關於 this video has my heart meaning ，我們在網路上蒐集到這些相關的討論、資訊與評價

Lyrics, Composer and Arranger: Lisa Hui
Lyrics video production: Lisa Hui
Music production: Lisa Hui
YouTube : https://youtu.be/8cx8oQwHgZA

Take my hand and fly me? Can you fly Lisa? Fate brings curiosity and perfection expectations, but every time it reaches the end, I am completely disappointed. So many people in the world? Why would I meet you and fall into a dangerous journey of love? Looks like lisa Want to go to the cliff?
Lisa doesn't want any of your promises, because promises are beautiful and heartbreaking lies. Who can make sure that they will come to the end? In fact, as long as you make Lisa happy every day in the process of falling in love... Can you fly with Lisa forever? The special thing about this song is that Rnb and dark Rock elements set off the rhythm of Chinese style percussion. The drumbeat at the beginning was when Lisa opened the door to love, let you take her by the hand and lead her to fly away from the dark world in her heart. As long as you gently kiss Lisa's forehead, she is willing to walk out of her dark world with you.

Men are hearty lovers casanova. Even if you are a Casanova, Lisa does not need your change. As long as you can make Lisa happy daily day and night, even if the relationship lasts with all lies .
Lisa is Willing to take this risk, accompany you through the happiness of this short life, and enjoy this tenderness.
The end of the music is also the end of the drums, meaning that Lisa shut herself in the door again. It means that all this beautiful love does not exist, it is Lisa who lied to herself, so the end of the music means that although she closed the door, besides her anger, The memories of those love are still the same as the end of the song music, which has been echoey waving in her heart That won't go away and will stay forever.

牽著我的手帶我飛？

你可以帶Lisa飛嗎？

作詞作曲編曲： Lisa Hui
音樂與歌詞視頻製作：Lisa Hui
音樂製作：Lisa Hui

緣分帶來了好奇與完美的期待， 可是次次沒到結局就徹底失望。世界這麼多人？ 為何卻與你相遇以及陷入愛的危險旅程以及危險懸崖？
Lisa不要您的任何承諾，因為承諾都是美麗而令人心碎的謊言，有誰確保能走到最後？其實只要你在相戀的過程中讓Lisa日日開心就好了...
您可以永遠帶著Lisa一起飛嗎？
這首曲子的特別就是Rnb與暗黑的Rock元素再加上中國風。一開始的鼓聲是Lisa打開對愛情的心窗大門，讓你牽著她的手帶她飛，離開她心裡的黑暗世界。只要溫柔的親吻Lisa額頭，她就肯和你走出她幽暗心靈世界。男人都是多心的愛人， 就算你多心, lisa也不需要你的改變， 只要你可讓Lisa日日開開心心，日夜愉快，就算最後這段感情全是謊言讓lisa傷痕累累，，Lisa都願意冒這個險，伴隨這短暫人生的快樂，享受這段溫存。
最後音樂的結尾也是鼓聲的結尾，就是Lisa把自己再次關進了門裡。代表這一切美麗的愛情是不存在的， 都是自己Lisa騙自己，所以音樂的尾聲是代表在她雖然把門關上了，當然，憤怒歸憤怒，可是那些愛情的回憶就跟曲子的結尾一樣，一直會在心底揮之不去。

你自己，比全世界的其他人，更值得你的關愛和喜歡。

準備好「靈魂誓言」
這些誓言是你內心對愛情、珍愛、和深藏在你內心的所有一切的最誠摯的承諾，無論生命健康與否，會跟隨你直到你在這個世界最後一天。

在外面尋找真愛不能讓你有完全的滿足感，
除非你對自己有徹底的不可動搖的愛。

有了這些共識，我們可以做出以下的靈魂誓言：

我發誓，在絕望、沮喪、幻滅或任何困難出現的時候，我會安慰自己。

我發誓，我會一直，並以一切方式，做自己最心愛的人。

我發誓，我不會把自己再次扔進並沉湎與浪漫愛情之中。

我發誓，要活在我的信仰之中，讓生命展現神秘神聖完美的一面。

我發誓，以我的精神道路為榮，並創造出讓人驚訝的人生，不管我是否合法結婚。

我發誓，以聽到的號召為榮，讓自己的人生活得像藝術品一樣精彩。

誓言有些是溫和的，有些是激烈的，有些私人的，有些可以與全世界分享。

所有的誓言都體現我靈魂的召喚，以及要愛護自己的強烈渴望，以盡可能深的程度在生活的各方面關愛自己。

這些誓言都是進入生命的一個途徑，它們更深入更豐富，與靈魂有更密切聯繫。

用以下這四種方式，對自己說「我願意」：

1. 寫下你的靈魂誓言

你對自己的生活有最珍視的視角，所以你的靈魂誓言是你用文字把心裡的話記載出來的。
你也可以做一個視頻，寫一首詩，或者寫篇小說。
然後為自己舉行一個宴會，登記收到的禮物，有何不可?!

2. 創造一個願景版

靈魂會以形像說話。
你的靈魂誓言將以最大程度展現你生活的視角。
留出一些時間，製造一個和你形像有共鳴的願景版。
允許你自己直觀地繪製出這些形象，不要依賴你的理智。

3. 神聖的珠寶

取一件對你來說是有心意及意義的珠寶。
如一件銀項鍊，上面雕刻著「你讓世界更美好」

曾有一位女士在「嫁給」自己後，送了自己一個神聖的珠寶。
然後在經歷多年的曲折之後，她終於找到了屬於自己的道路。

4. 見證自己的神聖誓言

在做靈魂誓言時，不妨舉行一個小型典禮，讓其他人也承認你的這種轉變。

「嫁給」自己是一個可愛的起點，但它也僅僅是一個開始。
一個智言說到：你的任務不是要尋覓愛，但只有尋覓並發現擋住你的障礙，你才能去沖破它。

-佚名《嫁給自己》

英文：

You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.

Prepare “soul vows.” These vows were deepest commitment to love, cherish, and deeply care for all parts of yourself in sickness and in health, until your time on the planet comes to an end.

Seeking love outside yourself will never bring fulfillment unless you possess radical, unshakable love for yourself.

With that knowing, these are some of Soul Vows:

I vow to comfort myself during times of hopelessness, despair, depression, disillusionment, or any difficulty that arises.

I vow to be my Beloved always and in all ways.

I vow to never settle or abandon myself in romantic partnerships again.

I vow to live in the faith my life unfolds in mysterious divine perfection.

I vow to honor my spiritual path and create an amazing life whether I am ever legally married or not.

I vow to honor my calling and live my life as a work of art.

Some vows were tender and some fierce—some private, and some to be shared with the world.

All vows were an expression of my soul’s calling and a deep desire to love myself and care for myself at the deepest possible level in all areas of my life.

These vows were the gateway into a life that was deeper, richer, and more connected to my soul’s guidance.

Here are 4 ways to say “I do” to you…

1. Write your soul vows.

You have a deeply cherished vision for your life, and your soul vows are a way to get it out of your soul and on paper. You could create a video, write a poem, or use fancy writing. Throw yourself a party. Register for gifts! Why not?

2. Create a vision board.

The soul speaks in images. Your soul vows may be magnificently revealed in a vision for your life. Carve out some time to craft a vision board from images that resonate with you. Allow yourself to be intuitively drawn to these images and don’t rely on your rational mind.

3. Sacred jewelry.

Procure a piece of jewelry that has heart and meaning for you, such as a silver heart necklace inscribed: “You make the world a better place.”

A lady actually created a sacred jewelry business after marrying herself. She’s finally found her path after years of meandering.

4. Be witnessed in your sacred vows.

While making a soul vows, perhaps a ceremony with a few close friends? Find a way to have others acknowledge this transformation.

And while the marrying myself was a lovely starting place, it was really just the beginning. In the wise words “Your task is not to seek love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”

《Marry yourself》

Seorang Suami Menemui Sebuah Diari Arwah Isterinya Dan Hampir Pitam Selepas Membaca Kandungan Diari Tersebut Kerana Rupanya Arwah Isterinya Itu Sudah Banyak Kali...
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Apa yang nak aku tuliskan ini, jadikan lah sebagai pengajaran buat semua lelaki di luar sana yang bergelar suami. Kisah ini mungkin menyayat hati bagi yang masih ada ‘hati’.

Hari ni genap 67 hari arwah isteri aku meninggl. Dan selama 67 hari ini juga aku tak henti henti menangis di atas pemergian isteri yang paling aku sayang. Bukan aku tak redha, cuma aku rasa seperti tak lepas.

Seperti ada sesuatu yg belum selesai antara kami. Dan malam ini, aku terjaga bukan kerana tangisan baby yg minta disusukan, tapi kerana seakan terdengar dengar tangisan arwah. Allahu..aku tak kuat.

Aku dah berkahwin selama lebih kurg 3 tahun setengah dengan isteri. Kami kahwin muda. Seawal usia aku 20, dan isteri 19. Di awal perkahwinan, semuanya indah belaka. Aku sgt mencintai isteri sehingga langsung tak boleh berjauhan dengan nya.

Sampai kadang kadang bila kena oustation, aku menangis rindukan dia pada waktu malam (aku bekerja di company milik family, dan dia belajar di ipts dekat dgn rumah) . Pergi ke mana saja, aku akan bawa dia bersama. Hatta keluar isi minyak atau beli top up pun dia akan merengek nak ikut. Isteri aku mmg manja org nya dan type of overly attached wife. Tapi aku tak rimas, malah aku suka.

Kami memang sangat rapat. Tambahan pula kami bercinta lepas nikah. We explore everything together. Bila dia cuti sem, aku akan bawa dia berjalan mana dia nak pergi. Isteri aku cantik orgnya. Bukan aku puji sebab dia isteri aku, tetapi sebab semua orang pun cakap perkara sama.

Bila keluar, kalau isteri aku melaram mesti ada je mata yang duk pandang pandang. Memang aku sakit hati, tapi aku pujuk diri dengan cakap takpelah, dia milik aku skrg. Lagipun aku tahu isteri aku mmg jenis sangat tidak melayan.

Bercakap dengan lelaki pun kurang. Dulu masa nak pikat hati dia pun ambil masa berbulan baru dapat kenal. Dia seorang yang sopan, dan menutup aurat dengan sempurna.

Dari awal kahwin, sehingga hampir setahun, aku rasa sangat senang dengan arwah. Kalau boleh, aku nak ada dekat dengan dia je 24jam. Bila ada kerja luar, aku akan settlekan cepat dan berkejar nak balik rumah.

Namun bila masa berlalu, tanpa aku sedar aku makin banyak berubah. Tanpa aku sedar, arwah makan hati dalam diam. Aku makin jauh dengan dia. Aku sibuk dengan kerja luar, sehingga aku rasa seronok berada di luar berbanding di rumah bersama isteri. Kadang kadang, aku cari je apa yang boleh aku settlekan di luar rumah sebab aku bosan stay dekat rumah.

Sepanjang perkahwinan, mmg aku langsung tak pernah keluar kalau bukan bersama arwah. Apa lagi nak lepak malam malam dengan kawan lama. Sampai laa suatu masa aku join macam macam club kereta dan motor.

Makin banyak alasan aku nak jumpa kawan itu dan kawan ini. Mula mula arwah diam , lama lama dia mula merungut yang dia bosan di rumah kesorangan. Tapi aku tak peduli pun. Kadang kadang dia menangis sebab kecil hati dengan aku. Tapi setiap kali dia menangis bila bergaduh atau berkecil hati, aku tak pernah pedulikan dia. Sedar sedar dia dah tertidur dengan air mata kat pipi.

Ye, aku tahu aku suami yg jahat. Aku biasakan dia dengan layanan seperti seorang puteri, kemudian aku ragut semuanya . Dari seorang suami yang cukup lembut, aku berubah menjadi seperti seekor singa bila bergaduh.

Aku akan ignore dia. Aku akan cakap kasar kasar dengan dia. Tangan aku mula pandai sentuh badan dia (itu kalau dia yg mulakan dulu). Sampai kadang kadang aku rasa mcm jodoh aku dengan dia dah takde.

Kami kerap bertengkar. Dan kebanyakannya berpunca dari sikap dia yang terlalu kuat cemburu. Tapi itu dulu, masa dia hidup. Bila dia dah pergi, baru aku sedar. Dia bukannya cemburu buta tetapi dia mahu aku jadi suami yg soleh. Dia mahukan yg terbaik untuk dunia dan akhirat aku. Allah, berdosanya aku.

Aku mengaku, aku memang susah nak jaga mata. Bila keluar berdua, dan ada perempuan cantik yg melintas depan kami mesti mata aku akan terpesona tgk kecantikan perempuan tu. Padahal isteri aku ada kat sebelah. Dan isteri aku pun sangat cantik.

Tapi aku tak pernah sedar semua tu. Bagi aku biasa lah tu lelaki mmg suka tgk perempuan cantik. Aku tak tahu yang isteri aku sedih dengan sikap aku tu. Arwah selalu tegur. Tapi aku buat tak tahu je. Sampai satu masa arwah dah tak tegur lagi, mungkin dia dah penat dengan perkara sama. Aku memang tak tahu bersyukur. Aku tak pernah rasa cukup dgn apa yg aku adaa. Sedangkan arwah dah cukup segalanya

To be honest, aku juga sukar jaga mata dari pandang perkara haram. Kadang kadang aku terlajak layan video prno. Tapi arwah tak pernah tahu. Sampai la satu hari masa dia mengandung 3 bulan, aku kantoi. Masa tu dia sedih sgt, sampai dapat migrain dan kena admit ward sebab pre eclampsia .

Aku risau sgt pasal baby masa tu. Dan it was the last time aku tgk mende keji tu. Aku dah bersumpah pada diri sendiri yg aku takkan tonton lagi umpan syaitan tu. Aku tak tahu kenapa, isteri aku halal untuk aku datangi bila bila masa tetapi pelacur di website itu juga yg aku nak tengok. Sedangkan t
Sedangkan tbuh isteri lebih cantik dari semua tu. Aku hina. Aku memang pendosa

Mulai hari tu, aku tengok isteri rajin bangun solat malam. Aku tahu, dia mengadu kepada Allah perihal aku. Aku tahu, dia bangun untuk doakan kebaikan bagi aku. Itupun semua aku tahu lepas dia dah pergi. Lepas dia dah meninggl. Lepas dah terlewat semua nya.

Seminggu lepas dia meninggl, aku kemas luggage pakaian dia. Dan aku terjumpa satu buku tebal. Aku ingatkan buku nota study dia. Rupanya dalam tu penuh catatan diari dia dari mula kahwin dengan aku sampai la hari terakhir sebelum di admit ward untuk give birth.

Aku baca semua. Air mata aku tumpas. Akurasa masa tu aku nak pergi gali semulaa kubur arwah aku nak peluk dia, aku nak cium dia, aku nak minta maaf aku nak minta ampun. Aku banyak dosa dengan dia.

“Abang, kenapa abg tengok semua tu. Sayang kan ada kalau abg berhajat? Mungkin sayang tak mengiurkan macam pelakon pelakon dlm video lcah tu. Syg minta maaf kalau syg tak pandai layan abg, sampai abg cari kepuasan melalui cara tu.

Ya allah, kau berilah hidayah pada suami aku. Abang, semoga Allah pelihara abang dari pandangan haram ye. Moga hati dan iman abg kuat ye. Takpe, syg tolong doakan abang setiap malam dan di setiap sujud syg. ”

” Cemburunya tengok abg duk pandang pandang perempuan tu tadi. Mmg la cantik. Tapi syg dah usaha habis baik nk bagi cantik jugakk bila keluar dgn abg

Sehelai demi sehelai lembaran tu aku belek. Dari sekecil kecil hingga ke sebesar besar hal dia ceritakan semua dalam buku tu. Baru skrg aku sedar , aku kurang beri perhatian pada dia selama ni. Dan ada satu luahan dalam buku tu ingatkan aku pada satu detik masa awal kehamilan arwah.

“Abang abang! Rasaa ni baby gerakk la! Aku emmm emm je. Mata asyik duk hadap hp. Bosan dgr dia merengek, aku alih tangan letak atas perut dia. Tapi mata masih lekat di skrin telefon. Dan segala kesedihan tu dia luahkan dalam buku tu. Memang aku dengar dia menangis malam tu tapi aku tak peduli pun. Mmg aku tak pernah nak pujuk kalau dia menangis. Apatah lagi nak tanya kenapa. Allahu.. kejam nya aku. Aku tak pernah peduli apa dia rasa.

Banyak yg aku baca dalam diari arwah. Patut laa dia dapat pre eclampsia (high blood prssure during pregnancy) . Padahal umur baru setahun jagung dan ini first baby. Rupanya banyak yg dia stress dan fikir pasal aku. Selama ni tanpa aku sedar, dia byk hide semua post di fb yg nengandungi unsur tak baik atau gmbr perempuan seksi. Betapa dia nak jaga dan nak bantu aku jadi baik.

Jahatnya aku. Memang aku tak pernah ada perempuan lain. Tapi aku seksa perasaan dan emosi dia. Dari apa yg aku baca, dia seolah menjadi sgt paranoid, memikirkan apa yg aku lihat di hp berkait dengan perempuan sksi, perempuan lain, atau tidak. Aku tak salahkan dia. Ini semua salah aku. Aku tak pernah fikir perasaan dia. Aku anggap semua remeh, semua kecil. Sedangkan dia menanggung derita yg besar.

Aku ingat lagi beberapa hari sebelum dia admit ward utk bersalin. Sewaktu dia nak turun beli makanan, dia sempat bergurau. Abang, rindu laa nak dengar abang ckp “awak jalan elok2 tau. Kalau ada org kacau, jerit nama abg kuat2”. Mmg dulu aku sangat lembut dan romantik dgn dia. Tapi aku xtahu mana semua tu pergi. Bukan arwah tak pernah cakap yg dia rindu aku yang dulu. Tapi aku tak pernah peduli.

Sekarang, semua dah takde. Yang tinggal hanya kenangan. Kenangan yang tak boleh mengembalikan apa apa. Dan arwah tinggalkan aku bersama zuriat kami. Nur amsya imani. Wajah iras sangat dengan arwah. Setiap kali aku pandang wajah anak syurga ini, setiap kali tu wajah arwah terbayang di mata. Allah..macam mana aku nak lalui hari hari mendatang.

Sungguh, aku sunyi. Dan sekarang baru aku faham erti sunyi yg isteri aku cakapkan selama ni bila stay dekat rumah sorang diri. Patut laa selama ni dia tak pernah tidur, dan tunggu aku balik walaupun tengah malam. Rupanya dia tak dapat tidur bila aku takde kat sblh

Aku dah hilang segalanya. Aku dah hilang isteri solehah yg sentiasa doakan kebaikan aku. aku dah hilang isteri yg selama ni jadi penguat aku. Abang rinduu nak naik motor dengan awak, sayang.. mcm awal kahwin dulu.

Pukul 1 pagi awak ajak round taman. Abang rinduu nak gurau dengan awak. Balik laa sayangg.. abg janji abg tak keluar dengan kawan dah. Abang janji abang tak hadap hp 24jam dah. Abang janji abg xpandang perempuan lain dah. Abang janji :(.

Menangis lah air mata darah pun. Arwah takkan kembali. Aku takde apa nak pesan banyak banyak. Tapi ambil laa kisah aku sebagai pengajaran. Tolong laa ambil sebagai pengajaran. Jangan sampai semua terlambat, baru kau nak menyesal. Aku menyesal. Menyesal. Menyesal.
A husband found a diary of his late wife and almost swoon after reading his diary content because apparently his late wife has many times...
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What I want to write about, make it a lesson for all the men out there who are called husbands. This story may be heartbreaking for those who still have 'heart'.

Today is only 67 days my late wife left. And for the past 67 days I haven't stopped crying over the passing of the wife that I love most. It's not that I don't accept it, it's just that I

It seems like there is something unfinished between us. And tonight, I'm awake not because of the baby's cry that asked to be breastfeed, but because it's like hearing the cry of the late Allahu.. I'm not strong.

I've been married for more than 3 years and a half to my wife. We married young. As early as I was 20, and wife 19. At the beginning of marriage, everything was beautiful. I love my wife so much that she can't be far from her.

Until sometimes when I get oustation, I cry missing him at night (I work in the family's company, and he's studying in IPTS near home). Go anywhere, I'll take her along. Hatta comes out of oil or even buy top up he will cry to follow. My wife is really spoiled by her person and type of overly attached wife. But I'm not crazy, but I like it.

We are very close. Plus we love after marriage. We explore everything together. When he's a semester holiday, I'll take him to walk where he wants to go. My wife is beautiful. I don't praise because she's my wife, but because everyone says the same.

When it comes out, if my wife dresses up there must be eyes that are looking at. I'm really hurt, but I persuade myself by saying it's okay, he's mine now. After all, I know that my wife is very kind of not entertaining.

Talking to a man is also lacking. In the past, when he was about to catch his heart, he took months to get to know him. He's a polite person, and cover his body perfectly.

From the beginning of marriage, until almost a year, I feel so happy with the late. If possible, I would like to be close to him for 24 hours. When there's an outdoor job, I'll settle fast and chase to go home.

But when time passes by, without me realizing I change more. Without me realizing, the spirit eats the heart in silence. I'm getting far away from him. I'm busy with outdoor work, until I feel good to be out there rather than home with my wife. Sometimes, I'm just looking for something that I can settle outside the house because I'm bored staying at home.

Throughout the marriage, I will never go out if not with the deceased. What else to hang out at night with old friends. Until one time I joined like a car and motor club.

More excuses for me to meet that friend and friend. At first the late was quiet, long time ago he started complaining that he was bored at home alone. But I don't care. Sometimes she cries because she's small with me. But everytime she cries when she fights or gets discouraged, I never cared about her. Realized that he fell asleep with tears on the cheek.

Yes, I know I'm a bad husband. I used to do her with service like a princess, then I snatched all of them. From a gentle husband, I turned into a lion when fighting.

I will ignore him. I'd be rude to him. My hands are starting to touch his body (that's if he started it first). Until sometimes I feel like my partner with him is gone.

We fight a lot. And most of them are caused by his attitude that is too jealous. But that was the time he lived. When he's gone, then I'll realize. He's not jealous but he wants me to be a good husband. He wants the best for my world and my afterlife. Allah, I am sinning.

I confess, I am hard to keep my eyes open. When both of you come out, and there's a beautiful woman who passes in front of us, my eyes will be amazed by the beauty of the Even though my wife is beside me. And my wife is very beautiful too.

But I never realized all that. For me it's normal that men like to look at beautiful women. I didn't know that my wife was saddened by my attitude. The late always greets. But I just don't know. Until one time the deceased hasn't told me anymore, maybe he's tired of the same thing. I don't know how to be grateful. I have never felt enough with what I have. While the deceased is enough

To be honest, I'm also hard to keep my eyes from looking at illegal things. Sometimes I watch the video too much. But the spirit never knew. Until one day when she was pregnant for 3 months, I was caught. At that time he was so sad, until he got migraine and got admitted to the ward because of pre eclampsia.

I was so worried about the baby at that time. And it was the last time I saw that cruel thing. I swear to myself that I won't watch the devil's bait anymore. I don't know why, my wife is halal for me to come to me anytime but the prostitute on the website is also what I want to see. Whereas t
While the wife is prettier than all that. I am despicable. I am indeed a sinner

From the other day, I saw the wife awake at night prayer. I know, he complains to Allah about me. I know, he woke up to pray for me for the goodness. That's all I knew after he was gone. After he left. After all it's too late.

A week ago she left, I cleaned her clothes luggage. And I found a thick book. I thought it was his study notebook. Apparently the diary is full of notes from starting to marry me until the last day before admitted to the ward to give birth.

I read all. My tears are broken. I feel that time I want to dig back the grave of my late I want to hug him, I want to kiss him, I want to apologize. I have sinned with him.

′′ Brother, why do you look at all that. Love is there if you wish? Maybe it's a pity that you don't like the actress in the video of the crazy video I'm sorry if I don't know how to treat me, until I find satisfaction through that way.

Ya Allah, please give guidance to my husband. Brother, may Allah protect you from illegal opinion. May my heart and faith be strong okay. It's okay, dear, please pray for me every night and every kneel dear. ′′ ′′

′′ It's jealous looking at brother looking at that woman just now. It's really beautiful. But unfortunately I've tried it and it's better to make it beautiful when I'm out with

One piece by one piece I turn into the sheet. From as small to small as big as he says everything in the book. Now I'm aware, I haven't paid attention to him all this time. And there's one expression in the book that reminds me of the early moment of the late pregnancy.

′′ Brother brother! I think this is a baby! Me emmm emm je. Eyes keep on facing hp. Tired of hearing him whining, I put my hand on his stomach. But the eyes are still stuck on the phone screen. And all the sadness he expressed in the book. I heard him crying that night but I don't care. I never wanted to persuade him if he cried. What else to ask why. Allahu.. I'm so cruel. I never cared what she felt.

I read a lot in the late diary. No wonder he got pre eclampsia (high blood pressure during pregnancy). Even though it's only a year of corn and this is the first baby. Apparently he's stressed out and thought about me. All this while without me realizing it, he hid all the posts on Facebook that contain bad elements or sexy women's pictures. How much he wants to take care of and help me be good.

I am evil. I never had another woman. But I torture her feelings and emotions. From what I read, she seems to be very paranoid, thinking of what I saw on her phone related to women, other women, or not. I don't blame her. This is all my fault. I never thought about her feelings. I take everything trivial, all small. While he suffered a big suffering.

I still remember a few days before he admitted to the ward to give birth. When he wanted to go down to buy food, he had time to joke around. Brother, I miss listening to my brother say ′′ you walk well. If someone disturbs me, shout out my name loudly ". I was so soft and romantic with him. But I don't know where all that went. It's not the spirit that he misses the old me. But I never cared.

Now, everything is gone. All that is left is memories. Memories that can't bring back anything. And the spirit left me with our children. Nur Amsya Imani. The face is very similar to the spirit. Every time I look at the face of this heavenly child, every time the face of the deceased is imagined in the eyes Allah.. how am I going through the coming days.

Really, I'm quiet. And now I only understand the meaning of silence that my wife has been talking about all this while staying at home alone. No wonder he hasn't slept yet, and wait for me to come back even though it's midnight. Apparently he can't sleep when I'm not beside me

I lost everything. I have lost my solehah wife who always pray for my goodness. I've lost my wife who has been my booster all this time. I miss riding a motorbike with you, dear.. like I got married early.

At 1 am you invite me to round the park. I miss joking with you. Come back dear.. I promise I won't be with my friends anymore. I promise I won't face my phone for 24 hours. I promise that I don't look at other women anymore. I promise :(.

Crying tears of blood. The spirit will never return. I don't want to order a lot. But take my story as a teaching. Please take it as a teaching. Don't let it be late, then you regret it. I'm sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry.Translated

◎New Digital Single [嘘じゃない] ( English Title : "Believe" )
【Listen＆DL】​https://soushi.lnk.to/3gDs3bWS

崎山蒼志 - [嘘じゃない ("Bilieve")] Music Video
7/31(土)18:00 プレミア公開！

TVアニメ「僕のヒーローアカデミア」第5期（2クール目）エンディングテーマ
“"My Hero Academia” Season 5 Second Ending Theme Song
毎週土曜夕方5:30 読売テレビ・日本テレビ系全国29局ネット(※一部地域を除く)
#僕のヒーローアカデミア #週刊少年ジャンプ
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【嘘じゃない Special Site | "Believe" Special Site】
https://www.sonymusic.co.jp/Music/Info/sakiyamasoushi/usojyanai/

【嘘じゃない（Anime Size Lyric ver.）】
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZ-crtDkHJc

【『僕のヒーローアカデミア』TVアニメ5期第2クールノンクレジットエンディングムービー】
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNfXxvS8ZjA

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-Cast-
崎山蒼志
haru

-Staff-
Director: 大喜多正毅
Camera: 安田光
Camera Assistant: 高橋慶太
Light: 杉山泰則
Light Assistant: 鈴木裕介, 水足萌香
Hair&Make-up: 根本亜沙美
Stylist: 釘宮一彰 (崎山蒼志)
Textile Monster: NATSUKI HANYU (haru)
Casting: Oi-Chan
Production Manager: 池田飛鳥, 師田悠三
Driver: 鈴木令, 生田潤一郎, 古橋広美
Producer: 梅田知子

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9月22日(水) 「崎山蒼志「嘘じゃない」Release One-Man Live」
開場：東京・EX THEATER ROPPONGI
出演：崎山蒼志
時間：＜開場＞18:00 / ＜開演＞ 19:00
料金：前売り…4,500円 当日…5,000円（ドリンク代別）
その他チケットの先行予約ならびに一般発売情報は下記オフィシャルHPをチェック。
https://sakiyamasoushi.com/live/

＜問い合わせ＞
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◎Digital Single [逆行 | Gyakkou]
【Listen】​https://soushi.lnk.to/rYhw3ZAY
【MV】https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFR7TjHtG7s

◎Major Debut Album [find fuse in youth]
【CD】 https://soushi.lnk.to/OSiXhsx4
【AL LISTEN】 https://soushi.lnk.to/find_fuse_in_youth_YC
【[Samidare] MV】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jjswrh3agE
【[Heaven] MV】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_czo_mif1-4
【[Undulation] MV】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qgS9eZM_ABM
【[そのままどこか] MV】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=axhqitECl1Y
【[花火] MV】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcOzyWb1gKE

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■嘘じゃない

Words & Music: 崎山蒼志
Arrange: Naoki Itai, モチヅキヤスノリ

Acoustic Guitar: 崎山蒼志
Piano: モチヅキヤスノリ
Bass: 北村雄太
Drums: 坂本暁良
Electric Guitar: サトウカツシロ
Strings: MIZ, 三國茉莉, 館泉礼一, 渡邉雅弦
Programming & All other Instruments: Naoki Itai

Recorded & Mixed by 村上宣之
Vocal Recorded by 渥美隆三

息をして触れてきた優しさが
いつの日か 蓄えた優しさになる
一人を越えて 君と繋がれたなら
瞬きの間に 二度とない千を見るよ

誰かが伝う 意味のない と
捨てられた 悲しみに
湛えられた炎を見ろよ
嘘じゃないよ 
嘘じゃない

これからの未来は
何処へでも
繋がれる気がしてるの
悪夢の根源に
居た君を いつか必ず
救い出すから
救い出せるから

擦りきれた心と闇の中へ
今綻んだ関係を辿る途中で
枯れ果てたと感じてた記憶も
枯れちゃいない
そう微かに気づいたのさ

空がほら 広がってく
余計なものも 愛しく
泣けるほどに 痛ましいさ
笑顔を突き立てよう

これからの未来は
何処にでも
繋がれる気がしてるの
悪夢の根源に
居た君を いつか必ず
救い出すから

揺らぎあるものの為に
生きてきたんじゃないし
でもこの振動は
私を確かに 呼んでる
嘘じゃない
嘘じゃない

歪みある世界に立っている
心崩れ落ちる音
溢さぬよう 何度も作ったダムも忘れはしないよ

これからの未来は
何処へでも
繋がれる気がしてるの
悪夢の根源に
居た君を いつか必ず
救い出すから
救い出せるから


■"Believe" - Lyric

The pieces of warmth I've breathed and touched
will someday be amassed
If my path goes beyond alone and leads to you
I will see the vast scenery of a lifetime while I blink

Someone says it has no meaning
and throws away the sorrow
Look at the fire within it
Take my word
Take my word

The future from now
I feel that
my path can link to anywhere
The root of nightmare
where you have been, I promise that someday
I will get you out of there
I can get you out of there

Into the rusty mind and darkness
I trace back the frayed ties now, and
the memories I thought I have exhausted
are still there
I subtly knew

Look, the sky is stretching out
Even the frills seem so dear
and wrenching to make me cry
I will thrust a smile

The future from now
I feel that
it can lead to anywhere
The root of nightmare
where you have been, I promise that someday
I will get you out of there

The flickering things
are not what I have lived for
But this vibration
is indeed calling me
Take my word
Take my word

Standing on a distorted world
I hear the heart falling apart
I've made dams many times to keep it together

The future from now
I feel that
it can lead to anywhere
The root of nightmare
where you have been, I promise that someday
I will get you out of there
I can get you out of there


#崎山蒼志 #嘘じゃない #Usojanai #Believe #ヒロアカ #heroaca_a

牽著我的手帶我飛？

你可以帶Lisa飛嗎？

作詞作曲編曲： Lisa Hui
主唱與和音：Lisa Hui
音樂後期與歌詞視頻製作：Lisa Hui
音樂製作：Lisa Hui

緣分帶來了好奇與完美的期待， 可是次次沒到結局就徹底失望。世界這麼多人？ 為何卻與你相遇以及陷入愛的危險旅程以及危險懸崖？
Lisa不要您的任何承諾，因為承諾都是美麗而令人心碎的謊言，有誰確保能走到最後？其實只要你在相戀的過程中讓Lisa日日開心就好了...
您可以永遠帶著Lisa一起飛嗎？
這首曲子的特別就是Rnb與暗黑的Rock元素再加上中國風。一開始的鼓聲是Lisa打開對愛情的心窗大門，讓你牽著她的手帶她飛，離開她心裡的黑暗世界。只要溫柔的親吻Lisa額頭，她就肯和你走出她幽暗心靈世界。男人都是多心的愛人， 就算你多心, lisa也不需要你的改變， 只要你可讓Lisa日日開開心心，日夜愉快，就算最後這段感情全是謊言讓lisa傷痕累累，，Lisa都願意冒這個險，伴隨這短暫人生的快樂，享受這段溫存。
最後音樂的結尾也是鼓聲的結尾，就是Lisa把自己再次關進了門裡。代表這一切美麗的愛情是不存在的， 都是自己Lisa騙自己，所以音樂的尾聲是代表在她雖然把門關上了，當然，憤怒歸憤怒，可是那些愛情的回憶就跟曲子的結尾一樣，一直會在心底揮之不去。

Lyrics, Composer and Arranger: Lisa Hui
Lyrics video production: Lisa Hui
Music production: Lisa Hui

Take my hand and fly me? Can you fly Lisa? Fate brings curiosity and perfection expectations, but every time it reaches the end, I am completely disappointed. So many people in the world? Why would I meet you and fall into a dangerous journey of love? Looks like Lisa want to go to the cliff?
Lisa doesn't want any of your promises, because promises are beautiful and heartbreaking lies. Who can make sure that they will come to the end? In fact, as long as you make Lisa happy every day in the process of falling in love... Can you fly with Lisa forever? The special thing about this song is that Rnb and dark Rock elements set off the rhythm of Chinese style percussion. The drumbeat at the beginning was when Lisa opened the door to love, let you take her by the hand and lead her to fly away from the dark world in her heart. As long as you gently kiss Lisa's forehead, she is willing to walk out of her dark world with you.

Men are hearty lovers like Casanova. Even if you are a Casanova, Lisa does not need your change. As long as you can make Lisa happy daily day and night, even if the relationship lasts with all lies .
Lisa is willing to take this risk, accompany you through the happiness of this short life, and enjoy this tenderness.
The end of the music is also the end of the drums, meaning that Lisa shut herself in the door again. It means that all this beautiful love does not exist, it is Lisa who lied to herself, so the end of the music means that although she closed the door, besides her anger, the memories of those love are still the same as the end of the song music, which has been echoey waving in her heart that won't go away and will stay forever.

Shanghai's duo Dirty Class remixes Al Rocco's newest single All On Me, featuring Blow Fever, turning the new hit from Trap into Future Bass House. 100 free DLs here http://soundcloud.com/alrocco

Official single available everywhere now on iTunes, Spotify, Apple Music, Tidal, Bandcamp, Soundcloud, Xiami, Tudou and more. http://alrocco.com

All On Me Music Video out now https://youtu.be/JiHl35l3c_w
Official All On Me Single https://youtu.be/gQWI2ZsnujM

Buy now on iTunes: http://itun.es/hk/ksJpbb
Listen now on Spotify: http://spoti.fi/1Th1Fhm
Play now on Soundcloud: http://bit.ly/1VgvzCt
Play on Grooves Planet (App Store): http://apple.co/1QIlwmL

In every decision we make, with every move we take, the weight is all on us. #AllOnMe portraits those who hustles smart for their dreams to become a reality. No matter how big or small the goals are, everyone has the opportunity when focus, consistency and a strong belief is taken religiously to the heart. Success is an uphill battle with many obstacles to overcome but that’s because nothing great comes easy. The only way is to just do it. Nobody else is going to do it for you, but you, so what you gonna do?

With 9 mixtapes in catalog since 2012, Al Rocco releases his first original single #AllOnMe exclusively on iTunes this March 25th. Bilingual in English and Chinese, featuring Blow Fever and produced by Chace, the official music video will premier this April 23rd on #TheNextUnicorn. (An international TV show about start up companies competing with each other to be "the next Unicorn” meaning reaching the hundred million dollar status.) #AllOnMe will also be available on the popular mobile game #GroovesPlanet this May 2016 at the App store and Google play. 

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http://alrocco.com
http://instagram.com/alrocco

@BLOWFEVER
http://weibo.com/blowfever
http://instagram.com/feverwonderful

PROD BY @DIRTYCLASSOFFICIAL
http://weibo.com/dirtyclass
http://instagram.com/dirtyclass

First Verse: Al Rocco

I started from the bottom
And I’m climbing to the top
Red money yeh I got them
And they telling me to stop
But i cant stop and i won’t stop i won't
On that jack ma getting paper but you know
And we working and we working and we working now
And we murking and we murking and we get it down
Cause everything i do i do for family
And I ain't got the time to waste my energy
And I gotta do it for my legacy
Ain't nobody gonna do it now its all on me
It's all on me it's all on me
Hundred million dollars like this melody
To be the only legendary UNI-C
Ain't no body gonna do it next it's all on me

Chorus: Al Rocco

It's all on me
It's all on me
It's all on me
To be the only legendary uni-c

It's all on me
It's all on me
It's all on me
Ain't no body gonna do it next it's all on me

Second Verse: Blow Fever

Fever Fever

我一直相信努力相信自己
做事高调做人lowkey
爱慕虚荣全都抛弃
再一步就能到目的
几乎每天工作直到late night
从来没有忘记追求best life
迷了路 回头看你pass life
要经历风雨的成功才叫class right？
有时候漫天雾霾不见flashing light
生活陷入灰色很难分清黑与白
是否付出的努力都能得到回报？
STOP！只有坚持信念才能get it right
走自己选的路让他们说命运有安排
更多压力能量就更多苦尽会甘来
一百分的拼 unicorn是目标
时间就是money remember what ur dream is

Let's do it

Chorus: Al Rocco

It's all on me
It's all on me
It's all on me
To be the only legendary uni-c

It's all on me
It's all on me
It's all on me
Ain't no body gonna do it next it's all on me

Bridge: Al Rocco

You talking about it I’m walking about it
You talk about nothing I’m keeping it 100
And now they know that i came and i done it
And now they be wondering how i could do it

You talking about it I’m walking about it
You talk about nothing I’m keeping it 100
And now they know that i came and i done it
And now they be wondering how i could do it

Chorus: Al Rocco

It's all on me
It's all on me
It's all on me
To be the only legendary uni-c

It's all on me
It's all on me
It's all on me
Ain't no body gonna do it next it's all on me

Written by Al Rocco & Blow Fever
Produced & Composed by Dirty Class