【一切的失敗和不足,都是最美好的安排】
All Failures & Lacks Are The Best Things to Happen to Us
三個月前,收到來自台灣客人的這封電郵時,開心和心酸交織著在心裡。
開心,因為這是一年前通過Zoom視訊的客人。他居然在我們看八字的一週年,特地寫了封感謝函給我,真有心!
心酸,因為他寫在電郵裡的低落心情,我完完全全明白。
他的經歷,是我的曾經。我當初也是很難,很久才能走出來。
有一回,我為一位芳華正茂的女子批八字時,她很用心的寫下我說的話。
論寫筆記的完整,她是我客人當中的佼佼者。
寫到一半,我注意到她的右手開始微微顫抖。我以為是空調的風太大了,冷到她,便問她要不要披巾。
她說,是她的焦慮症發作。
「我沒在兇你,也沒對你嚴厲,你為何突然焦慮?」
「我.....打從今年疫情打亂了我的計畫,我就一直很焦慮。我覺得我很沒用,同學們都前進了,只有我現在什麼都不是,亂糟糟的。我就一直很緊張,萬一我一直都是這樣,怎麼辦?」
說著,她眼眶一紅,眼淚像斷了線的珍珠鏈似的灑下來。
我的媽呀!是我的樣子長得很催淚,還是我的聲音聽起來很虐心?怎麼客人,不分男女老少,東南西北,看到我好像都很容易哭?
我抓起一張紙巾遞給她。
「所以,我不是來了嗎?你來找我,就是要問個明路,而你很幸運那麼快就看到我啦!你看你的筆記寫得多工整,多齊全。我很多客人都不如你啊!我今天的工作,就是來給你答案的。我沒有把握,也不會接你這份差事。我接了,就代表還可以補救。你照著我的指示去做,一定柳暗花明又一村。」
又另一回,一位四十多歲的媽媽請我看兒子的八字。
我在批著八字時,這位媽媽點頭認同,然後就聲淚俱下。
我轉頭看著她沈默不語的先生。我說錯了什麼嗎?太太哭成淚人,你怎麼連紙巾也不拿給她啊?
「我是個沒有用的母親,很不稱職的母親。我沒有辦法教好孩子。我很愛他,可是很多時候我都不知道要怎麼做,我就會對他發脾氣,說狠話,過後我又後悔。我忍下來,可是後來還是會一樣!」
我沒打斷她,等她的哭聲逐漸小聲後,我柔柔的說:「我來啦!我坐在你前面了。你已經看到我,就是有辦法了。你知道你自己不行,會去找辦法,就代表你願意去學習做個好媽媽啊!」
我把紙巾遞給她,再說:「不要哭了,要不然,別人看了以為是我不要借你錢,才把你弄得那麼傷心。」
曾幾何時,我們都會以外在所擁有的,來定義自己的人生是否值得自己喜歡。
從原生家庭、樣貌、健康、身型、智力、天賦等,到後來的學歷、友情、事業、財富、婚姻、子女......
哪一樣沒有,而偏偏是我們最想要的,我們就會認定自己失敗的一塌糊塗。
我認為這就是普通教育最大的問題所在。父母老師都是這樣把我們「分門別類」的。值不值得父母疼愛或向親朋戚友炫耀,也離不開那幾點。
久而久之,我們也只會以「成功」來定義自己是否有價值,甚至來衡量自己是否有活下去的勇氣。
我比較喜歡佛法的定義。我們每個人都是一尊佛,六道眾生皆有佛性,只因一時的迷,因此墮落在苦輪不停的輪迴。
可正因為我們有佛性,我們都有無窮無盡的可能。每個人的內在有著很強大的力量,等著我們遇到明師後,去發掘、探索和了解。
而這天生俱來的力量,就是你改命立命的資本。
如果人生順風順水,我們永遠不會想要出離,誤把人間當極樂,所以一定要有苦,我們才會意識到,為什麼我們會在這鬼地方?要怎麼樣才可以離開這鬼地方去到極樂?
反過來,我們都應該感恩自己遇到的挫折,因為從這些苦中,我們才能生出智慧。
沒有一個八字是完美的。一切的失敗和不足,都是最美好的安排,如此你才會有出離心,返本歸源。
_______________________
3 months ago, when I received this email from my Taiwan client, there was this feeling of bittersweetness.
I was happy because this was the client I did a Zoom consultation last June. He sent me this email on the one-year anniversary date of our Zoom call, to express his gratitude. How sweet!
On the other hand, I could relate to the emotional turmoil he felt at that point in his life.
His experience was my past. It also took me a very long time to walk out from my gloominess.
Once, I analysed the Bazi of a very young lady. She was meticulously jotting down notes as I spoke.
Her detailed note-taking skills easily took the top place among my clients.
Halfway through, I noticed her right hand was trembling slightly. I thought it was due to the cold draft from the air conditioning, so I asked if she needed a shawl.
She replied that it was her anxiety disorder acting up.
“I was not fierce or strict with you. What caused your sudden anxiety?”
“I…ever since the pandemic disrupted my plans, I have been in this state of anxiety. I kept feeling useless. All my classmates are progressing expect me. I have nothing to show for and my life is in a mess. I am very anxious. What if I continue to be like this? What am I going to do?”
As she spoke, her eyes turned red and tears started rolling down like a broken strand of pearl necklace scattering onto the ground.
Oh dear! I am beginning to wonder if I have a tear-jerker face or a heart-tormenting voice. Why do my clients, regardless of gender and age, North South or East West, seem to cry easily when they see me?
I grabbed a piece of tissue and handed it to her.
“Ain’t I here already? You came to me for a roadmap and you are very lucky to see me so soon. Look at how precise and neat your notes are! Many of my clients aren’t even on par with you. My job today is to give you answers. If I didn’t have the confidence, I would not have taken up your request. Now that I did, that means there is still hope. If you follow my instructions, you will see things looking up very soon.”
On another occasion, a mother in her forties came to me for her son’s Bazi consultation.
As I was analysing, the mother nodded her head in agreement. The next thing I know, she started weeping loudly.
I turned to look at her husband, who had been silent all along. Did I say something wrong? And hello, your wife was crying. Why weren’t you gentleman enough to give her a tissue paper?
“I am a useless mother. I am incompetent. I do not know how to teach my son well. I love my son very much. But many times, I do not know what to do and thus I flare up at him and speak harshly. I always regret afterwards. I tried enduring but it still ends badly!”
I did not interrupt her and waited for her cries to soften, before speaking gently, “I’m here! I’m already sitting in front of you. You are looking at me now and that means help is here. You know that you are incompetent, so you went looking for solutions. That means you are willing to learn how to be a better mother!”
I handed a piece of tissue and said, “Don’t cry anymore, otherwise, other patrons will think that it’s because I refuse to lend you money.”
Since young, we have been using external possessions to define whether our lives are worth liking.
The family we are born into, our looks, health, body shape, intellect, talents, and then we move on to compare our academics, friendships, career, wealth, marriage and children.
If we are lacking in the area we covet most, we grade our lives as a failure.
I think this is the biggest problem in societal education. Our parents and teachers categorized us that way. Whether we as children are worthy of their love and bragging, depends on the few points above too.
Thus over time, we can only use the term “success” to determine whether we are of value, for some people, whether they should live on to take their next breath.
I very much prefer the definition in Buddhism. We are all Buddhas. Each and every sentient being in the six realms has a Buddha nature in them. But they got lost momentarily and fell into the endless wheel of reincarnation.
Yet, because of our Buddha nature, we have an unlimited source of potential. Every one of us has a very powerful strength inside us. It is just waiting for us to meet an accomplished teacher, so that we have the tools to explore and understand it:
And this strength that we are born with is the capital for us to transform and establish our own destiny.
If life is smooth-sailing, we would never want to leave and would mistake this mortal realm for Pureland. Thus, we all need sufferings, to realise that we should break out of this hell of a place. There has to be a better world somewhere. So how we get there?
We should, in fact, be grateful for all the setbacks and failures we have. Because it is from these sufferings, our wisdom arise:
No single Bazi is perfect. Every failure and lack we experience is the best arrangement for us, so that the heart of renunciation will arise in us and we will return to where we came from.
同時也有145部Youtube影片,追蹤數超過1,900的網紅野武士のゲーム実況プレイCh. Nobusi Game Let's Play Ch,也在其Youtube影片中提到,【PS4 ひぐらしのなく頃に奉再生リスト】►https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJQTXK6AJZwHXPKZgPFMrYcuo5NQ9DslJ 【チャンネル登録リンク/Subscribe Link】►https://www.youtube.com/channel...
「when they cry」的推薦目錄:
- 關於when they cry 在 謙預 Qianyu.sg Facebook 的最佳貼文
- 關於when they cry 在 Racheal Kwacz - Child & Family Development Specialist Facebook 的最佳解答
- 關於when they cry 在 Facebook 的最佳貼文
- 關於when they cry 在 野武士のゲーム実況プレイCh. Nobusi Game Let's Play Ch Youtube 的最讚貼文
- 關於when they cry 在 野武士のゲーム実況プレイCh. Nobusi Game Let's Play Ch Youtube 的精選貼文
- 關於when they cry 在 野武士のゲーム実況プレイCh. Nobusi Game Let's Play Ch Youtube 的最佳貼文
- 關於when they cry 在 when they cry, koro, anime - Pinterest 的評價
when they cry 在 Racheal Kwacz - Child & Family Development Specialist Facebook 的最佳解答
M A S T E R C L A S S ❤️🤲✨ Here we go again, another eight weeks of unlearning and listening. Another eight weeks of holding sacred space to just slow down and pause. Quietly curious, an unfolding, both for the mamas that I lead and lead me to sacred inner worlds to repair and hold in reverence.
It’s an invitation to come home, to come inside to hidden places and loud thoughts that sometimes explode out when it hurts or we feel lost and overwhelmed.
The intense pressure of motherhood and fatherhood wears on a marriage so we make safe space to play, ask, laugh, cry, see.
Eight weeks and for some, an additional one-on-one centered around science and play, an action plan tailored intimately to their family created over conversation and partnership. Fuel for all the days and weeks after the program, a guide of sorts to remind them of their why and how and what.
We call it a groundbreaking rework of traditional parenting programs. But that’s just really fancy for we do it a little different and start with you. We take the science of what we know and use it to fiercely listen and fight for the child inside and in front of you, and you don’t have to do it alone. We gather together, make mistakes, share our stories, care deeply and cheer each other home.
What does your head and heart know?
Five cohorts in, each one unique and magically special to the little community that they build. I love that they come from around the world and all have such depth and beauty to add. We teach people, not topics. We go rogue. We run wild. We get curious.
For mama, it is a welcome to my heart. Carved out in there is all the mamas and daddies and their little ones that have come before. When you come through the program, you are intimately fought for, genuinely loved, relentlessly believed in. Known and called by name.
September 2021 cohort, we are so excited to welcome you not only to the program but to the village.
We’ve been waiting for you. We are ready. ❤️✨
Let’s grow together. 🌱
#respectingparenting #rachealkwacz #respectfulparenting
when they cry 在 Facebook 的最佳貼文
有冇似曾相識。。。
仲記得Leora兩歲嗰時
第一次帶佢返playgroup
坐喺後邊睇住佢學嘢
佢每隔一兩分鐘
都會回頭一望
想check吓我仲係咪度
直至到冇得家長陪同嘅時候
我記得佢喊到癲
喊足一個月
對於當時嘅我
真係好唔捨得
搞到自己眼濕濕
不過通常啲老師都會話俾我聽
大多數小朋友包括我個女
家長離開5至10分鐘後
就自然會收聲
今時今日Leora獨立得多囉
佢會好瀟灑咁同我講Bye
送個心心手勢俾我之後直入班房
今日第一日返呢間新學校
反而我俾佢緊張
比起佢感動同激動
因為佢真係長大得太快
不過我都好感恩
佢成日都好好學
同埋面對環境嘅改變
都適應快
你仲記唔記得
你帶你小朋友
返第一日學嘅時候係點
佢喊多啲
定你喊多啲呢
第一次帶小朋友
返學嘅爸爸媽媽
你哋有準備好未啊?
Remember this?
Leora is joining a new school with a lot of older kids, and she's turning 5 next week. I still remember taking her to playgroups when she was 2 years old and watching her learn for the first time. And she would always turn around, nervous, glancing at the back of the classroom to see if mommy was there.
Then there was the stage when she cried so hard and so loud for almost a month because I could no longer stay in the classroom with her. It was not easy for me to leave each time, but the teachers always told me Leora usually stopped crying as soon as I had left.
Time went on and Leora became more and more independent. I could drop her off to classes and she would wave bye without tears.
Today, it is my first time dropping her off at her first day at a new school. I am already feeling so emotional because I feel she is growing up so quickly already. Yet, I am very thankful how excited Leora is so enthusiastic about learning, and her willingness to adapt to change.
Do you still remember how your kids' first day of school was like? How long did they cry, or did they just walk right in?
How are you preparing your kid for their first day of school?
#weareshrewsbury
Shrewsbury International School Hong Kong
#firstdayofschool2021
when they cry 在 野武士のゲーム実況プレイCh. Nobusi Game Let's Play Ch Youtube 的最讚貼文
【PS4 ひぐらしのなく頃に奉再生リスト】►https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJQTXK6AJZwHXPKZgPFMrYcuo5NQ9DslJ
【チャンネル登録リンク/Subscribe Link】►https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6J9ndMt6-wojFBbhAqGMlA?sub_confirmation=1
チャンネル登録、評価、コメント等して頂けると励みになります!/Please subscribe to my channel!
【プレイスタイル】
初見
【チャプター】
00:00 Intro
00:10 シナリオ(興宮警察署事件調書(鬼隠し編 #8 作戦会議の授業中))
【注意事項】
※2020/12/02放送の分割(4/5)アーカイブです。
【ゲーム概要】
タイトル:ひぐらしのなく頃に奉/Higurashi When They Cry Hou/Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Hou
ハッシュタグ:#ひぐらしのなく頃に #ひぐらし #ひぐらしのなく頃に奉 #ひぐらし奉
ジャンル:アドベンチャー(サスペンスアドベンチャーノベル)
対応機種:PlayStation 4、Nintendo Switch
開発元:エンターグラム
発売元:エンターグラム
公式サイト:http://www.entergram.co.jp/higurashihou/index.html
【サブチャンネルやその他のリンク】►https://www.youtube.com/c/nobusiletsplay/about
チャンネル概要欄下部のリンクをご参照ください。
when they cry 在 野武士のゲーム実況プレイCh. Nobusi Game Let's Play Ch Youtube 的精選貼文
【PS4 ひぐらしのなく頃に奉再生リスト】►https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJQTXK6AJZwHXPKZgPFMrYcuo5NQ9DslJ
【チャンネル登録リンク/Subscribe Link】►https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6J9ndMt6-wojFBbhAqGMlA?sub_confirmation=1
チャンネル登録、評価、コメント等して頂けると励みになります!/Please subscribe to my channel!
【プレイスタイル】
初見
【チャプター】
00:00 Intro
00:14 シナリオ(興宮警察署事件調書(鬼隠し編 #7 足音))
【注意事項】
※2020/12/02放送の分割(3/5)アーカイブです。
【ゲーム概要】
タイトル:ひぐらしのなく頃に奉/Higurashi When They Cry Hou/Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Hou
ハッシュタグ:#ひぐらしのなく頃に #ひぐらし #ひぐらしのなく頃に奉 #ひぐらし奉
ジャンル:アドベンチャー(サスペンスアドベンチャーノベル)
対応機種:PlayStation 4、Nintendo Switch
開発元:エンターグラム
発売元:エンターグラム
公式サイト:http://www.entergram.co.jp/higurashihou/index.html
【サブチャンネルやその他のリンク】►https://www.youtube.com/c/nobusiletsplay/about
チャンネル概要欄下部のリンクをご参照ください。
when they cry 在 野武士のゲーム実況プレイCh. Nobusi Game Let's Play Ch Youtube 的最佳貼文
【PS4 ひぐらしのなく頃に奉再生リスト】►https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJQTXK6AJZwHXPKZgPFMrYcuo5NQ9DslJ
【チャンネル登録リンク/Subscribe Link】►https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6J9ndMt6-wojFBbhAqGMlA?sub_confirmation=1
チャンネル登録、評価、コメント等して頂けると励みになります!/Please subscribe to my channel!
【プレイスタイル】
初見
【チャプター】
00:00 Intro
00:14 シナリオ(興宮警察署事件調書(鬼隠し編 #6 レナと魅音のお見舞い))
【注意事項】
※2020/12/02放送の分割(2/5)アーカイブです。
【ゲーム概要】
タイトル:ひぐらしのなく頃に奉/Higurashi When They Cry Hou/Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Hou
ハッシュタグ:#ひぐらしのなく頃に #ひぐらし #ひぐらしのなく頃に奉 #ひぐらし奉
ジャンル:アドベンチャー(サスペンスアドベンチャーノベル)
対応機種:PlayStation 4、Nintendo Switch
開発元:エンターグラム
発売元:エンターグラム
公式サイト:http://www.entergram.co.jp/higurashihou/index.html
【サブチャンネルやその他のリンク】►https://www.youtube.com/c/nobusiletsplay/about
チャンネル概要欄下部のリンクをご参照ください。
when they cry 在 when they cry, koro, anime - Pinterest 的推薦與評價
Umineko no Naku Koro ni (When The Seagulls Cry) Image #100495 - Zerochan Anime Image Board. More information. Beatrice Umineko · When They Cry. ... <看更多>