1 week ago i delivered @ame1iaon and when she was in the NICU, i had to also deal with the on-going lawsuits, making crucial decisions with my lawyers and discussing with Josh how our financials are going to work out etc. I never thought this would be what i have to do on the day i deliver my second baby haha. Maybe it's hormonal, maybe it's just stress, maybe it is only logical i feel scared given all the situations i'm in right now, i kept breaking into bouts of tears cox i don't understand why things happened the way they did, why people behave the way they did, and why there isn't a better schedule for bad things to happen one by one, you know, to let you catch a breather 😄 They have to happen all at once.. Everyone keep asking me if i'm coping okay with baby number 2, of course i am. Even if i'm not, i will make sure i am. Becox i am a mother. And even with two lawsuits, one healing vagina that just got snipped and sewed back, constant sharp pain at my lower back and having to still carry around a bulging bag of jello at my uterus hahaha, i can still play pretend with @meregoround becox she said "I wang mummy play wit me" and i still can feed and change my newborn. I am super. Of course not without the help and support from my husband, father, sisters, friends, and from the motivation my kids give me, to be a better person.. I will pull through. And at the end of the day, i only wish the kids i bring up, will be good people with good hearts.
After i do salt bath for my wound tonight, i walk out from the bathroom to this sight.. It is warm and fuzzy, it is my little family. And i will keep on keeping on whether people like it or not 😊 Yup, Josh sleeps on the floor now 😅 爸爸命也好苦啊.
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