Satisfied- An Original Song from Lisa's song mind
Lisa Hui: Lyrics, melody and Harmony
Awesome Music: Arrangement and Mixing
When I wrote this song I was completely heart broken and had a really hard time recording it. Have you ever felt broken hearted and disappointed by love?
I entered the recording studio three times trying to record this song but each time I left in tears. I couldn't complete the recording. By the forth time I kept crying and crying. I kept asking myself what should I do? At that time I was no longer able to stay in Canada. I was ready to return to Hong Kong and my departure could not be delayed. How could I finish recording if I couldn't stop crying? So I tried again no matter how exhausted I was. I was crying in the studio and I recorded for many hours until it was 4 am. The main melody was recorded and I still felt it was not enough... something was still missing. So I added a few more harmonies to the last chorus to make it sound more full. When the harmonies in the last chorus were done, I felt relieved and was sure this is what I wanted. It gives a perfect “soul” addition to this R and B style of song. I always improvise, sing and record as many tracks as possible to make my original songs as best as they can be .
After all, this song was really about Lisa on the verge of collapse. On the emotional edge between wondering and loss. The psychedelic and unrealistic feeling that made Lisa 's impromptu chorus gives the song it's soul.
"Satisfied" tells us we don't need to be down to be satisfied.
Waiting for someone to come back to you, the long nights of pain and suffering. But gradually she had lost her instinct to take care of herself, the pain had entangled her heart everyday and time gradually passed away.
It is almost impossible to let go of the only "he" in your heart that you care about and trust. Can you understand?
But everything is reality and it is cruel. When we wake up and think about it, as long as we have loved, owned, sincerely loved and enjoyed the romantic times we should be "Satisfied".
Throughout writing and recording this song Lisa was in a state of mind that couldn't let go of the entanglement. However, in the face of cruel reality and suppressed emotions that cannot be controlled the inspiration for 'Satisfied" crystallized.
This is the second song written after "It Doesn't Matter". Although it says "it doesn't matter", I still can't let go of it in my heart, and I have to convince myself to be "Satisfied".
This song has been played on stations such as "A1 Chinese Radio Toronto" ,”Industrial Radio station "The Road and us", "Taiwan Radio's Independent Music Lecture eps.28"and shown live on Fairchild Television
心滿意足
作词作曲&和音：许静雯Lisa Hui 编曲混合：Awesome Studio
Lisa 的創作心靈：
經過漫長有如地獄般的愛情歷練，無論終點是什麼風景，我們都應該懂得＂心滿意足＂。
寫這首歌曲的時候真的是心力交碎，而且碎得一塌糊塗，那種對愛情失望而破碎的心靈，你有感受過嗎？
錄製這首歌曲時候，進了三次錄音室，都是淚流滿面的走出來，沒有一次成功的完成錄音。到第四次時候更是崩潰嚎哭，我不斷問自己應該怎麼辦？ 那時候加拿大已經不能再給我停留，要準備回香港了，事情已經不能再拖延，不錄完就真的前功盡廢了，每次都哭得停不了，怎麼可以完成呢？
於是再次豁出去，在錄音室一邊哭一邊錄，錄了好多個小時，直到凌晨4點多。才錄完主音旋律。錄完了之後又感覺少了些壓迫力，畢竟這首歌真的讓Lisa迷失在崩潰邊緣，那種疑幻疑真，徘徊得失之間的情感邊緣，迷幻而不實在的感覺，令Lisa決定在最後段的副歌部分多加幾重和聲。Lisa當刻隨心即興的和唱讓這個原本R&B的歌曲有了自己的靈魂。
「 心滿意足」告訴我們，懂得當刻的放下才能領匯心滿意足。
等待一個人回到妳的身邊，那種漫漫長夜的痛苦煎熬，日夜顛倒，自己卻逐漸失去了照顧自己的本能，每日心裡痛苦糾纏，歲月與時光同步逐漸逝去。
要努力的放下心裡唯一掛念和信任的那個「他」，近乎不可能，你能懂嗎？可是現實的一切一切，都太殘酷了...
當醒覺的那刻倒過來想，只要愛過，擁有過，自問真心愛過，享受過浪漫熱戀的時段，我們都應該「心滿意足」了吧。
雖然寫這首歌和錄唱的時候，Lisa還是處於沒放下糾纏的心態。可是面對現實的殘酷，壓抑著的情感是無法控制，激發了無可奈何的「心滿意足」的出現。�
这首是繼＂沒關係＂之後寫的第二首歌曲，雖然說“沒關係”，可是心裡還是放不下， 也得說服自己要“心滿意足”。
這首歌有在「A1 Chinese Radio Toronto Canada」有播放過，，與商業電台 嘅《馬路的事 我哋的事》， 還有台灣電台「獨立音樂講堂 -第二十八集」（DJ罐頭）。
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VIdeo edit by Lisa Hui
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