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昨天看到了這個挑戰時，整個人被打擊了。😅
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我的先天條件使我唱歌時很有爆發力。
（這樣講或許聽起來不謙虛，不過我還是蠻清楚自己優勢在哪裡啦～）
加上 小時候瘋狂模仿 席琳•狄翁 和其他的diva使我飆高音時 很自在。
演出或比賽時永遠選擇大歌，很少數有複雜的「連音」。
（抱歉，riff中文怎麼說我還真的不知道）
Nobody Love出來時，我聽到那段覺得真的太厲害了。跟著唱時，到了那一句唱個「差不多」，改編版之類的。最終結果就是沒有學會那個「連音」。
很難承認的是，因為我的歌聲從小就被周圍的人讚賞，所以長大後，碰到了一個在「聲樂」裡無法很快把握的東西，我就會說服自己maybe不是我的風格，maybe這首歌不是很喜歡之類的。
坦白講，就是他媽的怕出醜啊。無法面對自己會在最擅長的事有做不到的。呵呵。
到了今天還是不太會riff。
挑戰試了一次後就打算放棄了，覺得PO到限時動態再tag她真的會很丟臉。
看了個電影後還是很不服氣，所以那一句就斷斷續續練了四五個小時。練到吃晚餐時，氣到沒胃口。多想收放自如的唱那一句！
（鄰居真的辛苦了。我真的真的練了好久）
和你們分享一下我卡卡的影片是想逼自己進步，放下給自己在唱歌上的形象。有些人可能覺得這樣對自己要求太高，不過不要求自己就是真的不會進步的啊！
下個目標，金屬嘶吼唱腔（開玩笑）
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I was surprisingly really triggered by the challenge today. 😅
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I know I have a powerful voice. And baby Sophie imitated Celine (& other divas) so much that belting high notes = EZ.
I’d always pick big songs for shows and performances, which happened to have minimal riffs.
When Nobody Love came out, I remember doing my own version of her riff, just like I’d do for most riffs.
It sucks to admit, but I got used at being praised for being a belter and a good singer since childhood. It resulted in me actively running away from songs I couldn’t easily do vocally later in my life.
AKA I. Can’t. Fucking. Riff.
I just couldn’t face not being good at something I am known to be good at. Fucking lol ( /s)
I did the challenge and the first take was unbelievably gross, so I decided to just not do it.
A Netflix movie later and I was still triggered so I decided to practice. Ended up practicing on and off for about 4 hours. Just. That. Line. Still can’t sing it properly.
(Honestly I feel really bad for my neighbours today)
I don’t consider this as being “too hard” on myself. This is what I chose to do for a living, and truthfully I have been slacking off.
All this to say, I’m dumping my edit of some bad takes that aren’t too embarrassing cause I’m trying to own up that I suck at things but since it’s social media, let me still filter just how much I sucked hehehhe. I hope that this will get me to be more responsible at practicing my riffs!!!
Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
NB: @rafaelleroy & @torikelly on a whole other level. 🙇♀️👸
