. I will continue to live each BLESSED day with an open heart, open mind, and open SPIRIT. I will live each day as HIGH as I can go, no matter how low I feel. I will enjoy growing old GRACEFULLY, and make a conscious effort to do and BE the BEST I can be EACH SINGLE DAY, CHERISH & take care of it like a RARE and Beautiful JEWEL, which LIFE & our EARTH IS.

Today I spend with my LOVING FAMILY & MY FRIENDS. Well.. one loving Family is missing and in Mainland, now resting, but working VERY HARD! I’m so proud of Lam because we are so happy that he gets to SHARE his music with a WHOLE NEW GENERATION of wonderful, talented singers. It’s a GREAT BLESSING to sing with these enthusiastic Artists who can make a great difference in the world with their bellowing voices. I watch every episode with great anticipation and I hope you will too! All the Artists create their own Magic with each song & emotions!

I also would like to share with you my real and Authentic physical & Spiritual SELF!!! I just want to BE TOTALLY and ALL OF what is TRULY ME! I hope you all can accept me as I AM, white hair with my cutey wrinkles! Lam really enjoys it cos now I can keep him COMPANY & look like TWINS! I don’t know where my WHOLE self will go from here.. but I’m really going to look forward to all the natural progressions my mind and body will be taking.. just like Mother Nature.. she accepts all that comes to her and embraces it all…just as it is!

I wonder if I can remotely understand the meaning of life by now? I want to TAP (THINK ACTPOSITVE) at all times making others HAPPY & be HAPPY to see others HAPPY! I understand there is NO RIGHT or WRONG in any of our actions whether positive or negative, but only the divine consequences of those actions we choose. I feel we are BLESSED to be here with a DIVINE PURPOSE which is to help ourselves & each other. To preserve and maintain this amazing PLANET & EARTH. To evolve ourselves, & each generation, so they can pass the baton and also evolve the Earth! I also feel we are definitely NOT ALONE! NEVER! We are always in the SOOTHING, EMBRACING arms of the Divine Source Universe, and when we feel we don’t know where to turn, PapaGOD is ALWAYS there for us, ready to give us whatever we want in the deepest of our hearts with the utmost sincerity. Everything we receive is in its Divine Timing, and Divine Perfection.

With that.. HAPPYNESS & GREAT HEALTH TO ALL OF YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS and LOVE YOURSELF as well as LOVE ALL THOSE and EVERYTHING AROUND YOU! BELIEVE ME.. ALL WE HAVE and NEED IS LOVE!!!!

MUAH MUAH MUAH with 60 YEARS OF BLESSINGS! YEHHHHHH!!!!
ALL MY LOVE!! SALLY!!!

PS. I had a great wonderful party with best of FRIENDS TONITE❣️❣️ Came home and took some selfies to shock all of U❣️❣️ My HAPPY DECADE HAPPY 6💜 GIRL (⁉️) look❣️❣️ CHEERS EVERYONE❣️❣️❣️🌹🌹🧚🏽‍♀️🧚🏽‍♀️🧚🏽‍♀️

HI HI 快樂的 “TAP” 大家庭 ❣️❣️

已經很久沒有給大家寫信了，對此我深表歉意。不知道時間怎麼就這樣過去了!

我想在生命中這個非常重要和難忘的日子和大家分享一些想法和感觸 —— 今天我悠然邁入了以6字開頭的歲月!! ❤️ 大腦一片空白!!

我所能想到的是對上天，對你們每一位，對親愛的家人，對不可思議的朋友們 —— 對生命所贈與我的這一切 —— 所懷有的深深感激。我們所生活的星球如此美麗，實在有太多太多需要去感謝、感激，去敞開心扉擁抱。

60年過去了，我也曾經追逐過很多，在每月每週每日每分每秒中，經歷了生命可能賦予的幾乎所有激動和起落，而如今我意識到，自己真正渴望和想要的，只是一個簡單的微笑，溫暖，理解，一個暖心的擁抱，一通電話，或者現在更流行的，問好的一條短信.. 一個健康強壯的身體，很多很多笑聲，連結，交流，愛，愛，以及，愛。無論我們遇到怎樣的狀況 —— 下雨、雷電、抗議、疫情，一直要謹記於心的是，無論如何，這一切終將過去；在最困難或最開心的時刻，我們都能握住身邊人的手，並從中找到最大的安慰或共鳴。能得此幸運，在如此短暫的一剎，來到地球做她的尊貴旅客，我知道還有太多東西需要學習，感覺自己必須不斷學習成長，才能成為最好的自己。

我也意識到，出生的時候，我們需要很多愛，需要被餵食物，需要關懷、滋養、理解，需要很多幫助！變老後，我們也需要很多愛，需要被餵食物，需要寬容、耐心、理解，需要很多幫助！人生兩端的價值，並沒有任何分別。只有在中間段，我們能選擇如何去書寫屬於自己的，獨特的，精彩的，發自內心的故事；而也正是在中間段所做的選擇，決定了我們會有怎樣的人生。

生活可以，也確實是非常美麗的。我曾經所理解的美，對於現時的我而言，已經沒有了當初的意義。現在，我所抱持的真正的美，是內心的愛與美，以及令人驚嘆的大自然所賦予的，環繞著我們的一切。每個人都好似複雜精緻的手工藝品，雖然有著相同的身體特徵，但沒有一個人是另一個人的複製品。我們都有大腦可以思考，但每個人和其他人想的都不同。我們都有要走的人生之路，但每個人的道路各不相同。然而，大家又被如此精心地連結在一起，彼此的生活和行為交織在一起。我們採取的每一個行動，都不可避免地影響著他人，甚至影響著每一棵樹，每一朵花；影響著山、海、天空、雲朵、動物，和所有其他可愛生靈。我們是獨一無二的存在，有福氣擁有思考、講話和行動的能力。所以我感覺自己必須盡所能去致敬和珍視這份來自自然的特殊禮物。美深深根植於我們目光所及的每處。我將擁抱上天和世界贈與我的一切。

我很感激人生走到了這裡，健康，精神，頭腦和身體都很好。每一天對我來說都是驚喜。每一刻都是充滿祝福和神聖的。我將繼續以開放的心靈、開放的思想和開放的精神去過好每一天。我會盡力去把每天過到最好，儘管有時候也會感覺低落。我將享受優雅地變老，有意識地努力在每天做到自己的最好，也成為最好的自己，珍惜和照顧匆匆而過的每日，好似它們是稀有又美麗的珠寶；而其實，生命和地球也的確如此。

今天我會和我愛的家人們和朋友們一起度過。對的，一位有愛家人不在這裡，他在內地，現在有空休息一下，但一直都在非常努力地工作! 我為Lam 感到驕傲，因為大家都非常開心他有機會同新一代如此出色、才華橫溢的年輕歌手們分享他的音樂。與這些富有激情的藝術家們一起唱歌是一種巨大的幸福；年輕一代的歌聲將給這個世界帶來改變。每一期節目我都有充滿期待地觀看，希望你們也會看！所有的藝術家們都在用每首歌和感情創造著自己的魔法！

我也想和你們分享真實的自我——外在與內在，容貌及心靈!!! 我只想做完完全全的，真正的自己！希望你們能夠接受這樣的我，白頭髮，和可愛的皺紋! Lam 很喜歡我這樣，因為現在我可以和他作伴，我們看上去像雙胞胎! 我不知道我的整個自我會從這裡走向何方，但對接下來身心將會經歷的所有自然旅程，我真心期待… 就好像大自然一樣，她接受並擁抱一切如它們本初的樣子！

我好奇自己現在是否可以算作大概開始理解人生的意義呢？我想做TAP (THINK ACTPOSITVE)，隨時通過正面積極的思考和行動為他人帶去開心，而看到他人開心也會令我感到開心！我明白我們的任何行為，無論是積極或是消極的，都無關對錯；只是，不可避免的，選擇的行為都會帶來相應的結果。我感覺帶著神聖的目的來到這裡是一份福祉，而這個目的就是助人助己，是保護和維繫這個不可思議的星球，是持續進化發展自己和每一代人，這樣他們就可以繼續把進化地球的接力棒傳遞下去! 我也感覺到我們絕對不是孤獨的！從來都不是！我們一直都被上天撫慰著，擁抱在臂膀中。當感覺不知道如何走下去，上天總會在我們身邊，以最大的誠意給予我們內心深處最渴望的所有。我們得到的一切都有它神聖的時間表，都遵循著神聖的完美安排。

以上… 祝愿大家永遠幸福開心健康，愛自己，愛周圍的所有人，愛周圍的一切！相信我… 我們所擁有的和需要的一切，就是愛!!!!

MUAH MUAH MUAH with 60 YEARS OF BLESSINGS! YEHHHHH!!!!
ALL MY LOVE!! SALLY!!!

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Remember God After You Have Prospered

“You shall observe to do all the commandments which I command you today, that you may live, and multiply, and go in and possess the land which Yahweh swore to your fathers. You shall remember all the way which Yahweh your God has led you these forty years in the wilderness, that he might humble you, to prove you, to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep his commandments, or not. He humbled you, and allowed you to be hungry, and fed you with manna, which you didn’t know, neither did your fathers know; that he might teach you that man does not live by bread only, but man lives by every word that proceeds out of Yahweh’s mouth. Your clothing didn’t grow old on you, neither did your foot swell, these forty years. You shall consider in your heart that as a man disciplines his son, so Yahweh your God disciplines you. You shall keep the commandments of Yahweh your God, to walk in his ways, and to fear him. For Yahweh your God brings you into a good land, a land of brooks of water, of springs, and underground water flowing into valleys and hills; a land of wheat and barley, and vines and fig trees and pomegranates; a land of olive trees and honey; a land in which you shall eat bread without scarceness, you shall not lack anything in it; a land whose stones are iron, and out of whose hills you may dig copper. You shall eat and be full, and you shall bless Yahweh your God for the good land which he has given you. Beware lest you forget Yahweh your God, in not keeping his commandments, and his ordinances, and his statutes, which I command you today; lest, when you have eaten and are full, and have built fine houses, and lived in them; and when your herds and your flocks multiply, and your silver and your gold is multiplied, and all that you have is multiplied; then your heart might be lifted up, and you forget Yahweh your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage; who led you through the great and terrible wilderness, with venomous snakes and scorpions, and thirsty ground where there was no water; who poured water for you out of the rock of flint; who fed you in the wilderness with manna, which your fathers didn’t know; that he might humble you, and that he might prove you, to do you good at your latter end: and lest you say in your heart, “My power and the might of my hand has gotten me this wealth.” But you shall remember Yahweh your God, for it is he who gives you power to get wealth; that he may establish his covenant which he swore to your fathers, as it is today.” (Deuteronomy 8:1-18 WEB)

The Lord gave me a word “scorpions” which led me to this passage.

I sense that a lot of us here have been through a long wilderness journey where we have been asking God “How long more,” and we are already close to entering our promised land.

As we are about to enjoy His marvelous restoration and multiplication of provision in our lives, in whatever way He has been leading you, REMEMBER HIM when you go into the land flowing with milk and honey.

Don’t forget all the precious lessons about humility and faith that you learned while in the dry wilderness.

Money can be destructive because the sinful flesh is tempted to make money its idol.

Keep your eyes on Jesus…

There is a reason why things take time. The preparation phase is needed so that you would be able to handle the sudden multiplication.

Despite all the tough times, God has always been faithful to you, and you are still alive. Give thanks to Him!

Under the New Covenant of Grace, to keep God’s commandments means to believe in Jesus Christ and to love one another as Christ has loved us. Will you allow yourself to continue being led by the Spirit to walk in love, even after you have prospered?

I say again, REMEMBER HIM. Okay, now go and possess your promised land. The Lord shall go before you, and you will approach it one step at a time with each passing day!

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喜歡自己在DJ時這樣的笑容，能跟大家分享音樂是最開心美妙的事了。

現在雖然還無法回到club或live house站上DJ台，但我會每週三、五晚上21:30固定在我的Mixcloud帳號直播喔，歡迎收看🙌🙌

今年雖然還是沒辦法去日本，但上週末可以看Fuji Rock線上直播，昨晚再穿上這件今年Fuji Rock x Gan Ban Records限定聯名Tee，也算是一種精神上的參與了。

直播前先放了我近期很喜歡的一張drum & bass專輯，Joaquim的《Flow》，直播最後放了滅火器的歌，跟我的好朋友楊大正說聲生日快樂！

最後當然照例附上歌單：

1. UNKLE/Do Yourself Some Good (Diplo Remix)
2. The Rapture/How Deep Is Your Love
3. 米米 Club/君がいるだけで ( Norihito Ogawa Disco Edit)
4. Smashing Pumpkins/1979(TK450 Edit)
5. Boys Noize Ft. Tommy Cash/Nude
6. Underworld/Born Slippy (DJ Zinc bootleg)
7. Pendulum/The Island (Steve Angello AN21 Max Vangeli Remix)
8. Rob Zombie/Dragula
9. 張雨生, 姚可傑, 邰正宵& 張啟娜 vs Justice vs The Prodigy/烈火青春 vs Phantom Pt II (Boys Noize Remix) vs Breathe (DJ Mykal a.k.a.林哲儀 Mashup)
10. Blur/Song #2 (Chuckie Singapore Edit)
11. Daft Punk vs. Does It Offend You, Yeah?/We Are Technologic (LightsoverLA Re-Mash)
12. Bon Jovi vs Steve Aoki & Quintino/You Give Love A Mayhem (DJ Mykal a.k.a.林哲儀 Mashup)
13. Junkie XL/Today
14. Roxette/Sleeping in My Car
15. Foo Fighters/Learn to Fly
16. Steve Aoki feat. Rob Roy/Ooh (Gigi Barocco Remix)
17. DJ Mykal a.k.a.林哲儀 vs 林強 vs 草東沒有派對 No Party For Cao Dong/REGENERATION vs 自我毀滅 vs 爛泥(DJ Mykal a.k.a.林哲儀 Mashup)
18. Kodaline/High Hopes
19. Panic! At the Disco/High Hopes
20. MAN WITH A MISSION/Distance
21. The Prodigy/Breathe (feat. RZA) (Rene LaVice Dark D&B Remix)
22. Dragon Ash/Mixture
23. 濁水溪公社/沾到黑油的肉鯽仔
24. Sugar/If I Can't Change Your Mind
25. Lush/Ladykillers
26. GLAY/SOUL LOVE
27. 1976樂團/愛的鼓勵
28. Andrew W.K./Party Hard
29. Helloween/I Want Out
30. 刺客/你家是個動物園
31. Mr.Children/くるみ
32. Muse/Hysteria
33. Limp Bizkit/Rollin
34. 黃貫中 feat. LMF/香港一定得
35. Rage Against The Machine/Freedom
36. OVDS/No One Can Stop Us
37. Dido/Thank You
38. Mr. Big/To Be With You (Ultimix by Mark Roberts)
39. The Verve/Bittersweet symphony (James Lavelle rmx)
40. 四分衛 Quarterback/雨和眼淚
41. Hoobastank/The Reason
42. BAAD/君が好きだと叫びたい
43. 滅火器 Fire EX./繼續向前行

遊生夢死 (Yuseiboushi) - Eve Music Video

▼Streaming / DL (配信) 9/27～
https://tf.lnk.to/gunjoyusei

Lyrics/Music/Vocal：Eve
Arrangement：Numa

カラオケ(inst)：http://piapro.jp/evemaru

◆個人制作アニメーションの祭典『Project Young.』公式サイト
https://project-young.net/

◆主題歌『遊生夢死』Project Young. Compilation Video Film:A
https://youtu.be/hSbi31htz-w

ANIMATION STAFF Credit

Produce Eve

Director/Storyboard/CharacterDesign/MainAnimator
niL

ConceptArt/BackgroundArt
Imari Ozaki

Composite/Edit/3DCG/VFX/ProductionManager
tyao

----Special Thanks----

Animator
Shun Enokido
Keisuke Kojima 　　
Hiroto Nishizawa　　
Sachie Hiraka

Painter
Ayumi Kobayashi
Akito Senaha

Recorded by Tetsuro Sawamoto (Aobadai Studio Inc.)
Recorded at Aobadai Studio Inc.
Assisted by Miyuki Nakamura (Aobadai Studio Inc.)
Mixed by Masashi Uramoto (Soi Co.,Ltd)
Mixed at Soi Studio

~~End roll~~

piano : Nene Ario

Eve
HP：http://eveofficial.com/
twitter：https://twitter.com/oO0Eve0Oo
youtube channel：https://goo.gl/jiNQkz

◆New EP『廻廻奇譚 / 蒼のワルツ』
2020.12.23 release

▶️ Tie up
廻廻奇譚 / TVアニメ『呪術廻戦』オープニング主題歌
蒼のワルツ / アニメ映画『ジョゼと虎と魚たち』主題歌
心海 / アニメ映画『ジョゼと虎と魚たち』挿入歌

▼CD
https://tf.lnk.to/kaikaiwaltz_CD

◆Lyrics

遊生夢死

漂う思いのせいで 満たされない雨で
Due to these drifting thoughts, in the unfulfilling rain
立ち込める 爛れてく 鈍色の月
I'm enshrouded by the blazing dull-colored moon

揺蕩うような声で あなたを知って
I know you by your wavering voice
夢のようでいて
Existing as if it were in a dream
夜を壊せと 手放せと 揺らう心音を
Break through the night and let go of that trembling heartbeat

ほっとした 感傷的になれば
I'm relieved, if I become sentimental
繰り返しようのない相槌を
The backchanneling doesn't seem to repeat

白昼夢の底に浸かったまんまの
Remaining submerged in the depths of a daydream
くたばりぞこないへ
Dear you, who failed to die

遊生夢死
Living idly and dying as if dreaming
才能ない脳内 唱えよシスターズ
Preach to my talentless brain, sisters
首を垂れることしかないの
All I can do is lower my head
愛など満たない 性根はどうしようもないなら
Love and the likes are not enough, if my disposition can't be helped then
再会を誓う 嫌だ
Let's vow to reunite, I don't want to
未だ僕だけをみてと
Look at just me in this moment

恋をした 軽薄に染まれば
I've fallen in love, if I dye it in lightheartedness
ただ盲目にひたすら歩けと
Just blindly, earnestly walk

時折見せる仕草と
The occasional gestures made and
その眼差しを注いで
That gaze that pours out everything

目を合わせてくれないようで冥々
So dark that our eyes won't be able to meet
瞬くように 酔った夢に生きたくて
In a blink of an eye, I want to live in an intoxicated dream
その闇を劈くような轟音に
Pierce that darkness with a seemingly thunderous roar
踊ることを止めないで
Don't stop dancing to it

はっとした ただ暴君に染まれば
I realized, if you're dyed by a tyrant
その笑顔に真価などないと
Then that smile won't have any value
唾を吐き捨てるように 優しい言葉を解いて
As if you're about to spit it out, unravel the kind words

明日には忘れたようにおどけて
Joke around as if you've forgotten about everything tomorrow
刺さったままの心の傷跡
With scars on your heart that remains pierced
僕らは逃げるように 踏みにじる想い
As if we're running away, these trampled feelings
隠して
Hide them


目も当てられない眩むような銘々
Seemingly dazzling individuals I cannot bear to look at
あなたにとってどんな夢を描いて
What kind of dream are you creating for yourself?
唇を噛みしめる間もならないまま
Something that won't make you keep biting your lips
ふり落ちる涙は見せないで
Don't show your falling drops of tears

弱さは見せないで
Don't show any weakness

本当は言いたかった
The truth is that I wanted to say this
綺麗ごとだけでは
Even if you say it's just pretty words

蜃気楼に惑うの あなたは眩しいくらい
Captivated by this mirage, you are to the extent of being dazzling
美しい未来だ
Just like the beautiful future

恋をした 誰も知らない世界で
I fell in love, in a world that no one knows of
願ったあの日の物語へと
Going towards the story of that day I wished for

(英訳:Dani)

Aisho Nakajima “Love me for me”

“Love me for me” on Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/artist/73TJEwnZTYd2p0qRbn2Pi3
“Love me for me” on Apple Music : https://music.apple.com/us/artist/aisho-nakajima/1503461433


Aisho’s Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/aishonakajima/?hl=en
Aisho’s Twitter : https://twitter.com/aishooo74?lang=en


Written by Aisho Nakajima
Recorded/ Mixed by Aisho Nakajima
Produced by ELI
Mastering by Wax Alchemy


Lyrics -
Ohh to be young, dead inside Tokyo city
Holding my tears while I walk down the streets
Ohh Im jealous, you got what I need
Thinking, When will I love me for me

Come and f**k the sadness out of me
Broken hearted bloody bitch like me
Can’t even feel my heartbeat

Dancing in acid rain, do you still feel my pain?
Haunted, my past that I wish could erase

Ohh to be young, dead inside Tokyo city
Holding my tears while I walk down the streets
Ohh Im jealous, you got what I need
Thinking, When will I love me for me

Pretty little birds crying
All my angels dying
I used to let everyone walk over me

Everybody pulling out their phones
Who you gonna do it all for?
The love you give others, not choosing yourself

I hear intuition screaming out my name
Maybe I’m over thinking, devils I’m my head

Demons in mind overtaking
Or am I hallucinating?

All on my neck till it breaks
Something shifted in my brain

Ohh to be young, dead inside tokyo city
Holding my tears while I walk down the streets
Ohh Im jealous, you got what I need
Thinking, When will I love me for me

Had to lose myself to find myself
I Begged for help
“Burn in hell”
Word for word
Hated myself
Gasping for air

Acceptance
That’s all I wanted
Depression
Somebody stop it
A broken star
Wrecking ball
I know it’s hard
Now Time to go up

x2

Ohh to be young, dead inside Tokyo city
Holding my tears while I walk down the streets
Ohh Im jealous, you got what I need
Dreaming, When will I love me for me

i’ve been on a ghibli marathon lately so i decided to do a little vlog aesthetically inspired by these films. And i think this could be my favourite vlog that I have done to date!

P/s - the book i read on hygge was called 'The Little Book of Hygge - The Danish Way to Live Well'. I absolutely recommend reading this book, will definitely shape your perspective into living more holistically :)

Watch my previous youtube video, a month in a life of a line producer:
https://youtu.be/35LSxQdJ4CQ


You can say hi to me here:
Instagram/Twitter - @rikaadrina
TikTok - notrikaplsdontlookforme

Thought I'd start including FAQs now haha:
1. how old are you? 23 (born in 1998)
2. how tall are you? 5ft (yes i am short shhhhh)
3. what’s your ethnicity? malay & japanese
4. what equipment do you use to film?
➭ main camera: fujifilm xa3
➭ mic: my iPhone 7 hahahaha
➭ editing: premiere pro

Music credits:
1. Cocktail Hour - Aaron Kenny