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有问必答环节，有一题我慎重想了一下，没有作答。
关于忧郁。
这是相当难启齿的坎，如同情绪里的性病，就算你寻得根源，也不一定敢开名道姓。于是你和自己拉锯纠缠，越纠缠越羞于让别人知道，有人路过看你一眼，你便觉得天大的秘密快被揭穿，你低头，偷窥对方无心的小动作为之冠上罪名，然后用笑容或愤怒掩饰悲痛，和那日渐增长的愧疚和无地自容。
难过的周围长成了忧郁的茧，厚厚的一道防线，原本是为了保护柔软的皮肤。人，若能保持柔韧，当然最好，你当然知道。
你懂的方法都用上了。你奋力游离那个漩涡，直到筋疲力尽。试过冲水的时候看着水里那只无助的蝼蚁吗？敌不过的滔天骇浪，挣扎只是徒劳。
我懂。
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Feeling the Wongkok vibe in Taipei city tonight. Industry related movie. Bubble tea. Good and bitter laughs. Friends and family in and not in the post. Empty midnight streets. Midnight hustlers. Fiber drinks in 7-eleven. Gossips. Long walks. Frustrations. Regrets. Anger. Dream. Passion. Love. Hanging questions without answers. The last night before I finally head home.
Keep walking. We don’t know what lies ahead, but at least we will head to the direction we want — the direction only we know but sometimes don’t talk about.
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