Ten days more till 2019 ends!
Hence I decided to do a #dailygratitudejournal ❤
Here's one to this woman that I met three years ago @veyroniqa
In some sense, we are two completely different individuals,
but somehow we get along by having similar value.
She's three years elder than I do, act more like a life mentor/friend/sister to me,
we talk non-stop during every hangout,
asked for help without asking for any return,
did crazy stuff together and had so much more memories I couldn't recall.
She always been that person that opens up so much opportunities for me,
watch me grow and be the first to congrats me.
Sometimes I wonder have I done anything better in return?
She never asked for it.
Lately, I'd been thinking this change of phase in my life,
You're probably that one precious friend that I didn't wanna lose contact with,
but I always believe God has a plan for me, for you and for us.
Cheers to more growing memories together,
from watching White Chicks at home when you're still not married,
now to fight for additional time to watch Marriage Story last night
and maybe watching our kids fight someday in the future Veyroniqa #didavey
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stuff we did (married life) 在 Bubzvlogz Youtube 的最讚貼文
Hello Youtube Fam,
Today’s Vlog:
When We Make Mistakes,
How Ironic,
When Emotions Take Over,
Excited For The Food Train,
Here Comes The Airplane!
Yesterday, I broke down in the middle of a restaurant to Tim (unintentionally) and confided I'm just feeling so worn out physically and mentally. My emotions has just been taking me everywhere lately and I realised as much as I tried to handle everything, I was falling apart defeated from exhaustion.
I didn't want to admit I was struggling. I felt guilty because I thought it's my job as a mum to be tough for her kids. I didn't want to admit defeat by announcing I need time myself. However, some days you realise you gotta really do something for yourself. Today, Tim made me go get a facial and it meant everything after being cooped in our little apartment for 2 weeks with our moody sick children. I think it was just a mixture of everything that was building up causing me to be extra emotional. Good news is, my insomnia is better and I am starting to sleep a little more day by day. The weather is also getting warmer too so happier kids mean happier parents. My cold is much better too. The rainbow is appearing again hehe.
There is nobody in this world I would rather have a tiff with than my husband. In venting out my frustration, it right good in the moment but my husband ended up paying for it. I could not be more sorry. I did not need to share our disagreements to the world. Sometimes, I don't realise that as open as I am as a person, my husband isn't. I also need to know the fine line between my youtube life and actual real life. Youtube has become a huge part of my life and I lean on you all so much but I learnt that I gotta respect people around me. I should've known better and now I do. Some stuff really should be between husband and wife. We're going to keep it that way again. I am also reading my book all over again to reinforce myself to control my emotions.
I apologise if my childish act disappointed some of you. I want you guys to know i am far from perfect and I am still learning everyday. It's okay to make mistakes. As long as we learn from them.
Love, the Bubz family xo
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stuff we did (married life) 在 Bubzvlogz Youtube 的最佳貼文
Hello YT Family,
Today’s Vlog:
Baby Vlogger,
Time Apart,
Old Love Letters,
Ball thrusting,
Bubz vs Tim,
Life before Youtube
So I just got back from England yesterday. As physically and emotionally draining as it was, it was such a great trip to see old friends again. We actually did quite a lot in England but I decided to take a break from the camera. I guess I just wanted to remember what life was like before Youtube (i.e. always having a camera in my hand). It actually felt nice to just enjoy the moment even though there were many moments I wanted to whip out the camera. Sorry for being so MIA lately. Tim is off to Hong Kong for a few weeks. It’s the first time we’re apart for so long so it does suck but distance makes the heart grow fonder right? It’s been surreal reading the letters I wrote to him over ten years ago. I have pretty good memory but I couldn’t even remember a lot of the stuff so it’s been amazing reliving these memories again. He’ll be back before we know it and for now, we can enjoy seeing the Junior Ng (aka mini vlogger) again. I missed you all!
Congratulations to Lynette and Kevin. I have watched your relationship blossom into something real special and it was so amazing to be part of your big day. Wishing you two more happiness to come. I hope you guys are having a wonderful time in your honeymoon. Wishing you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY too, Kevin!
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